(A/N) This story is sort of based off of my life *cough* except for a bit of the sexual stuff, clubbing and stuff yea but the sex stuff no, no. *cough* maybe the dreams. You will notice I have a club in almost every chapter, which is pretty much where a lot of things happen in this story, but anyways umm here is CH. 2!!!!

~+..Summary..+~

What does a businessman and his thuggish friends have to do with poor Sakura and her lustful nightmares? And what does all this mean? Stay tuned for, Summer Dreams.. Partying, business, and getting to the point!!

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Disclaimer; I do not own :p! I own my thought up story so, do not kill me.

..Summer Dreams..

Ch.2

An Unexpected Turn

"I don't know if this is for the better, or for the worst." Sakura said to herself as she walked down the path of the open beach. Her head was down and inattentive of her surroundings. She took in a small breath of air and sighed. "I can't believe so much has happened in the past 19 years of my life." she said again, wondering why she was being so gloomy. Sakura was hesitant for a few seconds as she looked up and stared into the depths of the ocean. It's body of sparkles entrancing her. "My whole life is beginning to become a circus." She said with a small laugh. "I'm going to watch as all the rides shake and twist me, and then, I'll die." She said with a smile on her face, but it seemed rather emotionless.

Sakura hugged herself, as she listened to the ocean waves splash to the ground and pull back. Her hair became an enchanting swirl as the wind swayed it into the air. Sakura closed her eyes and day dreamed about that time....that time when...

(A/N) This...some what has reflected on my life, although some of it, is somewhat true, the rest was just made up to give it some flavor. The girl is me yes, and Ryan is the person that is racist and has indeed made me think life is no longer beautiful. but..the other girl was an add in that just flirts with him and tries to make me mad. Anyways...whatever this information was not needed. Please proceed to the story.

*Flash Back*

Sakura was only 14 years old as she stood in the band hall of her last class. She began shaking when she thought of the note she had wrote to him. "Please, say yes" she said praying to herself..and to god. Sakura sat patiently in class, as it was getting ready to start. Her best friend Tomoyo sat next to her waving her Clarinet in the air at her. "Go for it" she shouted at me. I was so lost at the time, I didn't know exactly if I should. I managed by begging Tomoyo to give Shoaran the note. Shoaran was far on the other side of the room practicing with his saxophone. I watched as Tomoyo walked right to him, without even being scared. "Well duh, why would she be" I said to myself. I saw her whisper something to him, but I couldn't catch it, but I think I knew what it was, since he looked right at me before he opened the note.

I turned a bright red, as I fiddled with my instrument in the seat and looked away. Not to long before class was over. My news had gotten out by now, and I was being swarmed by a whole bunch of girls and boys. Shoaran was to. I didn't really like the attention, but I kept that to myself. Tomoyo was sitting behind me brushing my hair, when she whispered to me. "Your going to go get yo man today, so you better be prepared." I shook my head in rage, just thinking of it. After all he hasn't written me back yet. "Just tell him how you feel." she said shoving my shoulder again. I quickly shoved through them all, and walked around the band room for a while till I noticed him standing alone. I walked over to him, only to get lashed out by Melin Ray. His ex girlfriend. "Stay away from him. Kinimoto bitch!" she yelled as she clinked to his arm, surprising me actually.

I backed up a little. And when I did she threw a piece of paper at me. I looked down then back up at her, and noticed she was giving me a really dirty look. I tried to look over at Shoaran but he turned his face away from me. "Did you not hear me? This one is mine, find your own. You dirty, ugly whore!!" Melin yelled, shocking everyone in the room and getting their attention. I carefully bent down and picked up the note and read it. It was obviously in Shoaran's writing, but I just couldn't believe...he would say such terrible, hurtful things. "See?" Melin said grinning evilly. "You are not worthy enough to have him!!" she laughed evilly then took Shoaran's arm and they walked away from me. "I'm...I'm letting him get away" I said to myself, as my eyes started to become teary eyed. I hurriedly ran out of the room, and never returned to that school again.

*End of Flash back*

Sakura opened her eyes when a strong gust of wind flushed on her. Sakura smiled as she brought her hand up to her eyes. "I...I still love him" she said, "No matter how bad he has hurt me, and crushed my heart. My deepest desire is to always be able to see him and love him. If he is happy...then that is good enough." Sakura said as she brought her hand down, and dropped to the sandy beach, crying her own rivers of oceans.

