Chapter X: Going Through Hell
There I was, lying down on a hard, uncomfortable bed, my eyes still swollen, but I could make out some of it. My mom sitting in the corner, tears flowing across her dry, pale cheeks, with droopy blackness under her eyes.
"Maah." I tried to speak, ".maah."
"O God, honey, I'm glad you're finally awake."
".maauh." I clenched in the undying pain in my body.
"Shh, don't try to speak," she said in her motherly tone.
".maah. I. m. sorry."
"I know, honey, I know."
I shut my eyes at that moment, and in the darkness I felt everything, my bones cringed, the blood wasn't circulating correctly, everything went to my head, I couldn't even move my fingers. I tried to take some deep breaths, but my throat, my jaw, my lungs, my heart, they all stopped working. I had no strength left, nothing made me want to push forward, it seemed as if God was pulling me back.
B-B-B-B-Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I fell into a place where I could breathe again, a place where I could move, a place where I found peace, and rest. I felt like nothing mattered anymore. The rules, the orders, the instructions, the directions, all went away. But nothing this good ever happens to me.
"CLEAR!"
B-B-B-B. Chapter XI: The Third Awakening
There I was, lying down on a hard, uncomfortable bed, my eyes still swollen, but I could make out some of it. My mom sitting in the corner, tears flowing across her dry, pale cheeks, with droopy blackness under her eyes.
"Maah." I tried to speak, ".maah."
"O God, honey, I'm glad you're finally awake."
".maauh." I clenched in the undying pain in my body.
"Shh, don't try to speak," she said in her motherly tone.
".maah. I. m. sorry."
"I know, honey, I know."
I shut my eyes at that moment, and in the darkness I felt everything, my bones cringed, the blood wasn't circulating correctly, everything went to my head, I couldn't even move my fingers. I tried to take some deep breaths, but my throat, my jaw, my lungs, my heart, they all stopped working. I had no strength left, nothing made me want to push forward, it seemed as if God was pulling me back.
B-B-B-B-Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I fell into a place where I could breathe again, a place where I could move, a place where I found peace, and rest. I felt like nothing mattered anymore. The rules, the orders, the instructions, the directions, all went away. But nothing this good ever happens to me.
"CLEAR!"
B-B-B-B. Chapter XI: The Third Awakening
