Gomen for the last crappy short chapter. I'll try to make it up to you guys in this chapter. Thanks for your review!!!
Disclaimer-NO!I do not own Inuyasha.
You turned your back on me,
Left me there to cry and fend for myself
But you did'nt care cause if you did
You would've come back to me and chased all my fears away.
You left me to let the darkness envelope me
and my fears to eat away at my soul
till I was nothing but an empty
shell of everything you were
afraid of....
-pyromistress
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She walked into Rins room to make sure she was fine. Sesshomaru was seated at the foot of the bed watching over her. "You really care about her don't you?" She asked while smiling. He turned to look at her and felt his heart do a flip as she smiled at him. "I suppose." He said coolly and turned back to look at Rin. "Sesshomaru....we need to talk...about what happened last night." Kagome said hesitantly. Sessomaru felt his heart twist in pain.
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"Hai." He stood and walked out the door past her. She walked after him and into his study room. They sat in the chairs once more. "Now what is it you wish to discuss about?" Seshhomaru asked in a bored tone. "Well....um..." Kagome began to feel a little uncertain about what to say. She wanted to blurt out the words ' I love you.' But knew that was not the way to go. "Well?" He said in a slightly irritated voice.
"Um...Well, I just uh....wanted to say that I'm sorry if I might of hurt your ego, I mean feelings, last night and that...." She began to blush furiously which amused Sesshomaru greatly. "If you want to do that again then i will willingly give myself to you." Her face and ears were crimson red. 'By that does she mean she wants to or that she feels its her duty to do that.' He began to feel uncertain with himself.' Did I make her think that I was forcing her to have sex with me?' His heart clenched at that thought. He did'nt want her to feel forced to do something she did'nt want to do. "Is that all you wanted to say?" He asked, she nodded her head and he turned once again to look at some papers he had on his desk. She stood from her chair and slowly walked to the door. She turned to look back at him, he was still looking at some papers. She turned the door knob and quietly stepped out of the room.
She walked down the hallways and stopped at the railings. She stared out into to the western lands. The wind gently blew at her hair. 'He did'nt say anything...He does'nt care. i'm just here because of Rin....' Tears threatened to spill from her eyes but she shut them tightly and shook her head from side to side, trying to get rid of that horrible feeling she felt at that moment. She sighed and watched the birds fly around in the sky. She wanted to be a bird too, to be able to go where ever the wind takes you. She walked back into her room to check on Shippo. She walked over to the bed and found that he was'nt there.
"Shippo?" She asked.
"Over here." Shippo answered from the balcony. She walked towards him.
"Whats wrong?" She asked noting that his expression was stern. He pointed towards the forest. "Inuyasha and the rest are coming, they should be here by nightfall, I can smell them." Kagome gasped. She really did'nt want to see Inuyasha, she was'nt sure if she was ready to talk to him. "Shippo what did Inuyasha tell you guys?" Kagome asked.
Shippo told her what Inuyasha had told them, from what he did to his encouter with Kikyo. "So it was Kikyo who made Kouga do that, I knew that idiot was'nt so obssesed wih me to try something like that." Kagome was silent for a moment then she suddenly gasped. "Shippo! If Inuyasha comes then he's probably going to think that Sesshomaru kidnapped me and then they're going to fight!"
"And? They always fight." Shippo stated, still staring out of the balcony.
"No, but this time I don't want them to fight."
"Oh, you mean you don't want Sesshomaru to get hurt?" Shippo wiggled his eyebrows. Kagome turned red. "Shippo-chan shush!" She tickled the kitsune. "Ah! ok, ok, I surrender!" He lifted an imaginary white flag in the air. "Good!" She stopped tickling him and walked over to the couch by the fireplace. "If your so worried about it then why don't you just ask Sesshomaru to restrain himself?" Shippo suggested. "Great idea, I'll just go up to him and ask 'Dear Lord Sesshomaru I ask of you not to beat up your insolent loud mouthed brother.'" She said in a sarcastic voice. "Good start, although I would'nt be sarcastic." shippo laughed and Kagome groaned. "Just go ask him already!" Shippo pushed her out of the door.
Kagome growled as she was pushed out of the door. She turned around to scowled him when the door shut on her face. "Why that little twerp..." She growled again and turned on her heel down the hallway towards Sesshomaru's study, where she was expecting he would be. She arrived at the huge wooden door and knocked once before entering. "Sesshomaru-sama?" She asked into the dimly lit room. "Hai..?" She heard a grumble from behind one of the book shelves. "um...I wish to speak to you." She spoke, her eyes still adjusting to the darkness. "Then speak." He stated from somewhere behind the books. "Well I'd like it more if I could look at you when I'm talking." She got impatient when he did'nt answer or move from where she suspected he was. "Well?" She asked impatiently. "Impatient are we?" He whispered in her ear from behind her and she nearly screamed. She turned to face him. "God, your going to give me a heart attack!" She held onto her chest to make her point. "Gomen, I forgot how delicate and weak humans are." Before she bould retort he spoke again. "I believe you have something to tell me?" he stated as he sat down in a cushioned velvet chair. "Well yes, I believe you know that Inuyasha and my friends are approaching the castle?"