The sun gave a new color of the sky that afternoon. It was a light purplish pink that scattered acres and acres of the sky. The area was one of Sakura's private spots on the beaches of Florida. She called it Sweet Essence, for it gave the beauty of a thousand egyptian queens, and the oceans were calm and soothing. Her private area was located near the tip of where Florida ended on the southern west side. The area didn't attract tourists as much as everywhere else so this thankfully bestowed much bliss for her when she needed a place to release stress.

Sakura quickly lifted herself up from the ground when her cell phone rang. "A race, when, where?" Sakura asked getting her a bit happy. "Ok, I'll be there, I haven't raced...in so long. thanks for calling Touya" Sakura said with a small smile stretching across her face, although her eyes were closed with some...shame. She hung up the phone and clutched it into her hand. "..Well this is one thing I won't regret loving to do." she said staring at her hand while the tide rolled in and splashed her body playfully.

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Shoaran stood beside his black and green striped motorcycle as he watched the countless amount of racers bid on the next upcoming events. "Li!" screamed Melin running up to him giving him a big hug. "What do you want?" he spat out, shocking her. "B..But, you're my Fiancée!!!" Melin cried. "Fuck off!!" Shoaran shouted at her, as he shoved her away and proceeded to get on his bike.

"Over here Li." Eriol called as he sat at the starting line on his blue bike with white jagged stripes. Shoaran started his bike up, getting a "vroom vroom..Ker-pow" before he rode off to the starting line. Melin stood there with a lost expression on her face as if she just got dumped or something. "Heh, so you're not taking miss Ray?" Eriol joked, hitting Shoaran on the arm. "You've got to be kidding, that whore would surely die if she found out I loved someone not of her status." Shoaran said looking at him with a serious face. "right.."Eriol said rolling his eyes while he put his helmet on.

A lady in a black jacket and blue jean racer shorts appeared in the middle of the track holding up a "Stand by" sign. The racers quickly looked at their competition, then back at the girl. "Piece of cake!" said Shoaran to himself, just got to watch out for Eriol here and this will be mine. "Don't kid yourself, I know what your thinking." Eriol said looking at Shoaran, getting a surprised reaction from him, which made Eriol laugh. "Hm...there all men" said a feminine voice as she stomped her foot down, getting a really loud tigerish roar from her engine. They all looked at her, wondering who this was.

Then they began pumping the gas on their bikes up. Each roar was louder then the last. "3....... 2....... 1.... GO!!!" the girl finally yelled then Jumped over the side to let them pass. They zoomed right off within an instant. Letting the dirt sweep up into wind, with the extreme speed they used. The crowd was cheering them all off, and throwing signs up into the air like..."We Love You Eriol!!", "Kill them Shoaran!!!".

There were 6 racers limiting themselves on the track, each one with at least a few bags of tricks up their sleeves. Shoaran pulled up into 2nd place, with Eriol speeding up right behind him. His tires began to spark fire as he pushed the bikes speeding limit to almost maximum. Melin almost screamed for him, as she saw the intensity of his driving. "He's going to kill himself." She thought, shaking her head in disagreement.

"Shoaran!!!" Eriol shouted, but with no luck his shout was distinguished into the air. "Damnit!" Eriol shouted again, as he sped up trying to catch up to him. "I'm almost there..just one more place!" Shoaran thought as he locked his eyes on his target.

"That driver!!" said Shoaran as he looked at him closely. His eyes opened wide as he noticed the honey long brown hair with black tips that was underneath the helmet. The feminine rider leaned forward near the front of her bike then slightly leaned left as she glided down the narrow turn.

Shoaran managed to finally reach to her side. Shoaran leaned over and pushed the helmet off of her head, making the girl lean on her bike and kick him in the stomach with her left foot making him stagger to hold on. "ah!" Sakura screamed and gasped when she saw who it was, and finally lost all balance and flew off the bike and hit a stack of hay.

Shoaran was unable to stop so he kept going when he finally reached the finishing line, and the checkered flag was waved. It waved a few more times, and then stopped while the last finishers gave up and drove off the track.

"Shoaran!!!" came a loud squealing yell as a black raven headed girl ran up to him, but was only pushed out of the way, as he made his way to where Sakura landed. Sakura had managed to get up earlier and left the track, taking her bike with her. "She's not here, if you're looking for that female rider." Eriol said as he looked at Shoaran's expression. "Whatever, I'm going to get a drink at that exotic erotic club, you up?" Shoaran said as he turned away. "Yea.." Eriol answered in almost a faint.
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Sakura stepped into her house, and hurriedly stripped out of her racing outfit. "I'm so exhausted!" she sighed, letting out a big huff of wind from her mouth. Sakura stood in front of her hot tub, looking into the hot steamy water. "My arms, and my legs.." Sakura began as she traced the few bruises she had on her body with her fingers. She glided her hands all over her body before she got into the hot tub. Sakura closed her eyes and dunked her head into the steamy hot water. She said a small chant as she was down there and imagined an actual crave of suspense.

