A/N- Thanks for the reviews! How was the grammar in the last one I think I might of fixed the damn thing! Stupid computer is trying to kill me slowly, and painfully! I'm babbling again! So sorry! Enjoy!

The book under the Coffee table

Rory woke up to an empty bed the next morning. Jess had gone to work. She rolled over to his pillow she could smell him on it. That sweet yet musky smell of Bora Bora, she had bought him for Christmas last year. She wished he was there when she woke up, it was nice waking up to him holding her close, feeling his breath on her neck, kissing him softly, and him swiftly, rolling over on top of her. The feeling of holding on to his body in the morning was good, his whole body was warm as he held her close the way his chest lifted as he breaths, that look he'd give her. She felt like he was gone forever, even though it was probably just a few short hours. She got up, and went out to the kitchen there was no food there so there was no need to even look. She traveled back to her bedroom and she grabbed the phone off of the dingy dresser. She dialed the Dinner she knew that Lorelai would be there, she ran dinner with Luke and surprisingly he let her.

"Luke's and his darling Lorelia's!" Her giddy mothers voice traveled through the phone.

"Hey mom!" Rory pitched in. She missed talking Lorelia every day.

"Hey, kid I was going to call you today!"

"Well I called you first!"

"Did you, oh dear I must of forgot I picked up the phone!"

"You must of," Rory added quickly.

"Hey tonight, is Casey's party, I wanted to know if you could come,"

Rory thought for a minute, "What time?"

"3:30ish,"

"Yeah we can make that,"

"Hey guess what!" Lorelai was so excited.

"Oh my god, you met Cher!" Rory said in a humorous voice.

"Now doesn't sound fun, you wrecked the fun,"

"I'm so sorry I know who much it meant to you."

"Well any way, Luke showed me how to make a pie! I'm making one to night, all by my self!"

Rory remembered the last time Lorelia tried to cook, "So you think we should eat before we come so we're full."

"No, I want you to try it, don't worry Luke wrote and drew very detailed directions, so no one would get food poisoning."

"Good, but just to be safe maybe I'll eat before,"

"No, It will be fine I did it once before and no one died,"

"Ok," Rory gave in to her mother.

"Oh, well I got to go, Luke just threw food at Taylor!"

"Bye, Mom."

"Bye, honey see you later!"

Rory hangs up the phone and looked around the room, it was just as it always was, white with boxes of books all over. She sat on the bed and then dropped backwards into the pillows. "What should I do today?" she said aloud to herself as if someone would answer. "Ahh, Mrs. Mariano you should go to the book store," she said to herself once again. "I think your right," She said quickly. With that she got up and headed towards the bathroom. About twenty minutes later she came back in her towel. She grabbed some cloths and headed out to the bookstore.

Danny Ramona was her name the tall woman who owned the bookstore, which Rory was a frequent visitor of. She was nice her and Rory often talked for hours. She was about Rory's age, tall and thin with flowing blonde hair. She had opened the bookstore after college to fulfill her love of great books. The store was small and dark on one side and calm brightness on the other side, with only copies of used and out of print books on the dark side and newer modern books on the other. There was a coffee and small tables all over. Rory loved it there she spent most of her time there talking to Danny, but for the past two weeks she hadn't gone. Rory considered her to be one of her best friends, they where just that way, they also had a similar coffee addiction that made them even better friends.

"Hey, stranger," The blondes voice echoed through the small shop.

"Hey," Rory said quickly.

Danny came over to her with two cups of coffee, Rory took one and they headed over to the tables.

"Where have you been, what's new I missed you!" She took a quick sip of her coffee.

Rory didn't tell anyone about how she left Jess for those few bitter days. She didn't want to, so she didn't. "Oh, its just been a hard few weeks, but I'm good now," She liked talking to Danny she was understanding, and she never seemed to judge her. "So, what's new with you?"

Danny nodded, "Yeah, I've had those. Actually Ryan and I picked a date. For the wedding, its like next summer."

"That's great!" All of a sudden the door opened and in popped a small old woman.

Danny looked over at the door then back at Rory, "I'll be a few minutes, Mrs. Fisher always takes a lot of time," she said in a dull voice, she got up and went over to the old woman.

Rory laughed "Take your time I'll look around," Rory said and got up to go into the dark area of the shop. She skimmed through all the books, she came to the end of the shelves and there was nothing she really hadn't already read or anything that interested her, she over to the brighter part of the shop. She didn't find much there either, she came to the end of the self but this time she stopped at a certain book, she looked at it for a minute and thought. She touched the cover of the book. She looked around to see if anyone was around, the coast was clear. Yes, it stupid to look and see if anyone was looking, but she didn't want anyone to know she was considering this subject a lot lately even scene she went back into his arms it was kind of on the mind. The thought of it made her smile but the concept of it was still questionable it was a big thing, it would change everything she wasn't sure if either of them where ready for it. She picked up the book and hides it as she walked up to the counter she put the ten dollars on the counter and walked over to Danny and the old woman.

"Excuse, me," Rory said politely, Danny excused herself politely from the old woman. "I left the money on the counter, I gotta go Jess is gonna be home and we have to go out, I'll come bye tomorrow." Rory walked towards the door. "Bye,"

"Bye, What book did you get?" it was to late she was already gone.

Rory got home and sat down on the sofa, she looked at the cover of the book and smiled softly. 'What to Expect when you're Expecting' lye in her lap, in a why she wished she was expecting. In a way though, she wasn't sure if she was ready for it. She knew he would be an excellent father he was just that way. She flipped the book open 'Are you Pregnant?' was at the top of the page in big writing. She read through the whole chart, the possible signs and symptoms of pregnancy. The more she read the more it seemed unappealing to her, but in a way it was tempting, just to think that there was life inside, something to be remembered by, something to give life to right inside. She put the palm of her hand on her stomach, and wondered what it would be like. She remembered Lorelai going on and on about giving birth, then she would say that she wouldn't change it for the world. Rory smiled and just wondered.