He nodded. "Well I was wondering if you could sorta do me a favor...?" She asked trying to give him the best puppy look she could make.
"And what may I ask is that favor?"
"Can you pleaseeeee not fight with Inuyasha??" She asked once again giving him a puppy look. He raised his eyebrows. "And why would I want to fight wth him?" He asked.
"You too always fight, thats why." She responded.
"I suppose." He turned to skim through some books. 'Still she loves that hanyou, and me? I am nothing but a person who helped her.' His heart clenched once more. After thier conversation that morning he had been avoiding her, disgusted with himself for making her think she had to have a relationship with him.
"I will control myself." He said. "Arigatou Sesshomaru-sama!" She hugged him for the second time that day. " I am eternally grateful." She squezzed him tighter( Not in that way you guys!!At least not yet .) then let go of him. "Just to tell you, their approaching the front gates of the caslte at this very moment." He spoke. She grabbed his hand and ran out of the room with him in tow. They ran down the hallways towards to front gates. Along the way they had run into Shippo, who was now on Sesshomaru's shoulder. They were just about to open the front door to go outside when it banged open, creating a cloud of dust. When the cloud of dust cleared, and Kagome could finally see, she saw Inuyasha with Tetsuiga pulled out, Sango with her boomerang and Miroku ready with his Kazaana.
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"Kagome!!" Sango ran to her and hugged her friend tightly. "Sango!" Kagome hugged her back. "Good to see you again." Miroku patted her back then his hand moves downward. "MIROKU HENTAI!" Kagome slapped him and sesshomaru growled but the sound was unheard because of the slap. "Kagome...." Inuyasha whispered when she turned to look at him. "Inuyasha.." She felt her eyes glaze over as tears of pain threatened to spill once more. He ran to her and hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry, so sorry for all the pain I've caused you." He whispered into her hair. "Please forgive me, I love you." He pleaded. "Inuyasha...I forgive you but I cannot love you." She lightly pushed him away. "Why?" He asked, tears spilling from his eyes. Tears began to slide down her cheeks. "Because..." She lowered her face to the ground. "KAGOME ANSWER ME!" Inuyasha grabbed her arms and shook her violently.
"I CAN'T LOVE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE SESSHOMARU!" She screamed. He immeaditly let her arms go as she ran down the hallways crying. Sesshomaru was, well....suprised.
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Yup, I'm evil, I know. Hope this chapter was better than the last one. Remember, REVIEW!!!!! Sorry for any spelling mistakes but I'm a fast typer and don't take note in spelling mistakes.
Ja ne
-Pyromistress
Disclaimer-NO!I do not own Inuyasha.
You turned your back on me,
Left me there to cry and fend for myself
But you did'nt care cause if you did
You would've come back to me and chased all my fears away.
You left me to let the darkness envelope me
and my fears to eat away at my soul
till I was nothing but an empty
shell of everything you were
afraid of....
-pyromistress
**~**~**~**~**~**~*Last time*~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**
She walked into Rins room to make sure she was fine. Sesshomaru was seated at the foot of the bed watching over her. "You really care about her don't you?" She asked while smiling. He turned to look at her and felt his heart do a flip as she smiled at him. "I suppose." He said coolly and turned back to look at Rin. "Sesshomaru....we need to talk...about what happened last night." Kagome said hesitantly. Sessomaru felt his heart twist in pain.
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"Hai." He stood and walked out the door past her. She walked after him and into his study room. They sat in the chairs once more. "Now what is it you wish to discuss about?" Seshhomaru asked in a bored tone. "Well....um..." Kagome began to feel a little uncertain about what to say. She wanted to blurt out the words ' I love you.' But knew that was not the way to go. "Well?" He said in a slightly irritated voice.
"Um...Well, I just uh....wanted to say that I'm sorry if I might of hurt your ego, I mean feelings, last night and that...." She began to blush furiously which amused Sesshomaru greatly. "If you want to do that again then i will willingly give myself to you." Her face and ears were crimson red. 'By that does she mean she wants to or that she feels its her duty to do that.' He began to feel uncertain with himself.' Did I make her think that I was forcing her to have sex with me?' His heart clenched at that thought. He did'nt want her to feel forced to do something she did'nt want to do. "Is that all you wanted to say?" He asked, she nodded her head and he turned once again to look at some papers he had on his desk. She stood from her chair and slowly walked to the door. She turned to look back at him, he was still looking at some papers. She turned the door knob and quietly stepped out of the room.
She walked down the hallways and stopped at the railings. She stared out into to the western lands. The wind gently blew at her hair. 'He did'nt say anything...He does'nt care. i'm just here because of Rin....' Tears threatened to spill from her eyes but she shut them tightly and shook her head from side to side, trying to get rid of that horrible feeling she felt at that moment. She sighed and watched the birds fly around in the sky. She wanted to be a bird too, to be able to go where ever the wind takes you. She walked back into her room to check on Shippo. She walked over to the bed and found that he was'nt there.
"Shippo?" She asked.
"Over here." Shippo answered from the balcony. She walked towards him.
