Title: Val's Sanitarium
Summary: A rock musical.
Flavor: Angst/Drama
Rating: PG 13
Disclaimer: Pam, SPE, J.M Lawton own VIP
S/U: Audioslave "Like a stone", Deftones "Minerva", System of a down " Aerials", Len "Steal my sunshine", Metallica "St Anger", Linkin Park "Faint", Puddle of Mudd "she hates me", Alien ant farm "Smooth Criminal", Evanescence "Bring me to life", Whitestripes "Seven Nation Army", Good Charlotte "The anthem"
A/N: This fic is going to be a day in the life of VIP set to music… *Warning if you're looking for shipiness you wont find any in this fic, just lots of angry, angst ridden rock music*
Cut to VIP HQ
Kay is working hard as usual, since Tasha called her earlier that morning. And as usual she had to do fifty thousand things at once, and they all had to done in the words of Tasha 'yesterday'. The stress of the situation was beginning to show on her face and the words of a song began to form on her lips, and she gave them a voice:
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregardHandful of complaints but I cant help the fact that
Everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But its like no matter what I do I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But Ill be here cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal these damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say
But I've never had a doubt
Its like no matter what I do
I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But Ill be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal these damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
She pictured Tasha right in front of her giving her a list of things she had to do, without actually look at her:
NowHear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
I can't feel the way did before
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal this damage anymore
I can't feel
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
Don't turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
With the ending of the song she felt better, and went to back to her long of list of things to do all the while humming the song she just sang….
A/N: I hope this chapter made some sense…Its one of more angrier songs in this fic, the one after this one, gets really angry and angsty…Hints of shippines coming later…J
