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Inuyasha. There I said it.
Okay, here is your next chappie. I hope you all liked the last one. I am doing another Kagome before I do Miroku. I was originally planning on doing him today but Kagome is calling my name.
Next I would like to thank my reviewers! Anime Ambreen and Poke' Manic has looked up and read all my stories/ poems! Thank you much! Anime Nienna has also read and reviewed for Admitting to Love. Thanks to these people I will continue writing and give you a sequel. As for the rest of you, damn you!
Oh and. Disclaimer: I don't own My Immortal
And now.
~ The Thoughts of a Hanyou, The Dreams of a Girl - Can't You Just Leave ~
Kagome's Pov
I feel so tired in my mind. My body is pushing me to move, since I have not done so in along time now. My mind however, is in complete protest. It seems to have shut down my legs arms and feet, not allowing me to get up.
It seems weird, and I almost feel bad for it, but I really don't want to be here in my time. I feel like since I have seen Feudal Japan, and I loved it, I should be there, instead of here in my bed.
Then again, I am scared to go back. I don't want to be hurt again. I allow myself to be vulnerable every time. Then I see Inuyasha promise Kikyo that he will leave with her. Well if he has to leave, I wish he would do it so he could stop leading me on and giving me false hope.
I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all of my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone.
I long for this all to be some elaborate dream, well at least the part about Inuyasha and Kikyo. But no, everything is too solid, too real. This pain inside me tells me that I can't be sleeping. I'm not sure if I will ever be able to recover from all that Inuyasha has put me through.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Oh Inuyasha, you are so complex. I never know what is going through your mind. I sometimes fear that I never will. If I could only understand, if I could only see. But you won't let me in. I could help you Inuyasha. I could wipe away your sadness and chase away your fears. I would always be by your side.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
You still have, all of me.
It is strange how much your complex mind amuses me. It entrances me when I see you standing, looking out over the beautiful terrain, with the sun setting behind you, when you're lost in thought.
You just don't see that I am the life you will leave behind when you go with Kikyo. When that time comes, you will be at rest, but I Inuyasha, I will be here. Your face will still haunt me. And because you will have taken my sanity with you when you go to the under world, I will be left with nothing.
You used to captivate me, by your resonating mind.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me.
I am confused in myself. One part of me says that I hate you and I wish you would leave me alone and stop causing my heart and soul to bleed. For the most part though, I love you until the death. I will always love you. You will always have my whole heart.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your tears.
I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
You still have all of me.
I try to no extent to tell myself that you are leaving. You may still be here now. But no matter how I think of it, I've been alone all along.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
And though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
You still have all, of me.
Inuyasha, you will not let me tell you to your face, but I will tell you in thought and hope that it will somehow reach you. I love you, I always have and I always will.
All of me.. ohhh...
Me. ohhh.
Me. ohhh.
There! You like? I do. I am going to write another fic soon. Evanescence is so inspiring! Anyway, you read, now review! Oh and if you liked it, recommend it to your friends, spread the word! I know I tweaked the song just a little bit, but I had to so it would fit the story. Okay?
Okay, here is your next chappie. I hope you all liked the last one. I am doing another Kagome before I do Miroku. I was originally planning on doing him today but Kagome is calling my name.
Next I would like to thank my reviewers! Anime Ambreen and Poke' Manic has looked up and read all my stories/ poems! Thank you much! Anime Nienna has also read and reviewed for Admitting to Love. Thanks to these people I will continue writing and give you a sequel. As for the rest of you, damn you!
Oh and. Disclaimer: I don't own My Immortal
And now.
~ The Thoughts of a Hanyou, The Dreams of a Girl - Can't You Just Leave ~
Kagome's Pov
I feel so tired in my mind. My body is pushing me to move, since I have not done so in along time now. My mind however, is in complete protest. It seems to have shut down my legs arms and feet, not allowing me to get up.
It seems weird, and I almost feel bad for it, but I really don't want to be here in my time. I feel like since I have seen Feudal Japan, and I loved it, I should be there, instead of here in my bed.
Then again, I am scared to go back. I don't want to be hurt again. I allow myself to be vulnerable every time. Then I see Inuyasha promise Kikyo that he will leave with her. Well if he has to leave, I wish he would do it so he could stop leading me on and giving me false hope.
I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all of my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone.
I long for this all to be some elaborate dream, well at least the part about Inuyasha and Kikyo. But no, everything is too solid, too real. This pain inside me tells me that I can't be sleeping. I'm not sure if I will ever be able to recover from all that Inuyasha has put me through.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Oh Inuyasha, you are so complex. I never know what is going through your mind. I sometimes fear that I never will. If I could only understand, if I could only see. But you won't let me in. I could help you Inuyasha. I could wipe away your sadness and chase away your fears. I would always be by your side.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
You still have, all of me.
It is strange how much your complex mind amuses me. It entrances me when I see you standing, looking out over the beautiful terrain, with the sun setting behind you, when you're lost in thought.
You just don't see that I am the life you will leave behind when you go with Kikyo. When that time comes, you will be at rest, but I Inuyasha, I will be here. Your face will still haunt me. And because you will have taken my sanity with you when you go to the under world, I will be left with nothing.
You used to captivate me, by your resonating mind.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me.
I am confused in myself. One part of me says that I hate you and I wish you would leave me alone and stop causing my heart and soul to bleed. For the most part though, I love you until the death. I will always love you. You will always have my whole heart.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your tears.
I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
You still have all of me.
I try to no extent to tell myself that you are leaving. You may still be here now. But no matter how I think of it, I've been alone all along.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
And though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
You still have all, of me.
Inuyasha, you will not let me tell you to your face, but I will tell you in thought and hope that it will somehow reach you. I love you, I always have and I always will.
All of me.. ohhh...
Me. ohhh.
Me. ohhh.
There! You like? I do. I am going to write another fic soon. Evanescence is so inspiring! Anyway, you read, now review! Oh and if you liked it, recommend it to your friends, spread the word! I know I tweaked the song just a little bit, but I had to so it would fit the story. Okay?
