Ok new Chapter! I'm a little sad about the lack of reviewers, but I guess
its only been one day sooo I should have expected it. Well I hope you like
this one, its longer and the plot starts to really take shape, even if
maybe you don't understand it now.
~Chapter 2~
Stella sat in Defense of the Dark Arts trying to look as though she was hearing everything her professor was saying, but her eyes were getting heavier as he went on to explain their next assignment.
Amy Darrow sat next to her doodling in her notebook. "well at least I'm not the only one bored out of my mind' Stella reasoned. Her mind began to replay the events earlier that day.
At breakfast, she had talked with Harry, Ginny and Ron for a while about Quidditch, each trying to get as much inside information on the other team, as well as complain about rthe unfairness of Snape scheduling Sytherin practices right over everyone else's to ensure they had the best time slot.
Ginny had given up her spot as seeker, saying how she would much rather be a chaser anyway, much to Harry's delight.
After she had hung out with them for a bit she made her way to the Ravenclaw table. Stella always wondered what it was about her that hadn't made her a Griffendor. Not that she didn't like being Ravenclaw, but she seemed to hold a lot of the same characteristics as her friends in the other house. She sat with the other six years and Blake, a seventh year, and had finished breakfast.
Stella was just recalling the minor details in her mind when another event of the morning caught up with her. Draco. Why had he looked at her like that? And what was most unnerving, why did she care? She would never admit to it, but she along with every girl, had always thought of him as the most attractive guy in the school.
"Too bad he's such a prat" she commented
Wait, had she just said that out loud?
The answer was obvious when the kids sitting near her looked around at stared at her with puzzled expressions. Stella gave a week smile and sank into her chair. 'Great! Just great! Could this day get any worse?'
Ginny giggled at her friend. "Who in the world are you talking about?" she whispered
"Um nothing I was just trying to bring some entertainment into the class before I and everyone else die of complete boredom" She lamely recovered, but Ginny didn't buy it.
The Next twenty minutes went by, slowly, and Stella hastily tried to make her way out the door with the other sixth year Ravenclaws and Griffendors, when professor Lockmen called her. "Excuse me, Stella? Could I just have a word with you?"
She sighed, told Ginny she would meet her later, and made her way over to the desk. "uhhh yes professor?" She asked humbly. The rest of the class had departed, and she was left alone.
"Yes well Stella I've been meaning to talk to you about your last report you handed in.." Ooh she knew where this was going. "I can tell that you have outstanding potential, I can see it in the way you answer questions in class, by what you to say in your essays, but what is getting me is it seems as though your not putting very much time into it." He stated bluntly.
It was true. She rarely made time to sit and really work on her DDA homework. It wasn't that she didn't like the subject, or that it didn't interest her..but the work just wasn't challenging to her. It seemed pointless to waste time working on and looking up stuff she already knew, so she just didn't bother.
"I'm concerned about you, I know what your capable of.." After a pause with no response he continued, "Stella, do you have anything to say?" She took a breath. "Well sir, its kinda hard to explain, but I just don't find it that interesting. I mean I love the subject, I really do.but I know everything we are going over already, and well sir I know I should be working harder.."
He cut her off. "That's it! I might have thought as much, I could tell there was more to it then you just not putting up the effort. What do you think about moving up to seventh year DDA this year? It might just do the trick and challenge you more! " He seemed so thrilled that he had come up with the idea.
"Actually that sounds like it might be a plan!" Stella said trying to match his enthusiasm, not quite sure why it was so exciting, but going along with it anyway.
He was thinking for a minute, and Stella took this opportunity to look around the room, there was a beautiful snow globe on his desk with the city of London and a little tiny witch circling the clock tower. Stella reached to touch it, but the minute her hand came in contact with it she felt a surge of force shoot into her.
She could see a store.
No, correction she was in the store.
Life was going on around her as if she wasn't even there. There was a sign, she couldn't get a good look at it but it said Coldger's.something.
A red rug in the center and shelves with books everywhere she could see.
All of the sudden there was smoke. A lot of smoke coming from a back room.
