Marianne kept talking and you were saying for the whole time yes, no and right, but you're not listening. The only thing you can think about is the ring that Jack gave you.

When you wanted to look at the ring again, Marianne said: "I think it's getting late, I'm going home." You let her out and felt sleepy, so you went to bed.

When you woke up, you felt a hand going trough your hair.

You felt that your arm hurt.

You peeked trough your eyes and saw Jack sitting on the edge of the bed. You were in the cabin again. 'maybe I can pretend like I'm sleeping' were you thinking, but Jack said: " hello darling, so, ye're awake.. ye 'ave slept for 2 days ye know" and he smiled at you.

You looked a little sleepy at Jack and said: "but where is Marianne?" he looked down and whispered "I'm not good at this ye know...." "what do you mean?" did you asked a little shocked "well, how do I have to say it... did ye remember the pirate who shot ye and me, well, the shot that hit me, hit me hand" and he showed his hand "and the shot that hit ye, hit ye in yer arm and Marianne was behind ye, so the bullet hit her in her chest.... so she's dead..." and he looked down. "dead?" did you asked and leaned on Jack's shoulder and started crying. " luv, I'm not so good at this but....... it'll be okay I promise ye.." "how do you mean? It'll be okay? She's dead!" Jack didn't knew what to do, so he hugged you, stroked your hair and kissed you on your head. You don't know why, but it felt good, even if your best friend was dead, you hoped that this moment would last forever, but it didn't.

Because Jack said: "I'll get you some water, stay right 'ere okay." And Jack went out for some water. You whipped off your tears, looked up and said: "Marianne, I hope it's better there, where you are now, I'll look after Will for you, but I also have to thank you, because Jack just showed me, that I'm more then 'just a girl' " "beautiful speech me dear!" it was Jack who said it. He had a can of water in his hand. "it's totally true what ye say, ye're not just a girl to me.... as Commodore Norrington would say: ye're a fine woman!" you started blushing and he handed you the water. You drunk it up in one time. "ye must 'ave been thirsty" did Jack said when he saw you drinking. "but I'll go so ye can rest a little bit" and Jack got the empty can out of your hands. When he wanted to walk away you said" please, don't go away, I don't want to be alone... please.." "I'll ask if Will would come" did Jack replied. You know he only did tat just to see if you liked him, ore Will so you didn't say anything back, so you could see what Jack's reaction was. But he just walked out the door. 'd**n! I had to say something! Why oh why did I said nothing' did you say to yourself. But you saw that the door opened very slowly and Jack walked in. "Will was to busy, so.. here I am" and he smiled at you and you smiled back and thought 'yes!' but you didn't say it.

Maybe you have sit in the room talking with Jack for the whole day, but you had to get out for some dinner, so you went down with Jack.

When you walked in the dining room (that was how Gibbs called it, it was just a little room with one long table and much chairs around it.) everyone was very quiet, but when Cotton saw you he mumbled: "iii aa mmiirrrggg!" and the parrot said: "miracle miracle!" an everyone looked at you. You saw that Will's eyes were wet and red from crying, so you walked to him. "it'll be okay Will, it's hard, but, we have to live without her..." and you started sobbing. Will put is arm around you and said: "she was so sweet, I haven't eaten for two days because of her..." but you have to eat something" and you handed him some bread and went to your chair to eat. During dinner everyone was very quiet. Normally everyone was talking and/ore complaining about teh dinner, but not this time, they were just eating what they got.

When you have eaten your dinner you went upstairs to the deck for some fresh air.

The wind was blowing trough your hair and suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder. "very nice 'ere ha? I luv the sea at night.." it was Jack who followed you.

"yes I live it here too, but, where are we going to, if I may ask?" "o' course ye may ask! We are heading to Tortuga." "t..tortuga?" "yep, Tortuga'' and Jack put his arms around you and kissed you.

But you were thinking, thinking about Tortuga, in Tortuga are women, much women, beautiful women where you can't compare with. Women who are waiting to have sex with Jack....

But you felt sleepy, so you said to Jack: "I'm going to bed I think, good night.." and you walked to your cabin.

When you were almost asleep, you heard the door of the cabin going open and closed.

It was Jack. he thought you were asleep and put off his clothes. the only thing you could do is watch it, but you just wanted to go out of bed and hug him, but you have to pretend like you're sleeping.

when Jack was finished, he walked to the bed, stepped in it and said: "Did ye like what ye saw?" 'don't answer, don't answer' did you thought, but, you turned red and Jack smiled. "I knew ye liked me lassy, but, good night"

and Jack fell asleep, at least, that's what you thought....