Whoo! next chappie! thanks 2 my reviewers! lol dis chap. (and the rest) are all for you! I think this story is far from over...lol I hope you keep reading!
and umm...people who reviewd my stories...said it was weird. (but liked it) I mean there's nothing wrong with that, but still...lol I guess I am an unconventional thinker...whatever that may mean...
one last thing:: I finally found out how to use bold italics and underline! go me!
((Her thoughts in italics))
Chapter 7 :: Just to See You
"Great. Another void. How lucky can one girl be? Luckily I'm not dead. I don't want to be. Then I couldn't see 'him' or Baralai...but how do I get out of here?"
I was hoping that I didn't have to suffer like I did before...It hurt, so much. My hopes weren't too high though, cause this void is the same as the last time...
I began to run. There was no end to this place. I didn't find the Farplane Abyss. I didn't find it's odd comfort. I continued to run. I wanted to see Baralai so much. I knew that there was no chance in hell that I'd get to see 'him', but I longed to find him.
I had so many questions. Who was Mina? Why did she take over me? Was I really her? Or was I just a puppet so she could see her man, Kade? Who apologized to me before I passed out? I wanted to speak to Mina, I wanted answers. Now.
"Why so many questions? Why do they come up? They hurt me so much...I was already confused to begin with...and I can't find any answers, just more questions...I don't know why I'm so angry! I'm sick of it all!!!!!!!!!"
"Where are you...I need you now..." I whispered out loud.
Everything faded.
"Damn..."
~*
I woke up upon the Farplane Abyss, in a funky black dress. It was nice though...I tried to get up, but my legs were completely...paralyzed...Someone helped me up.
"I'm...sorry..." she said.
"How dare you..." I spat. "What stunt you tryin` ta pull back there, huh? You go and take me away from Baralai...and my search..."
"I needed to stop Kade...from hurting...himself and others...but it didn't work...I just took you to this void - like I did the last time – to talk to you, but the last time you were here you were too distraught...I didn't want to disturb you...I wanted to clear some things with you..."
"Well if that's what you're here for then do it...DO IT!"
"You are...me...Little Yuna thought I died...but I traveled to Earth...and met an Earth boy named Kade... Everything was going so well between us...I let him become my guardian...until I decided to return to Spira...with me...That's when everything went wrong..." she sighed, and fell to the ground.
"Damnit! How the fucking hell am I you? HOW?! You came from Spira, not Earth! Don't you see, I'm an Earth girl!" I said.
"We...loved each other...," She began again, not noticing that I said something. "until we were on the return trip...He...trusted me...and I let us both down..." I could see tears flow down her soft red cheeks. "We both died on the return trip. He was so angry when I saw him on the Farplane. We were both there, shrouded in tears. He said to me...'You...you evil bitch...I trusted you, then you kill me?' Those words tore at me like a knife...They were not truthful...He became so frustrated, that he found a way to get off the Farplane. Before he left he promised that he'd never trust a Spiran, Al Bhed, Guado, or Ronso...Ever...That's why he's attacking."
I could not contemplate what she was going through...but being the depressed and rude person I was, I still said...
"I don't believe you..."
"I figured just as well...but still...I want you do me a favor...If you promise me right here and now that you'll bring my Kade back to me and the Farplane...Where he belongs..."
"And you'll give me what?" I said angrily.
"Your freedom...Because if you choose otherwise you'll be stuck here forever..."
"But you can't make me kill my friend!! You can't you can't you can't!" I yelled tearfully.
"But he's not who you think he is...because...I might know where he is...and I swear – on my soul – that I will bring you back to you...If only you can defeat Kade...and bring him back to me..."
I nodded. I knew what I had to do. I didn't want to do it, but I needed too! I missed them both so much already...
"That's what I expected. I am eternally grateful."
Mina faded into the light. So did I.
"Finally! I get to go back! I'm so tired of this void..."
~*
When I woke up, I was in the Celcius' cabin. Everyone was around me sleeping. Baralai was holding my hand...I couldn't help but cry. He was snoring...as usual... I didn't realize that people I knew for only 3-4 days would care so much. If they really did I would be very happy.
"Oh you're back. We missed your weirdness." Baralai said groggily.
"I spoke with her..." I sighed.
"Hey go back to sleep. No time to talk about that...yet unfortunately...Nooj will want to know everything. He's that weird."
"I see?" I said.
"Hey what year were you born?"
"1990, why?"
"Ha. I knew it was too good to be true. It's 2008."
My eyes widened. I was 18! Yay for me! I was
happy...but tired.
He winked and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Then slipped back into snoring.
"Heh...He's so cool..."
A/N: Okay, so you can agree that that was a stupid chapter. lol hope you liked it anyways...i think for my next story im going to go with funny. I was originally going to put a love scene...but that is too uncomfortable for me! me = cHiKn! lol I think that's it...umm review? ^_^ I always like ta hear from people... ^_~
and umm...i thought the "age jump" thing was crazii....so I added that extra scene at the end, lol!
and also...i think this is the last chapter for awhile...i ran outta ideas for my next chapter. its only been 4 days since I published the first chap (or so) and I need ta slow it down jst for new readers to come read. I hope you understand ^_^
-LiLxAzN