Then it got very hot and flame shot up all around.
Just as quickly as the scene had entered her mind, it left. Stella was on the ground shaking and holding her head, which had begun to throb.
"Stella!" Professor Lockman had cried "Stella are you ok?" He bent down to help her up with a very concerned look on his face. "whaaawhat? Oh yes fine, I'm fine." She stammered and scrambled to her feet. He didn't look convinced, and looked at what was in her hand.
"What's that you got there?" he asked taking it from her hand "Ahh I just bought this in Hogsmead the other day." He resumed his concern "did something happen when you touched it?" He questioned wondering what could have caused his student to collapse on the ground.
"No no, just felt a little dizzy is all, honest. I think I might visit the hospital wing, I haven't been feeling well lately" The lie rolling off her tongue effortlessly, and hoping he wouldn't ask her any more questions. She really didn't feel like explaining what she had just seen when she herself didn't understand it.
Besides Professor Lockman was one of those people who meant well, but were actually quite annoying when they got all worked up. He sighed "ok well if your sure..." he took another look at her and continued "if you would like to switch classes then come and see me on Thursday and we can set it up, but sleep on it and let me know ok?"
"Ok thanks a lot professor" Stella smiled and quickly made her way up to her dormitory. She needed to lye down. This day kept getting stranger by the minute. What was that place she saw, and why was it in her head!
She was pondering this and not really watching where she was walking when she hit something rock hard that had sent her sprawled on the floor.for then second time in less than a hour.
'Ok enough with me on the floor!' she though annoyed at whatever has caused it this time. To her surprise she looked up to see Draco Malfoy staring directly down at her.
"Look what we have here" he sneered.
She half expected him to yell at her, half to just walk over her without a word, which was why when he bent down to help her up she was dumfounded. Warily she took his offer.
He effortlessly lifted her up so that she was standing inches away from him. Her breathing became short as she just gazed up at him.
He just smirked, aware of the position they were in "You might want to look wear your going, you know, although..."leaning in closer "if you didn't, we wouldn't get the pleasure of spending this quality time together now would we?" he said sarcastically.
She pushed away "Sod off Malfoy! Aren't you late for a date with another one of your whores?"
"Now now, no need to get touchy, you could at least say thank you to your rescuer."
"I don't need your help Malfoy, and this wouldn't have happened if you knew where you were going" She shot back at him.
Draco was amused 'wasn't she the one who ran into him? Whatever, let he have her way.'
"Either way you owe me, big time." He said knowing he would get an argument, but encouraged it nonetheless, he was enjoying this.
Stella sighed, she just wanted to get back to the lounge. "What do you want?"
He was surprised it had been that easy, but continued "Hmmm well meet me in the library say about. 9 to find out." He really had no idea what he had planned but he had to think of something fast. Draco just wanted to spend some time with her.she intrigued him immensely. The weird thing was he didn't know why..all he knew was she shouldn't.
She stood there thinking it over and finally just rolled her eyes "yeah fine whatever"
"Right then see you at 9" he winked, and moved past her down the hallway.
Stella was so taken aback by the conversation, where it had started and then how it ended. 'What am I getting myself into?' she wondered and started toward the Ravenclaw lounge. With all that had happened today, she couldn't be too surprised. "Merlin what is going on!" she muttered.
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"Hey, yo Draco wait up" Jim Cooper called from behind him. He had blonde semi shaggy hair and was a little taller and leaner than Draco. Jim was jogging to catch up to his friend
"Yeah?" Draco stopped for him.
"Whats going on I haven't really seen you lately, your looking pretty out of it." He said, but with joking concern on his face. Of course he knew Draco could more than take care of himself. He did it to annoy him.
Draco shook his head "yeah well your not looking so hot either" then he smirked "what's this I hear about you and Ashlee Jones?" he interrogated lightly.
It was Jim's turn to smirk "ahh you know, just doing my thing, sweet kid that one." Jim cooper went through girls like a baby goes through dippers. Draco and Blaise had plenty their share of girls, but he couldn't see how Jim could switch them all the time and not get completely confused. It seemed annoying to Draco.