..+~Chant~+..

Gaze.... upon the twig light of the mystic moons. A Cascade of the dead is arising from its tomb. Let the galactic winds soar a gust of extreme pain against the roughness of my skin. Paste away the fainting memories. That thunder down my spine. That prick such effecting nerves, stabbing my collected heart. The treasure engraved into my soul. Resist me and you'll die. A vast decievement collecting in me again. Raging celestial hells of darkness upon my fate. Scream my name, with such pleasure I can finally forgive you. As if not soon enough I am going to slip through your fingers as such loose water slides down your skin. A sweet sin producing a grave of essence into my very body. As I watch the flames dance into circles of the devil's winds. "Come To Me" "I'm coming" "Remember you belong To Me!"

..+End of Chant..+~

Sakura quickly pulled her head up to the surface, and took in a big breath of air. Her small mouth spitting out the hot liquid and drowning her emerald eyes. "hmm.."she sighed as she looked at the ceiling and counted the small white dots.

Sakura washed herself up and carefully washed over the bruises. Just as she was about to finish and get out the phone rang. "H..Hello?" she asked stuttering. "Is this Kinimoto?" asked the male voice. "ah, ye..yes it is." she stuttered again, wondering what was going on. "Go to the following address, someone will be waiting for you there, make sure you wear all black." he said again waiting for her reply. Sakura almost dropped the phone, not believing this but she talked to him nether-the-less."Umm sure, the address?" she answered. "101 Extoche Avenue, Club Illusion" he said then hung up the phone.

"What the hell!!!" Sakura screamed as she slammed the phone back onto its receiver. "I can't go there, that club...." Sakura dazed off as she remembered when she first moved down here. "I'm home!!!" came a sound of beautiful vocals."Ah, I have to go, I told Tomoyo I wouldn't be here, shit!" Sakura whispered to herself as she carefully closed the door.

Sakura quickly put on her black leather pants, and black elastic zippered top. She put a light green chocker on, and black/blood red lipstick and black eyeliner. And she wore a pair of 3inch black thin heels with strings that tied around her angles and she put a small black hat on with the word Fate on it. Sakura put her ear to the door to hear Tomoyo in her room, rummaging through some stuff. "Great!" Sakura muttered. "Well I guess it's out the window then" Sakura said as she jumped onto the toilet seat, and carefully tried to open the window, which seemed like it was jammed. She finally was able to move it and pull her self up and slide out of there.

......A few minutes and possibly an hour later :p....

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Sakura managed to get to the club, which the address was located at. She parked her black Mercedes into the filled parking lot across the street. She got out of the car, and strutted herself down to Illusions, hoping old memories did die. "Die hard that is.." Sakura muttered as she looked at the building, the doors were open and the extreme rock music was making the ground shake.

Sakura walked up to the entrance of Illusions and rested her back against the door outside. She looked around waiting for the person to come when she noticed Shoaran, Melin, Eriol, and Alex walking out of their cars. "Omg!!.." Sakura said covering her mouth with one of her hands. Sakura focused her eyes on the two men she new the most, the siblings. Eriol reached the door and eyed Sakura before he gave out a small smile and laughed. Alex was right behind him watching me, and looking me up and down. His expression was beginning to scare me but I didn't show it. "Well, what do we have here?" asked Melin eyeing Sakura. "Oh, Hell no!" Sakura said to herself as she tried not to hit her. Melin laughed evilly, and pulled Shoaran inside. Only he locked eyes with me, and we were lost within each other's orbs. I could hear him mutter a small "sorry.." but I didn't really care; I just smiled at him, with a lost expression.

***I cannot take this anymore.
I'm saying everything I've said before!***

Sakura watched Shoaran being pulled onto the dance floor, and somehow his essence pulled her to him. She walked to the bar in the back and ordered up a glass of dark Red Wine, with strawberries in it. Sakura sipped on the wine, as she watched them roughly suffocate themselves together. And for an odd reason or another her eye began to twitch just watching them, and she put more force on her hold of the glass.

