Just a few minutes
Dinsmore
Summary: In the episode Grace, Jack visits Sam one last time before she wakes up in the infirmary on Earth.
CO - Commanding Officer 2IC - Second in Command
Sam's eyes were blurred and her head throbbed dully. The last thing she remembered was finally being able to sleep when her head hit the infirmary bed on Prometheus. She lifted her head and scanned the room as it slowly came into focus. She was on the Bridge on Prometheus, in the captain's chair. The stars in on the screen were bright and gently winking at her.
"Carter?" Said a familiar voice.
"Yesir?" She said automatically, and very groggily.
She leaned forward and shakily got to her feet, turning to face her CO. He was wearing a blue shirt over a white top, beige combats and black sandals. The same clothes that he had worn the last time he had appeared.
"I got us out." Falling forward slightly, but catching herself on the side of the chair.
"Easy now," He said soothingly, rushing to her aid. "It's been rough."
"It sure has." She whispered with a feint smile.
Making sure she was settled down appropriately on the captain's chair, he drew up the lieutenants-driving seat and sat in front of her.
"Have you thought about our last chat anymore?"
"Haven't really had time - saving myself and all - I might find time in my schedule, but I can't promise anything."
"This is important, Sam, and you know it." He placed his hand on her hand.
"Your happiness depends on these conversations with Jacob and I."
"Yeah, just one small thing, you aren't you and he isn't you - I - er - mean him. This hurts my head." She rubbed her forehead softly. "How can you be giving advice to me, when you are me - It just doesn't make sense!"
"Remember what I said before, about you not being so complex as you might think? Well, you aren't. Just don't try and find out why this is possible, just accept it. There are parts of Colonel O'Neill, Jacob Carter, Teal'c, Daniel and Grace inside of you. You may be you talking to yourself, but the parts of us in you, are talking to you - ya see."
"Umm - maybe - " She swayed slightly.
"Just rest, hmm."
"No, I don't think I will. I find it stupid that you a-a-and Dad and Teal'c are telling me these things. I'm telling me to be happy? Well that's stupid." Sam got up, and tried to walk towards the corridor, stumbling occasionally, holding onto the control panels. "Sa-" She cut him off and whipped around to face him, ready to vent her built up emotion. "I can't be happy, Jack. Nearly every person I have ever cared for has died, or been injured or lost to me. I can't handle much more of it. It was bad enough with Jolinar, but then Martouf came along and I was so confused. Everything came and went and so on. I didn't know who I really was, who I loved, what I felt, whether I was me, and I can't handle that." "You know, when you were stuck on that moon with Maybourne, I could barely cope. My life just went downhill - AND there was Edora. You confused me so much by completely blowing me off and not caring for anybody's feelings, and there was the dimensional mirror, you kissed her - me right in front of - me! In both realities we were together, I wondered if ours was the only reality where we weren't, and - " Her voice broke as she worked her way down the wall to the floor, liberal amounts of strength having left her. "I just can't stay confused any longer. I have to know how you feel about me." Tears began to roll down her cheeks. "I can't stay around you without knowing - " She began to choke and shake slightly, and then a warm hand brushed her cheek. She raised her eyes to meet the colonels deep brown ones.
"Look inside yourself." He whispered and the hand and eyes disappeared.
"I love you." Sam whispered and gently fell asleep with her tear stained cheeks leaning on her knee.
^*^
A figure stood in the shadow of the corridor, feet from Sam as the dream around her melted away.
"I love you, too."
^*^ The end ^*^
There you go! She got the rant out of the way. Girl Power!!!!
I will hopefully be adding little excerpts of this from every episode from now on!
Who do you think Grace was?
Review or e-mail me and tell me.
Please read and review.
Dinsmore
Dinsmore
Summary: In the episode Grace, Jack visits Sam one last time before she wakes up in the infirmary on Earth.
CO - Commanding Officer 2IC - Second in Command
Sam's eyes were blurred and her head throbbed dully. The last thing she remembered was finally being able to sleep when her head hit the infirmary bed on Prometheus. She lifted her head and scanned the room as it slowly came into focus. She was on the Bridge on Prometheus, in the captain's chair. The stars in on the screen were bright and gently winking at her.
"Carter?" Said a familiar voice.
"Yesir?" She said automatically, and very groggily.
She leaned forward and shakily got to her feet, turning to face her CO. He was wearing a blue shirt over a white top, beige combats and black sandals. The same clothes that he had worn the last time he had appeared.
"I got us out." Falling forward slightly, but catching herself on the side of the chair.
"Easy now," He said soothingly, rushing to her aid. "It's been rough."
"It sure has." She whispered with a feint smile.
Making sure she was settled down appropriately on the captain's chair, he drew up the lieutenants-driving seat and sat in front of her.
"Have you thought about our last chat anymore?"
"Haven't really had time - saving myself and all - I might find time in my schedule, but I can't promise anything."
"This is important, Sam, and you know it." He placed his hand on her hand.
"Your happiness depends on these conversations with Jacob and I."
"Yeah, just one small thing, you aren't you and he isn't you - I - er - mean him. This hurts my head." She rubbed her forehead softly. "How can you be giving advice to me, when you are me - It just doesn't make sense!"
"Remember what I said before, about you not being so complex as you might think? Well, you aren't. Just don't try and find out why this is possible, just accept it. There are parts of Colonel O'Neill, Jacob Carter, Teal'c, Daniel and Grace inside of you. You may be you talking to yourself, but the parts of us in you, are talking to you - ya see."
"Umm - maybe - " She swayed slightly.
"Just rest, hmm."
"No, I don't think I will. I find it stupid that you a-a-and Dad and Teal'c are telling me these things. I'm telling me to be happy? Well that's stupid." Sam got up, and tried to walk towards the corridor, stumbling occasionally, holding onto the control panels. "Sa-" She cut him off and whipped around to face him, ready to vent her built up emotion. "I can't be happy, Jack. Nearly every person I have ever cared for has died, or been injured or lost to me. I can't handle much more of it. It was bad enough with Jolinar, but then Martouf came along and I was so confused. Everything came and went and so on. I didn't know who I really was, who I loved, what I felt, whether I was me, and I can't handle that." "You know, when you were stuck on that moon with Maybourne, I could barely cope. My life just went downhill - AND there was Edora. You confused me so much by completely blowing me off and not caring for anybody's feelings, and there was the dimensional mirror, you kissed her - me right in front of - me! In both realities we were together, I wondered if ours was the only reality where we weren't, and - " Her voice broke as she worked her way down the wall to the floor, liberal amounts of strength having left her. "I just can't stay confused any longer. I have to know how you feel about me." Tears began to roll down her cheeks. "I can't stay around you without knowing - " She began to choke and shake slightly, and then a warm hand brushed her cheek. She raised her eyes to meet the colonels deep brown ones.
"Look inside yourself." He whispered and the hand and eyes disappeared.
"I love you." Sam whispered and gently fell asleep with her tear stained cheeks leaning on her knee.
^*^
A figure stood in the shadow of the corridor, feet from Sam as the dream around her melted away.
"I love you, too."
^*^ The end ^*^
There you go! She got the rant out of the way. Girl Power!!!!
I will hopefully be adding little excerpts of this from every episode from now on!
Who do you think Grace was?
Review or e-mail me and tell me.
Please read and review.
Dinsmore