"Whats wrong?" She asked noting that his expression was stern. He pointed towards the forest. "Inuyasha and the rest are coming, they should be here by nightfall, I can smell them." Kagome gasped. She really did'nt want to see Inuyasha, she was'nt sure if she was ready to talk to him. "Shippo what did Inuyasha tell you guys?" Kagome asked.
Shippo told her what Inuyasha had told them, from what he did to his encouter with Kikyo. "So it was Kikyo who made Kouga do that, I knew that idiot was'nt so obssesed wih me to try something like that." Kagome was silent for a moment then she suddenly gasped. "Shippo! If Inuyasha comes then he's probably going to think that Sesshomaru kidnapped me and then they're going to fight!"
"And? They always fight." Shippo stated, still staring out of the balcony.
"No, but this time I don't want them to fight."
"Oh, you mean you don't want Sesshomaru to get hurt?" Shippo wiggled his eyebrows. Kagome turned red. "Shippo-chan shush!" She tickled the kitsune. "Ah! ok, ok, I surrender!" He lifted an imaginary white flag in the air. "Good!" She stopped tickling him and walked over to the couch by the fireplace. "If your so worried about it then why don't you just ask Sesshomaru to restrain himself?" Shippo suggested. "Great idea, I'll just go up to him and ask 'Dear Lord Sesshomaru I ask of you not to beat up your insolent loud mouthed brother.'" She said in a sarcastic voice. "Good start, although I would'nt be sarcastic." shippo laughed and Kagome groaned. "Just go ask him already!" Shippo pushed her out of the door.
Kagome growled as she was pushed out of the door. She turned around to scowled him when the door shut on her face. "Why that little twerp..." She growled again and turned on her heel down the hallway towards Sesshomaru's study, where she was expecting he would be. She arrived at the huge wooden door and knocked once before entering. "Sesshomaru-sama?" She asked into the dimly lit room. "Hai..?" She heard a grumble from behind one of the book shelves. "um...I wish to speak to you." She spoke, her eyes still adjusting to the darkness. "Then speak." He stated from somewhere behind the books. "Well I'd like it more if I could look at you when I'm talking." She got impatient when he did'nt answer or move from where she suspected he was. "Well?" She asked impatiently. "Impatient are we?" He whispered in her ear from behind her and she nearly screamed. She turned to face him. "God, your going to give me a heart attack!" She held onto her chest to make her point. "Gomen, I forgot how delicate and weak humans are." Before she bould retort he spoke again. "I believe you have something to tell me?" he stated as he sat down in a cushioned velvet chair. "Well yes, I believe you know that Inuyasha and my friends are approaching the castle?"
He nodded. "Well I was wondering if you could sorta do me a favor...?" She asked trying to give him the best puppy look she could make.
"And what may I ask is that favor?"
"Can you pleaseeeee not fight with Inuyasha??" She asked once again giving him a puppy look. He raised his eyebrows. "And why would I want to fight wth him?" He asked.
"You too always fight, thats why." She responded.
"I suppose." He turned to skim through some books. 'Still she loves that hanyou, and me? I am nothing but a person who helped her.' His heart clenched once more. After thier conversation that morning he had been avoiding her, disgusted with himself for making her think she had to have a relationship with him.
"I will control myself." He said. "Arigatou Sesshomaru-sama!" She hugged him for the second time that day. " I am eternally grateful." She squezzed him tighter( Not in that way you guys!!At least not yet .) then let go of him. "Just to tell you, their approaching the front gates of the caslte at this very moment." He spoke. She grabbed his hand and ran out of the room with him in tow. They ran down the hallways towards to front gates. Along the way they had run into Shippo, who was now on Sesshomaru's shoulder. They were just about to open the front door to go outside when it banged open, creating a cloud of dust. When the cloud of dust cleared, and Kagome could finally see, she saw Inuyasha with Tetsuiga pulled out, Sango with her boomerang and Miroku ready with his Kazaana.
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"Kagome!!" Sango ran to her and hugged her friend tightly. "Sango!" Kagome hugged her back. "Good to see you again." Miroku patted her back then his hand moves downward. "MIROKU HENTAI!" Kagome slapped him and sesshomaru growled but the sound was unheard because of the slap. "Kagome...." Inuyasha whispered when she turned to look at him. "Inuyasha.." She felt her eyes glaze over as tears of pain threatened to spill once more. He ran to her and hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry, so sorry for all the pain I've caused you." He whispered into her hair. "Please forgive me, I love you." He pleaded. "Inuyasha...I forgive you but I cannot love you." She lightly pushed him away. "Why?" He asked, tears spilling from his eyes. Tears began to slide down her cheeks. "Because..." She lowered her face to the ground. "KAGOME ANSWER ME!" Inuyasha grabbed her arms and shook her violently.
"I CAN'T LOVE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE SESSHOMARU!" She screamed. He immeaditly let her arms go as she ran down the hallways crying. Sesshomaru was, well....suprised.
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Yup, I'm evil, I know. Hope this chapter was better than the last one. Remember, REVIEW!!!!! Sorry for any spelling mistakes but I'm a fast typer and don't take note in spelling mistakes.
Ja ne
-Pyromistress