***All these words they make no sense.
I find bliss in ignorance.****

Sakura pushed a few pieces of her hair back behind her ear, but it just flew over to the side of her face, almost covering her face up as she moved her head down a bit. Sakura bite her blood appealing lips and threw the glass at the wall. She watched as the glass shattered, bursting into millions of crystal like pieces. Her Emerald eyes shined from the sparkle. Sakura looked up at the flashing bright lights breathing hard, and wanting to escape reality.

*****Less I hear, the less you'll say,
But you'll find that out anyway.

...Just like before...*****

Alex walked up behind her, and began massaging her shoulders. Sakura's eyes narrowed to the very bottom corner, trying to look behind her. "Relax..." he said strictly, but with an exotic voice. Sakura sighed and leaned into Alex's body as they backed into a wall. He moved and got in front of her and looked into her eyes. "I sent for you." he said looking at me, and waiting for my response. I rolled my eyes, and spotted Shoaran again, and Melin was sitting on his lap laughing. I began balling my hands into fists, deepening the nails into my hands.

****Everything you say to me,
Takes me one step closer to the edge!****

I tried to move, but he tightened his grip on my arms and wouldn't let me go. "Sakura..." he began, whispering in my ear. His hot breath intoxicating my whole body. I could feel him unloosen his grip and starting to roam over my entire body, sending chills up my spine. "Please...d..don't" I stuttered closing my eyes. His response was a gentle kiss upon my lips. He took the advantage of welcoming his tongue in my mouth and swirling it in circles with mine. I was feeling so good at the moment that I couldn't help but let him do what he so desired. At that moment, I didn't care; I just wanted that feeling of pleasure, that feeling of extreme bliss to electrify my body to the edge once more...even if it wasn't him" Shoaran".

****And I'm about to break,
I need a little room to breathe.****

His evil aura was tainting me and his presence was beginning to overcome myself. I closed my eyes as I felt him gently massaging my breasts, round and round with his firm hands. He suddenly hit a spot on my neck that overwhelmed me. Alex took his chance and lightly used his tongue to tickle that sensitive spot on me. "Al..Alex" Sakura said in a smooth exotic French like voice. "Cherry Blossoms" he whispered back, which finally made my eyes pop open and realize that this wasn't right.

****Cause I'm one step closer to the edge,
And I'm about to break!****

I could feel myself getting Hornier by the second, so I quickly closed my legs tightly and tried to slide down the wall. He thought I was teasing him of course and began to follow me, lightly kissing me again. "Go Away!!!" I said screaming in my head as a new burst of heat from my body attacked my pussy.

****I find the answers aren't so clear.
Wish I could find a way to disappear..***

I was feeling so sick at the moment, as I tried to get away from him. I looked into the bright flashing lights above and felt so weak that I finally collapsed, and felt like warm liquid water flowing down stream...

****All these thoughts they make no sense.
I find bliss in ignorance...***

[While Sakura is Sleeping (collapsed)] Alex began slapping Sakura in the face, left and right a few times. "You Bitch!" he yelled as he gave her one last smack and walked off passing up Shoaran and Melin on the way out. "Where have you been all night?" asked Melin playfully. "Trying to screw your man's bitch, that's where." Alex fired back, then spat on the floor looking very pissed off. Shoaran ran back into the club, looking for Sakura, making sure he checking every spot. When he finally spotted her...

*****Nothing seems to go away.
Over and over again,

Just like before... *****

I awoke to which seemed like forever. I was laying on what appeared to be a green waterbed, and the aura...the aura of.. "What are you doing here?" asked a very aggressive talking voice. My head was spinning and I could hear that a new song had been put on. "Sometimes.. I Run..." I muttered. He looked at me, so confused..so lost..and yet still remained with that innocent child like face. "Would you let me die..?" I asked, almost pleading him, as I sat there and cried. Letting the tears of so many memories roll down my face. He grabbed me and hugged onto me tightly. His big body embracing mine. I felt so much warmth, so much passion as he sat there and caressed me on that moving bed. "I'll...never.." he tried to say but choked on each word as he held me. "I know when i'm not wanted.." Sakura said and tried too much but that only made him hold her even tighter till it felt like he was going to break a bone in her.

[A/N] hmm, Sorry this is late. I'm very sorry .... sorry no dreams in this chapter. Thankyou Kelly - well, he did stay over, but in the garage. And then the next morning it was a morning rape that awoke Sakura. I hope that answers your question. Deadly-Affections - ooo, you think my sexy shit is better ^.^, haha I haven't heard that in awhile, usually people tell me my stories fit different anime. Which I find a challenge, and it's fun to find what suits what.