i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my
childish fears
"I should have told him I felt" Joan cried
"It's okay honey" Helen comforted her, "I'm sure he knows"
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
"He can't be gone, mom, he just can't, it's not fair"
"I know, Joan, I know."
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that
time cannot erase
"You have to calm down"
"HE'S GONE BECAUSE OF ME!" She shouted.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
"It's not your fault, Joan."
"Yes, it is mom, it is and you can't change it."
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound
by the life you left behind
"She was mad at me"
"I dont understand"
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
"Jelousy, mom, dont you understand what jelousy can do?"
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that
time cannot erase
"Honey, what does jelousy have to do with anything?"
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
"The bullet was meant for me, she was aiming for me!"
i've tried so hard to tell myself
that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
"I love you Adam" Joan sobbed.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
suppressed by all of my
childish fears
"I should have told him I felt" Joan cried
"It's okay honey" Helen comforted her, "I'm sure he knows"
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
"He can't be gone, mom, he just can't, it's not fair"
"I know, Joan, I know."
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that
time cannot erase
"You have to calm down"
"HE'S GONE BECAUSE OF ME!" She shouted.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
"It's not your fault, Joan."
"Yes, it is mom, it is and you can't change it."
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound
by the life you left behind
"She was mad at me"
"I dont understand"
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
"Jelousy, mom, dont you understand what jelousy can do?"
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that
time cannot erase
"Honey, what does jelousy have to do with anything?"
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
"The bullet was meant for me, she was aiming for me!"
i've tried so hard to tell myself
that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
"I love you Adam" Joan sobbed.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
