Here I am...waiting...AGAIN DAMN IT! I don't know what happen. It was all so fast. But I do know that car was supposed to hit me. The driver got away, but I know that car. I would like to believe that it was just a drunk driver, but I know that car. Just then, a nurse comes in breaking me from my thoughts.

"It seems that according to the records your husband..."

Husband they still think I am Mrs. Mulder. Oh well it still sends shivers up my spine.

"Mrs. Mulder? Hello? Did you hear me?"

"What, sorry?"

"I said you can go see him. Now it's going to be touch and go for the next 24 hours at least. We've induced coma to take some of the...."

I guess I rather tuned out again, but my legs must have been listening because next thing I knew the nurse was getting me a chair. I looked down at him and I heard myself ask the nurse a question when she came back, though I'm not sure what it was.

"Really we've done all we can...all we can do it wait."

Wait..wait and see...I am so sick of hearing that. It's not fair, he pushed me out of the way. That car was supposed to hit me.

"Uh...where's your bathroom?"

On the way to the bathroom, I heard a few voices I recognized as my family. However, if I stayed to chat they would all be able to see what I ate for breakfast.

When I came back to the room, I saw Mom, Charlie and Bill all in Mulder's room my mom was crying and Charlie was saying something so I got a bit closer so I could hear but not so as to ruin the moment.

"Hey uhhh...Mr. Mulder or Fox or whatever we are supposed to call you. This could so easily be Dana. We already lost one sister..."

He looked over at mom.

"...daughter. I wanted to say thank you."

Even Charlie was sniffling a bit by the end of it. Bill just stood there staring. We all knew he hated Mulder but I think it was also because he inherited the Scully walls. My mom looked over at Bill then at Charlie.

"Hey Charlie, lets go see if we can find Dana." I knew mom had seen me start to come in and then back off, but Bill and Charlie did not. So they came out in the hallway and stood next to the door as I. Charlie was confused but mom just put a finger to her lips and pointed into the room. I moved over to the window a little so I could see, but not so much that I couldn't hear him.

"Listen Mr. Mulder, or Fox or whatever. You saved my sister... I yelled at you and screamed at you to back away, I realize I was wrong. You do love her, you took a car, head on, for my baby sister. You pushed her out of the way with almost no thought at all. I see the way she looks at you and, I'm jealous. You gave her something I never could, you gave her the child she longed for, you gave her the friendship she hoped for, and most importantly you gave her the love she only dreamed of."

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okay call me cheesy...but I had to do that. Anyways please review...soon..lol. anyways I got the reviews I asked for so as promised the chapter you wanted!