They started walking towards the dinning hall. Draco quickly went back to his previous thoughts he was having before Jim had spotted him. Stella.
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Blake was lounging in the common room when Stella arrived. He was accompanied by a few fifth year girls all giggling at his story.
"Oh no please don't tell me I'm missing the time you got caught sneaking into the kitchen and got hexed into a monkey!" Stella said in a mocking tone.
They all looked to see who had said it, Blake smiled and started to comment when one of the girls squealed "Oh my Gooooosh! You were a monkey!"
Stella shook her head and told him she'd see him later, but Blake seemed eager to escape all the attention and asked if he could take a walk with her. The girls eyedher enviously.
"Sure, I don't have much homework to do anyway" she replied, pleased by girls reaction.
Once they were out in the halls Blake thanked her continuously. "Seriously if you hadn't of showed up when you did I might have tied my own noose."
She laughed "whatever, you like the fact that they actually find you amusing"
"You find me funny too!" he shot at her giving her a cocky smile.
"Do not!" she attempted to keep a strait face.
"You're laughing now!"
Stella gave up and they both started to laugh. They spent the next twenty minutes just walk to who knows where when she noticed they had walked around this corridor 3 times.
"Ok Blake we have been walking in circles, I think that might just be a sign for us to head back."
"No not yet, lets go out for some fresh air first, and then we'll go back I promise" He was having a good time and didn't want it to end.
"Well.." Stella paused and thought about it for a few seconds, "oooh what the heck"
Once outside they walked on the path that headed for the Green House.
"So I might move up to seventh year Defence of Dark Arts" she said casually making conversation.
Blake on the other hand thought it was a big deal "What! Really? That would be great, we would actually have a class together."
"Yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do yet"
"Stella you're just as good if not better than everyone in that class, don't be foolish, you have to! Just give it a try and if it doesn't work out..., which won't happen because I'll help you" he added "then you can talk to Mr. Lockman and he will move you back down."
She considered it. He did make a lot of sence, but the last thing she wanted was to bite off more than she could chew.
She shrugged her shoulders and smiled at him "I guess it couldn't hurt to try"
His face brightend "Damn right!" and gave her a fake punch.
"oh yeah, I was meaning to tell you about something" Stella started remembering the incident with the snow globe.
"Shoot" he said encouraging her to go on.
"well I was just talking to Mr. Lock man about moving up and I touched this globe on his desk and I don't know how to describe it. I felt this energy go through me and I saw this vision of a store and flames." She closed her eyes hoping to picture it as vividly as it was earlier in her mind.
"I saw a sign and it said something like Coldgers...Cogans, I don't remember. Then I opened my eyes and I was on the floor." She finished unsure of her friend's reaction.
He just looked back at her for a few moments before saying " You should tell Harry about this. It might not be anything at all but he's had something like that before I've heard, and you should see what he thinks, there might be something going on that you should know about." Still intently studying her as if to inspect her, making sure she showed no signs of being hurt, or in danger.
"Blake its not that big of a deal. Harry doesn't need to be bothered with this. I was just asking you what you thought about it." Stella told him earnestly, she hated for him to look at her like that. As if she were some lost puppy who needed a protector.
"It is a big deal Stella! What if it means something? What if someone is in danger, or worse you!" he both of his hands on her shoulders and was shaking her lightly trying to knock some sense into her.
She backed up. "I appreciate your concern, but I'm not a little girl."
"Well your acting like one! Be sensible and tell a teacher, Harry, someone!" He shot back earnestly.
"Look I can take care of myself. I told you because I thought I had your confidence and you would want to know because friends share things! I didn't want you to act as if I am some stupid child who would get her self into trouble and screw up" She gave him an icy glare "Good night, and I don't need a chaperone to walk me back thanks" Then turned her heel trying to ignore the hurt look on his face and walked briskly across the lawn to the castle.
"Stella!" He called after her, but she wasn't stopping. If there was one word to describe her it was stubborn.