It was about a quarter to two, when she heard Jess's keys opening the door. She quickly took the book and put it under the coffee table knowing no one would look there. She didn't want him, it see it just yet this was something big she wanted to sort it all out in her mind, and most likely on paper as well before she told anyone. He came in the door and she smiled, he smiled back at her as always, and walked towards her. "Hey," she said as his lips ceased hers, "That was better then hello,"

He smirked and kissed her again. "Hey," he breathed.

Rory just smiled as his hands roamed over her body then rested in her hips. He smelt horrible but for some reason it didn't bother her today.

"I have a while till I have to go to the bar," he whispered in her ear. Then kissed along the pulse of her neck.

Rory would of gone right to the bedroom with him in a second, but she suddenly remembered Casey's party. "I would, but we have to go to Casey's party," she said in a down voice.

Jess pulled away, "Oh, I guess I better get ready." He said simply and started to walk away, he would to that to her because in dared her to follow even though she shouldn't.

Rory stood there, "What, we have some time," He continued to walk, "Wait for me," she said quickly and caught up to him entwining their fingers, she smiled up at him.

He smirked as she ran after him, "I knew you'd come," He cocked his eyebrow in that seductive sexy way.

"You tricked me,"

"Yep,"

They walked into the bedroom and shut the door. Jess kissed her as he dropped her on the bed, he landed on top of her still kissing her passionately. He dragged his hand along her stomach and along the waist of her pants, her fumbled with the button but, as always he got it undone. He gently unzipped the pants. His fingers glided along her stomach's skin, her muscles tightened as his fingers continued lower, she swallowed hard as his hand drifted under her black leopard print underwear, she moaned as his fingers brushed over her, she wanted more, more touch, more feeling, more motion. She trusted her hips to push him further. He loved it the way he could tease her, the way she would moan at his simple touch. His eyes studied her face, her eyes closed tight, and her lips parted, as his fingers drifted further her jaw would pull harder, her chest rose and fell faster than normal, he smiled, she was beautiful. He remembered their first time, their wedding night, yesterday, and each time she seemed even more appealing to him, more beautiful, more loving. His removed his hand from under her satin underwear, he watched her eyes shot open full of disappointment, he smiled and moved his hand up her abdomen, her reached her bra and dragged his fingers downwards, around her navel, then came back down, he grabbed the bottom of her shirt and pulled upward on it, her body moved with his action, she smiled as her strapless black bra was exposed. He leaned towards her and kissed her teased her lips, he nipped lightly at her bottom lip, flicking it with the tip of his tongue. He slides his hand underneath her back as she arched her body into him, he undid her bra, and the strapless bra fall off of her chest. He smiled as his hands drifted up to her beasts, his thumb drifted over the newly exposed skin, he felt her hands travel to his pants buckle, and she swiftly undid his pants. He kissed along her neck as her moans depended so did his kisses, kissed the shown area, then traveled to the hardened nipples, of her chest, he gently bit down, and felt her lungs fill with air, as her breathing speeded. His kiss moved down her stomach his hands followed the same pattern, he pulled tugged downward on her pants, she squirmed to help him get them off, she reached for his pants and pulled at them, he slipped out of them leaving both of them in only their underwear.

He placed himself in between her legs, they both glowed at each other, this time it felt different it wasn't for pleasure like it had started, it had turned into something different it wasn't quite labeled love, it was more love was only a word. To them love had so many meanings so many definitions, so many words never said they where just known, so many wishes, so much power.

She slides her underwear off, kicking them to the side with her foot, she reached for his boxers waistband, and he smiled at her, they where both bare revealed to one another. He glided into her feeling her body tighten as he surrounded her, she wrapped her legs around his waist drawing them closer, they where now one, one love, one life. He pulled her closer as their fingers entwined as their hearts beat as one. "I love you," he moaned her buried his head in her neck, still moving his hips rhythmically against hers, she moaned and nodded her head quickly knowing he could feel what she felt, she gasped for air as her body stiffened and her moans died to the pleasure. Her nails dug into his back and neck as he continued to forcefully move against her. He kissed he neck taking her skin between his teeth and pulling. His body gave way on top of her, timed seemed to have stopped for those few moments of bitter sweet romance. He rolled over to the side of her, he smiled at her flushed slightly sweaty face, and he pushed the hair away from her eyes and kissed her softly.

There were no words for the feelings over taking her body, she smiled at him unable to talk or move she just smiled.

That smiled said everything, there was nothing else to be said. He kissed the palm of her hand and pulled her to him. He wished they could just lay there, forever. He looked at her delicate hand that was still entwined with his, on her finger sat their wedding rings, so nicely they where slightly stain due to never taking them off, he liked them better stained, and worn. He never once saw her take them off, they must have been like a part of her body, maybe it was proof of his heart belonging to her, he smiled at the thoughts and not knowing why she never took them off, he couldn't never pin point exactly what went on in her head, but it was always amusing trying to.

"Jess," she whispered into his neck, she decide at that moment she was ready.

"Yeah," she mumbled into her hair.

She took a breath, "I want, I mean," she stumbled to find the words, "I want to have a baby," she said and pulled her head away from his neck, to see his face. He was hard to read at first it looked like a nervous, happy then it went to a surprised.

He glowed at that thought, being a father was big, huge life changing, but most likely worth every minute. "Really?" he breathed finding it hard to breath for some reason.

She smiled and nodded quickly. She moved towards him and broke the kiss with a simple smile.

A/N- Well, do you like it? I hope so!! Please review!