Title: Dust from the Moon

Author: Tenshi Anrui

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: CCS and its characters don't belong to me.

I'm back, and I'm going to make this into a series. A series you ask? A series of what? A series of relationship decline of your favorite CCS characters! Woo.

Song for this Chapter: I'm a Creep - Radiohead

Couple: Tomoyo and Eriol

Chapter Title: Some Things Aren't meant to be.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so fucking special

Tomoyo and I have been together since the beginning of high school. We're in college now, maintaining and long-distance relationship. And we're drifting. We don't hate each other or anything, we have no problems expect for that thing when I visited her at school in Yagamata, and this guy. kept calling. and when I asked who it was. she just looked away, like she couldn't face me. This worried me.

This worried me very much. Tomoyo's my angel, I realize that now. She's got long black-purple hair with dark purple eyes and hugging her is like ecstasy. She looks like she walks on air, this girl. And here I am, a skinny blue hair kid with glasses. I don't even deserve to know this. this. this goddess. Half the time I'm with her... she just looks like she rather be somewhere else, anywhere, than be here. With me.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so fucking special

Nothing's what it seems anymore. That guy I told you about before? Yeah, him; name's Tony or something. He's labeled me a creep when I showed up on my own girlfriend's steps in the pouring rain to apologize. Apologize for what, you ask? Oh. I guess I forgot to tell you. I stupidly asked about the guy. You know. who he is, where's he from, their relationship.. She got so pissed; she threw the jacket at me and asked me to leave. Anyways, I felt so horrible. I went home, back to Tokyo U., and there was a message from Tomoyo on my machine. She decided we needed a break. We weren't who we used to be. Tomoyo said I'd changed. Or maybe it was she who changed. Maybe it was me, the creep, the weird-looking kid who never got the hot chicks. I'm the type of kid who doesn't fit in with normal people. I just have to be fucking reincarnation of a powerful magician don't I? Why me? I should just drop off the face of the earth. I don't belong here.

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

So here I am. Standing on her doorstep, miles from home. I ring the doorbell. Yeah, and Tony, opened the door. My eye now has a wonderful decoration. A black eye. I want to be perfect, because she's perfect. I always wondered if she noticed when I wasn't around. She's just. perfect. And I, on the other hand, am not.

I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice when I'm not around

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special

I left her doorstep after Tony made it quite clear that he wasn't going to allow me to see her. I stayed in town for a couple of days though, just checking out the sites. Trying to get a peak at her. Trying to apologize. I made a friend at Yagamata, His name's Michael. He was surprised when I said that I used to go out with Tomoyo. He wasn't all like, 'oh my God, you banged her?!' he seemed like, 'wow. Tony and Tomoyo had been going out for ages.' And then I got very mad.

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell I'm doing here?

I don't belong here

I was very pissed for the rest of the day, and when I finally saw her, not hanging all over Tony, and not surrounded by people she would have never associated with back in high school, I confronted her about it.

"Hey Tomoyo. how long have you been going out with Tony?" I started out causally.

"A couple of months now. why?"

"A couple of months?!?! Tomoyo, you've been going out with me for a couple of years! We even were engaged! But then you decided to. postpone it."

"Uhh... that was my polite way of breaking it off.. can't you take a hint? Yea, I guess not." She stated, noticing my stunned look, and continued, "Look, just. get the hell away from me." And with that, she ran away. and I'm sure I saw tears flying back at me as she ran off.

She's running out again

She's running out

She runs, runs, runs, runs

I left that afternoon. There was no point in being there, was there? And I decided whatever makes her happy, makes me happy. in a way. Because I want nothing more than to hold her again. But as they say, whatever makes the one you love happy, gives you a bittersweet happiness; or something like that. Right?

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special

Five years later she was all the rage. She was the biggest, youngest, and coolest clothing designer in Japan and all of Asia. And possibly the world. She was making millions, but I often wonder if she remembers that guy she used to love in high school. That freak she used to adore. For a while, anyways.

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

I don't belong here

Because we were never meant to be. but I think we were. for a little while anyways.

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