She was over reacting and she knew it, but couldn't stand the way he had looked at her just then. Like she naive and helpless without him. She knew he was trying to protect her, but from what! There was nothing he needed to be a hero for. It was just a dumb daydream, and made a mental note not to tell anyone else about it. It would only turn out the same way.
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Ok please of please just review! EVEN IF ITS NEGGATIVE! It takes two seconds! LoL ok hopefully I will update soon!
XOXO beth
~Chapter 2~
Stella sat in Defense of the Dark Arts trying to look as though she was hearing everything her professor was saying, but her eyes were getting heavier as he went on to explain their next assignment.
Amy Darrow sat next to her doodling in her notebook. "well at least I'm not the only one bored out of my mind' Stella reasoned. Her mind began to replay the events earlier that day.
At breakfast, she had talked with Harry, Ginny and Ron for a while about Quidditch, each trying to get as much inside information on the other team, as well as complain about rthe unfairness of Snape scheduling Sytherin practices right over everyone else's to ensure they had the best time slot.
Ginny had given up her spot as seeker, saying how she would much rather be a chaser anyway, much to Harry's delight.
After she had hung out with them for a bit she made her way to the Ravenclaw table. Stella always wondered what it was about her that hadn't made her a Griffendor. Not that she didn't like being Ravenclaw, but she seemed to hold a lot of the same characteristics as her friends in the other house. She sat with the other six years and Blake, a seventh year, and had finished breakfast.
Stella was just recalling the minor details in her mind when another event of the morning caught up with her. Draco. Why had he looked at her like that? And what was most unnerving, why did she care? She would never admit to it, but she along with every girl, had always thought of him as the most attractive guy in the school.
"Too bad he's such a prat" she commented
Wait, had she just said that out loud?
The answer was obvious when the kids sitting near her looked around at stared at her with puzzled expressions. Stella gave a week smile and sank into her chair. 'Great! Just great! Could this day get any worse?'
Ginny giggled at her friend. "Who in the world are you talking about?" she whispered
"Um nothing I was just trying to bring some entertainment into the class before I and everyone else die of complete boredom" She lamely recovered, but Ginny didn't buy it.
The Next twenty minutes went by, slowly, and Stella hastily tried to make her way out the door with the other sixth year Ravenclaws and Griffendors, when professor Lockmen called her. "Excuse me, Stella? Could I just have a word with you?"
She sighed, told Ginny she would meet her later, and made her way over to the desk. "uhhh yes professor?" She asked humbly. The rest of the class had departed, and she was left alone.
"Yes well Stella I've been meaning to talk to you about your last report you handed in.." Ooh she knew where this was going. "I can tell that you have outstanding potential, I can see it in the way you answer questions in class, by what you to say in your essays, but what is getting me is it seems as though your not putting very much time into it." He stated bluntly.
It was true. She rarely made time to sit and really work on her DDA homework. It wasn't that she didn't like the subject, or that it didn't interest her..but the work just wasn't challenging to her. It seemed pointless to waste time working on and looking up stuff she already knew, so she just didn't bother.
"I'm concerned about you, I know what your capable of.." After a pause with no response he continued, "Stella, do you have anything to say?" She took a breath. "Well sir, its kinda hard to explain, but I just don't find it that interesting. I mean I love the subject, I really do.but I know everything we are going over already, and well sir I know I should be working harder.."
He cut her off. "That's it! I might have thought as much, I could tell there was more to it then you just not putting up the effort. What do you think about moving up to seventh year DDA this year? It might just do the trick and challenge you more! " He seemed so thrilled that he had come up with the idea.
"Actually that sounds like it might be a plan!" Stella said trying to match his enthusiasm, not quite sure why it was so exciting, but going along with it anyway.
He was thinking for a minute, and Stella took this opportunity to look around the room, there was a beautiful snow globe on his desk with the city of London and a little tiny witch circling the clock tower. Stella reached to touch it, but the minute her hand came in contact with it she felt a surge of force shoot into her.
She could see a store.
No, correction she was in the store.
Life was going on around her as if she wasn't even there. There was a sign, she couldn't get a good look at it but it said Coldger's.something.
