Oh the Lovely Marriage!
Being married to Jess wasn't as great as she expected it to be. Last week he had forgotten their anniversary, they had a huge fight, then it ended up the way everything did when they fought, they'd travel into the bedroom and he'd tell her how much he loved her and they'd wake up the next morning kissing. They lived in a tiny apartment in New Haven, it was a total shit hole to Rory and Jess but it was still home. They had a little love seat in the living room, it was old Luke had given it to them. Their kitchen was tiny and they hardly had enough money for food. Jess was never home he was always working to get by. Rory decided to only go to college for 4 years, she had already gotten many job offers, and in fact she had one next week, with a small publishing company. Jess was going to open up the bar in June. He had just graduated, so know they where able to spend more to together but that would all end as soon as the bar opened. Rory missed her mother and Luke their lives where so busy know, she talked to them a few times a week. She never really talked to her father he had been so busy too, that didn't bother Rory however he was never really a major part of her life. Her grandmother Emily had died during Rory's 3rd year of college Rory missed her, it was so hard, she always had the answers to everything and even though they fought, Rory had loved her very much. Rory's life was so imperfect, not the joys she always thought it be. Sometimes, she thought Jess didn't love her. She never really let that got o her head however, because he really did love her and she loved him.
Rory suddenly herd the door open and the stench of welder filled the room and she smiled, he was home. She got up from the little love seat and set down her book on the counter to and walked over to him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pecked him on the lips and smiled while she tried not to gag over the horrible smell he had from welding, but she loved it all at the same time, it meant that he was home and it was a great feeling no matter how mad she was at him. "Hi,"
Jess loved coming home to her, opening that door and finding he there was just great. "Hey, how was your day?" He said as he sat her up on the counter so that she could look down at him.
"It was ok, I read 'To Kill A Mocking Bird.'"
"Again?"
"Yep," Rory looked down at him and kissed him sweetly on the lips and backed away and made a face. "You smell!"
Jess sniffed. "Yeah, I'll go take a shower" He kissed her again. He knew he was hard to deal with sometimes. He loved her so much though he couldn't imagine not having her around. He backed away and walked over to the bathroom.
Rory watched him walk into the bathroom, and leave the door cracked, which meant he wanted her to come in. She quietly walked over to the door taking off one piece of clothing at a time, and just dropped them on the floor. She slipped into the room and slide into the steaming. Jess looked over at her with his mysterious look, he gently pushed her against the wall and kissed her, the water seemed to get even hotter as it cascaded off of their bodies.
Jess moved Rory so she was under the water while he kissed along her neck, she moaned he was so good at that. Making her want him even more than she already did. She felt Jess's hand leave her back where it always was when they kissed. All of a sudden she felt a rush of hot water roll down her back then she felt freezing cold water roll down her back and she jumped up and screamed. "Jess!"
Jess looked at her wildly and smiled. He leaned in to kiss her again but she punched him in the shoulder. He looked at her and held in a laugh. "That was mean!" He said like a girl.
"Why did you do that? I can't believe you!" She just wanted to spend time with him and that's what she got, cold water.
"I'm sorry, " He reached out to pull her to him and she walked out of the shower.
Rory wrapped herself up in a towel and she quickly walked out of the bathroom. She ran quickly to her room and shut the door. He had wrecked the moment, she just wanted to spend time with him, kiss him and he did that. She wanted to cry, sometimes he was great and other times he was horrible she just couldn't figure him out sometimes.
Jess felt wrapped a towel around his waist and walked over to their bedroom, He tried to open the door but it was locked. He sighed and closed his eyes. "Rory, can I come in?"
"No,"
"I'm sorry just let me in please,"
"No," Rory had all she could do to hold back her tears.
"Rory," Jess walked away and rummaged through the bathroom, he finally found a bobby pin. He walked back over to he door and picked the lock. Jess cracked the door open ands looked in the room at the tiny figure sitting on the side of them bed looking at the floor. "Rory," He said gently and walked over to her and sat next to her.
