Xander seems to be sleeping now. I think the painkillers finally kicked
in.
Bloody Hell.
What to do now?
The Slayer and Red should be here soon. They were off trying to off the newest baddie. Not with their friend. The Whelp needed them, and they were off killing vamps.
And they claim to be Best Friends. Capitals and all.
Yeah, right.
Bloody Hell.
And why me?
Why did I have to be the one to find him?
All that blood......
flashes of red, covering everything, 'Good-bye Spike'
No!
heartbeat slowing, skin growing cold, blood sluggish
NO!
Panic
Nonononononono!
Fuck!
Why? That's all I want to know. Why did he do it?
All he said was Anya. She left again.
Bitch.
Didn't fucking deserve him, anyways.
I can understand why he would be upset, but hell! Death?
Normally not against death and all. Vamp, y'know? But not him.
Not Xander.
Sunshine and light, burning inside, everything.
After everyone else, don't think I could deal with another leaving.
Angel, Dru, Harmony. Cecily. Buffy. Everyone.
He's the only one . . . the only one I feel . . . comfortable with.
He might not like me very much all the time, but he's still always been there.
And he's not allowed to leave.
I won't let him.
I won't.
Bloody Hell.
What to do now?
The Slayer and Red should be here soon. They were off trying to off the newest baddie. Not with their friend. The Whelp needed them, and they were off killing vamps.
And they claim to be Best Friends. Capitals and all.
Yeah, right.
Bloody Hell.
And why me?
Why did I have to be the one to find him?
All that blood......
flashes of red, covering everything, 'Good-bye Spike'
No!
heartbeat slowing, skin growing cold, blood sluggish
NO!
Panic
Nonononononono!
Fuck!
Why? That's all I want to know. Why did he do it?
All he said was Anya. She left again.
Bitch.
Didn't fucking deserve him, anyways.
I can understand why he would be upset, but hell! Death?
Normally not against death and all. Vamp, y'know? But not him.
Not Xander.
Sunshine and light, burning inside, everything.
After everyone else, don't think I could deal with another leaving.
Angel, Dru, Harmony. Cecily. Buffy. Everyone.
He's the only one . . . the only one I feel . . . comfortable with.
He might not like me very much all the time, but he's still always been there.
And he's not allowed to leave.
I won't let him.
I won't.