A red rug in the center and shelves with books everywhere she could see.
All of the sudden there was smoke. A lot of smoke coming from a back room.
Then it got very hot and flame shot up all around.
Just as quickly as the scene had entered her mind, it left. Stella was on the ground shaking and holding her head, which had begun to throb.
"Stella!" Professor Lockman had cried "Stella are you ok?" He bent down to help her up with a very concerned look on his face. "whaaawhat? Oh yes fine, I'm fine." She stammered and scrambled to her feet. He didn't look convinced, and looked at what was in her hand.
"What's that you got there?" he asked taking it from her hand "Ahh I just bought this in Hogsmead the other day." He resumed his concern "did something happen when you touched it?" He questioned wondering what could have caused his student to collapse on the ground.
"No no, just felt a little dizzy is all, honest. I think I might visit the hospital wing, I haven't been feeling well lately" The lie rolling off her tongue effortlessly, and hoping he wouldn't ask her any more questions. She really didn't feel like explaining what she had just seen when she herself didn't understand it.
Besides Professor Lockman was one of those people who meant well, but were actually quite annoying when they got all worked up. He sighed "ok well if your sure..." he took another look at her and continued "if you would like to switch classes then come and see me on Thursday and we can set it up, but sleep on it and let me know ok?"
"Ok thanks a lot professor" Stella smiled and quickly made her way up to her dormitory. She needed to lye down. This day kept getting stranger by the minute. What was that place she saw, and why was it in her head!
She was pondering this and not really watching where she was walking when she hit something rock hard that had sent her sprawled on the floor.for then second time in less than a hour.
'Ok enough with me on the floor!' she though annoyed at whatever has caused it this time. To her surprise she looked up to see Draco Malfoy staring directly down at her.
"Look what we have here" he sneered.
She half expected him to yell at her, half to just walk over her without a word, which was why when he bent down to help her up she was dumfounded. Warily she took his offer.
He effortlessly lifted her up so that she was standing inches away from him. Her breathing became short as she just gazed up at him.
He just smirked, aware of the position they were in "You might want to look wear your going, you know, although..."leaning in closer "if you didn't, we wouldn't get the pleasure of spending this quality time together now would we?" he said sarcastically.
She pushed away "Sod off Malfoy! Aren't you late for a date with another one of your whores?"
"Now now, no need to get touchy, you could at least say thank you to your rescuer."
"I don't need your help Malfoy, and this wouldn't have happened if you knew where you were going" She shot back at him.
Draco was amused 'wasn't she the one who ran into him? Whatever, let he have her way.'
"Either way you owe me, big time." He said knowing he would get an argument, but encouraged it nonetheless, he was enjoying this.
Stella sighed, she just wanted to get back to the lounge. "What do you want?"
He was surprised it had been that easy, but continued "Hmmm well meet me in the library say about. 9 to find out." He really had no idea what he had planned but he had to think of something fast. Draco just wanted to spend some time with her.she intrigued him immensely. The weird thing was he didn't know why..all he knew was she shouldn't.
She stood there thinking it over and finally just rolled her eyes "yeah fine whatever"
"Right then see you at 9" he winked, and moved past her down the hallway.
Stella was so taken aback by the conversation, where it had started and then how it ended. 'What am I getting myself into?' she wondered and started toward the Ravenclaw lounge. With all that had happened today, she couldn't be too surprised. "Merlin what is going on!" she muttered.
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"Hey, yo Draco wait up" Jim Cooper called from behind him. He had blonde semi shaggy hair and was a little taller and leaner than Draco. Jim was jogging to catch up to his friend
"Yeah?" Draco stopped for him.
"Whats going on I haven't really seen you lately, your looking pretty out of it." He said, but with joking concern on his face. Of course he knew Draco could more than take care of himself. He did it to annoy him.
Draco shook his head "yeah well your not looking so hot either" then he smirked "what's this I hear about you and Ashlee Jones?" he interrogated lightly.