Rory shook her head, "Why do you have to do that stuff? Last week you locked me out of that bathroom, I almost peed my pants! The week be for that you." Jess cut her off.
"I forgot our anniversary, yes I know I'm sorry I'm human Rory!" Jess said in his sarcastic voice.
Rory looked at him with pain corrupting her. "Do you even love any more?" Rory felt tears coming to her eyes, "I know your human, but so am I and I get mad when you joke around! Its not funny Jess, it was cold water Jess! And I'm sick of not seeing you but, when you're here you drive me nuts!" Rory looked away she couldn't stand to look at him. "I'm you're wife," she muttered as a tear stained her cheek.
Jess moved closer to her, and pulled her towards him. "Yeah, of course I love you, I love to come home to you, its great and I'm sorry I drive you nuts, I'll stop."
Rory shook her head at the floor. " Not this time Jess maybe we need time apart." Rory couldn't believe what she just said it crushed her to say it him, she loved him but maybe time would do her good.
Jess swallowed hard and looked at her teary face, "No, please," Jess was just crushed by his own wife the woman he would die for.
"Jess, maybe we should try it." She started to cry even worse and looked down at the floor.
Jess looked at her he couldn't breathe, he just shook his head. He was a failure, to his wife. "No," Jess couldn't look at her he had never felt so much pain.
Rory got up and left the room in tears she collapsed onto the living room floor and dropped her head in her hands and cried her eyes out.
Jess sat on the bed and hated himself at that moment, he loved her so much and she didn't want him, but he couldn't hate her he just couldn't hate her for not loving him the same way.
Rory loved Jess so much; she had never felt so horrible. She just crushed them both, single handedly. She knew how much he loved her, and she loved him just as much, but their relationship wasn't good they never saw each other, and when they did it wasn't quality time it was fighting and making up. Maybe time would do them both good, it would split them or make them.
Being married to Jess wasn't as great as she expected it to be. Last week he had forgotten their anniversary, they had a huge fight, then it ended up the way everything did when they fought, they'd travel into the bedroom and he'd tell her how much he loved her and they'd wake up the next morning kissing. They lived in a tiny apartment in New Haven, it was a total shit hole to Rory and Jess but it was still home. They had a little love seat in the living room, it was old Luke had given it to them. Their kitchen was tiny and they hardly had enough money for food. Jess was never home he was always working to get by. Rory decided to only go to college for 4 years, she had already gotten many job offers, and in fact she had one next week, with a small publishing company. Jess was going to open up the bar in June. He had just graduated, so know they where able to spend more to together but that would all end as soon as the bar opened. Rory missed her mother and Luke their lives where so busy know, she talked to them a few times a week. She never really talked to her father he had been so busy too, that didn't bother Rory however he was never really a major part of her life. Her grandmother Emily had died during Rory's 3rd year of college Rory missed her, it was so hard, she always had the answers to everything and even though they fought, Rory had loved her very much. Rory's life was so imperfect, not the joys she always thought it be. Sometimes, she thought Jess didn't love her. She never really let that got o her head however, because he really did love her and she loved him.
Rory suddenly herd the door open and the stench of welder filled the room and she smiled, he was home. She got up from the little love seat and set down her book on the counter to and walked over to him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pecked him on the lips and smiled while she tried not to gag over the horrible smell he had from welding, but she loved it all at the same time, it meant that he was home and it was a great feeling no matter how mad she was at him. "Hi,"
Jess loved coming home to her, opening that door and finding he there was just great. "Hey, how was your day?" He said as he sat her up on the counter so that she could look down at him.
"It was ok, I read 'To Kill A Mocking Bird.'"
"Again?"
"Yep," Rory looked down at him and kissed him sweetly on the lips and backed away and made a face. "You smell!"
