Disclaimer: *shrieks like a banshee* They don't and will never belong to me.

Author's notes: Just bored

Warnings: OOC and poor fanfic quality. And yeah Shounen-ai so if you hate boyxboy relationship then beat it, kid. ^_^

Someone to watch over me

The first thing I thought when I was aware of the word was BEAUTIFUL. And I felt fortunate to have been born in a rich family. But all these thoughts gradually changed and evaporated as years go by.

Fate endlessly mocked me and people endlessly hurt me. I now see the world as a cruel place because of the people who inhabited it.

I learned early and in a vicious way that there's only few different things that people can embrace albeit grudgingly. What was strange to them; what was different to them, they immediately reject it because they are scared and are threatened by it.

People whom I thought were my friends, abandoned me. My very own parents rejected and imprisoned me and even branded me as a monster. All these because I was different from all of them because I have the powers of an empathy which I see as a curse.

Because of my painful encounters with the people and in order to protect myself from the painful thoughts people are thinking about me, I had withdrawn myself from the world, carefully building mental barriers so their thoughts won't reach me.

I had no one to trust, to love, to care but myself. The only emotions that dominate me were hatred, sadness, loneliness and despair. I was forced to defend and fend for myself ad forced to live alone. And I had long accepted the life I live.

I thought nothing was worse than all of these but I was wrong. Fate proved that to me on the night lit by a bloody red full moon… on the night when Sakura petals slowly dance with the wind. I was tortured and assaulted. With no memories of that night, I spent three years in the hospital with an incurable disease that slowly and surely killed me since then.

I died without knowing what it felt like to be cared and loved and to care and love in return.

Even in after life, I still feel hatred not to the world but to the psychopath who had amplified my misery since on the night he assaulted me. But at least I no longer feel sadness, loneliness or despair. I already found friends and family who accepts and loves me for what I am and even help me control and develop my powers which I now see as still a curse at the same time a gift. I already found a place I can call home and a special place that I can always return to. I finally know what it's like to love and be loved; to care and be cared and to accepted and be accept.

More than anything, I already have someone to watch over me. And I looked at that someone as we snuggled on the couch and then blushed as I realized he had been staring at me.

"What were you thinking just now?" he inquired softly as he kissed my ear.
"What I lack in my past and what I now have" I answered a little bit breathless.
"What do you have?"
"Friends, family, a home, a special place and someone I truly love to watch over me".

He intensely looked at me then smiled, "I will always watch over and love you 'Soka" he murmured and my right eye voluntarily closed as he kissed it.

In reply, I changed the angle of my head so our lips would meet for a wonderful heated kiss.

Yes, I know have Asato Tsuzuki to watch over me forever… I love you Tsuzuki….

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~ooOOoo~~

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