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*** I have done an update on Chapter 2, it is no longer in script form and is in more detail. I have tried to keep the next chapter as discreet as possible, but if you find offence to topics about rape, then I suggest you stop reading now ***
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LITA'S CONFESSION
Who ever thought in just one lonely night, a person's life could be changed forever? Who knew that with a few seconds, your body could be pinned up against a wall, helpless? Who could ever think that the heartless people whom did this to me, took great pleasure out of doing it, making me wish I could have been absorbed by the darkness and taken away?
I knew whom.
I knew the people that did this to me. Not only will it haunt my mind forever knowing who they were, but the fact that they stole my life that night. I, just an innocent person walking home one night, just casually travelling down, what I thought, was a well-lit, and therefore safe, street. Now I know, now I know that there is no longer any one I can trust, and no one who could handle the secret I have deep inside. I just can't tell them. It would hurt my family and friends too much and I do not want them to suffer over something that happened to me, this is my problem and what's in the past, stays in the past.
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Well, that was the old me, the new me has decided to come clean, to be able to tell the truth, to get rid of this burden that I have been carrying for far too long. So here goes, it will be tough, but it needs to be done. This will be my story, from beginning to end if I can only let someone know what happened…
*** CHAPTER 1 ***
I knew this was going to be hard, but who would better understand me, then my best friends? We had all planned to meet at Rei's temple for our "Sailor update", things had been going pretty slow with the Negaverse lately and we were finally getting time to ourselves for a change.
"Hey Lita," Mina managed to yell through fits of laughter. "Quick, you have got to see this!" She grabbed my arm with an unusually strong grip and nearly tripping me over, she managed to haul my body over towards the others. Even with how depressed I was feeling, this I had to at least giggle at, here was Serena and Rei challenging each other to a sparring match to see who would get the last cream bun. Even though it was obvious who would win, Serena could not let anyone take her food away and Rei, well Rei's Rei. She's a stubborn one and when there is a point to prove, she will do anything to say she's right, and right now, it's for the cream bun.
Rei had Serena in a headlock when I came in, she was taunting her by rubbing Serena's hair with her fist, "Just give up Serena, you know your not going to win."
Serena started choking and coughing up bits of food over Rei's clothes.
'Well that was a smart idea to fight with a mouthful…typical'. I shook my head at the two and decided to settle this fight myself. Serena isn't the only one who loves food you know. I had grabbed the bun and bit into it with sounds of delight, letting cream ooze over the edges and onto the tips of my fingers. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Rei and Serena, mouths gaping and looks of shock over their faces. After finishing the bun, I sucked the tips of my fingers loudly; I couldn't resist the urge to tease them. "Man that was good, who made these?" Mina and Ami burst out in fits of laughter while Serena and Rei remained standing still, stiff with shock until Serena began to choke again.
Rei finally dropped her and came back to sit with the rest of us. She was not happy, and the glare I got, whoa. I was starting to get nervous by this time, I knew that soon I would be asked what has been happing lately and hows life and stuff, but I didn't know if this is the right time or place to be talking about issues like this. What would they say? I didn't even know how they would react hearing that I am not as strong as I make myself out to be. They'd probably think that I was a wimp and couldn't handle these things myself.
"Lita? Lita? Are you okay?"
'Shit, was I that out of it just then? They couldn't know, could they? I'll just look up and smiled and they won't suspect a thing, I'm not going to tell them, not now anyway'. I didn't want them to have to carry this burden as well as everything else that were going on at the moment.
"Are you sure your okay Lita" Serena asked again,
"you look like your worried about something"
I looked up at her and smiled once again, "yeah, I have a maths test tomorrow on algebra and I have no idea how to do it". Bad move…
"I'll be happy to help you anytime Lita" Ami piped up. I shook my head and said I should be right. Hoping that they don't realise that I don't have a test tomorrow. Rei was looking at me funny, probably about the cream bun, but I didn't think so. I could tell she knew something else is up, I just hoped she doesn't ask.
"Look guys, I have to go home, I'm not feeling well okay," I looked around the group and said goodbye to everyone, yet still, Rei was staring at me with that funny look. I got up nervously and headed out to the bus stop. I just had to get away from everyone and be by myself for a little while, I needed some time to think.
I turned around at the sound of feet pounding the pavement and saw Rei running in my direction. "Rei, I want to be alone," I yelled at her and walked further down the road.
"Lita, I know something is wrong, you can tell me what happened…Lita!" by this stage, I was running, I didn't know where to and I didn't care, just as long as I was out of there. Once out of breath, I stopped and looked around, I ended up in an area surrounded by trees and sat down against one of them. It was all becoming too much to bear and the only thing I could do about it, was cry.