Jess sniffed. "Yeah, I'll go take a shower" He kissed her again. He knew he was hard to deal with sometimes. He loved her so much though he couldn't imagine not having her around. He backed away and walked over to the bathroom.
Rory watched him walk into the bathroom, and leave the door cracked, which meant he wanted her to come in. She quietly walked over to the door taking off one piece of clothing at a time, and just dropped them on the floor. She slipped into the room and slide into the steaming. Jess looked over at her with his mysterious look, he gently pushed her against the wall and kissed her, the water seemed to get even hotter as it cascaded off of their bodies.
Jess moved Rory so she was under the water while he kissed along her neck, she moaned he was so good at that. Making her want him even more than she already did. She felt Jess's hand leave her back where it always was when they kissed. All of a sudden she felt a rush of hot water roll down her back then she felt freezing cold water roll down her back and she jumped up and screamed. "Jess!"
Jess looked at her wildly and smiled. He leaned in to kiss her again but she punched him in the shoulder. He looked at her and held in a laugh. "That was mean!" He said like a girl.
"Why did you do that? I can't believe you!" She just wanted to spend time with him and that's what she got, cold water.
"I'm sorry, " He reached out to pull her to him and she walked out of the shower.
Rory wrapped herself up in a towel and she quickly walked out of the bathroom. She ran quickly to her room and shut the door. He had wrecked the moment, she just wanted to spend time with him, kiss him and he did that. She wanted to cry, sometimes he was great and other times he was horrible she just couldn't figure him out sometimes.
Jess felt wrapped a towel around his waist and walked over to their bedroom, He tried to open the door but it was locked. He sighed and closed his eyes. "Rory, can I come in?"
"No,"
"I'm sorry just let me in please,"
"No," Rory had all she could do to hold back her tears.
"Rory," Jess walked away and rummaged through the bathroom, he finally found a bobby pin. He walked back over to he door and picked the lock. Jess cracked the door open ands looked in the room at the tiny figure sitting on the side of them bed looking at the floor. "Rory," He said gently and walked over to her and sat next to her.
Rory shook her head, "Why do you have to do that stuff? Last week you locked me out of that bathroom, I almost peed my pants! The week be for that you." Jess cut her off.
"I forgot our anniversary, yes I know I'm sorry I'm human Rory!" Jess said in his sarcastic voice.
Rory looked at him with pain corrupting her. "Do you even love any more?" Rory felt tears coming to her eyes, "I know your human, but so am I and I get mad when you joke around! Its not funny Jess, it was cold water Jess! And I'm sick of not seeing you but, when you're here you drive me nuts!" Rory looked away she couldn't stand to look at him. "I'm you're wife," she muttered as a tear stained her cheek.
Jess moved closer to her, and pulled her towards him. "Yeah, of course I love you, I love to come home to you, its great and I'm sorry I drive you nuts, I'll stop."
Rory shook her head at the floor. " Not this time Jess maybe we need time apart." Rory couldn't believe what she just said it crushed her to say it him, she loved him but maybe time would do her good.
Jess swallowed hard and looked at her teary face, "No, please," Jess was just crushed by his own wife the woman he would die for.
"Jess, maybe we should try it." She started to cry even worse and looked down at the floor.
Jess looked at her he couldn't breathe, he just shook his head. He was a failure, to his wife. "No," Jess couldn't look at her he had never felt so much pain.
Rory got up and left the room in tears she collapsed onto the living room floor and dropped her head in her hands and cried her eyes out.
Jess sat on the bed and hated himself at that moment, he loved her so much and she didn't want him, but he couldn't hate her he just couldn't hate her for not loving him the same way.
Rory loved Jess so much; she had never felt so horrible. She just crushed them both, single handedly. She knew how much he loved her, and she loved him just as much, but their relationship wasn't good they never saw each other, and when they did it wasn't quality time it was fighting and making up. Maybe time would do them both good, it would split them or make them.