It was Jim's turn to smirk "ahh you know, just doing my thing, sweet kid that one." Jim cooper went through girls like a baby goes through dippers. Draco and Blaise had plenty their share of girls, but he couldn't see how Jim could switch them all the time and not get completely confused. It seemed annoying to Draco.
They started walking towards the dinning hall. Draco quickly went back to his previous thoughts he was having before Jim had spotted him. Stella.
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Blake was lounging in the common room when Stella arrived. He was accompanied by a few fifth year girls all giggling at his story.
"Oh no please don't tell me I'm missing the time you got caught sneaking into the kitchen and got hexed into a monkey!" Stella said in a mocking tone.
They all looked to see who had said it, Blake smiled and started to comment when one of the girls squealed "Oh my Gooooosh! You were a monkey!"
Stella shook her head and told him she'd see him later, but Blake seemed eager to escape all the attention and asked if he could take a walk with her. The girls eyedher enviously.
"Sure, I don't have much homework to do anyway" she replied, pleased by girls reaction.
Once they were out in the halls Blake thanked her continuously. "Seriously if you hadn't of showed up when you did I might have tied my own noose."
She laughed "whatever, you like the fact that they actually find you amusing"
"You find me funny too!" he shot at her giving her a cocky smile.
"Do not!" she attempted to keep a strait face.
"You're laughing now!"
Stella gave up and they both started to laugh. They spent the next twenty minutes just walk to who knows where when she noticed they had walked around this corridor 3 times.
"Ok Blake we have been walking in circles, I think that might just be a sign for us to head back."
"No not yet, lets go out for some fresh air first, and then we'll go back I promise" He was having a good time and didn't want it to end.
"Well.." Stella paused and thought about it for a few seconds, "oooh what the heck"
Once outside they walked on the path that headed for the Green House.
"So I might move up to seventh year Defence of Dark Arts" she said casually making conversation.
Blake on the other hand thought it was a big deal "What! Really? That would be great, we would actually have a class together."
"Yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do yet"
"Stella you're just as good if not better than everyone in that class, don't be foolish, you have to! Just give it a try and if it doesn't work out..., which won't happen because I'll help you" he added "then you can talk to Mr. Lockman and he will move you back down."
She considered it. He did make a lot of sence, but the last thing she wanted was to bite off more than she could chew.
She shrugged her shoulders and smiled at him "I guess it couldn't hurt to try"
His face brightend "Damn right!" and gave her a fake punch.
"oh yeah, I was meaning to tell you about something" Stella started remembering the incident with the snow globe.
"Shoot" he said encouraging her to go on.
"well I was just talking to Mr. Lock man about moving up and I touched this globe on his desk and I don't know how to describe it. I felt this energy go through me and I saw this vision of a store and flames." She closed her eyes hoping to picture it as vividly as it was earlier in her mind.
"I saw a sign and it said something like Coldgers...Cogans, I don't remember. Then I opened my eyes and I was on the floor." She finished unsure of her friend's reaction.
He just looked back at her for a few moments before saying " You should tell Harry about this. It might not be anything at all but he's had something like that before I've heard, and you should see what he thinks, there might be something going on that you should know about." Still intently studying her as if to inspect her, making sure she showed no signs of being hurt, or in danger.
"Blake its not that big of a deal. Harry doesn't need to be bothered with this. I was just asking you what you thought about it." Stella told him earnestly, she hated for him to look at her like that. As if she were some lost puppy who needed a protector.
"It is a big deal Stella! What if it means something? What if someone is in danger, or worse you!" he both of his hands on her shoulders and was shaking her lightly trying to knock some sense into her.
She backed up. "I appreciate your concern, but I'm not a little girl."
"Well your acting like one! Be sensible and tell a teacher, Harry, someone!" He shot back earnestly.
"Look I can take care of myself. I told you because I thought I had your confidence and you would want to know because friends share things! I didn't want you to act as if I am some stupid child who would get her self into trouble and screw up" She gave him an icy glare "Good night, and I don't need a chaperone to walk me back thanks" Then turned her heel trying to ignore the hurt look on his face and walked briskly across the lawn to the castle.
"Stella!" He called after her, but she wasn't stopping. If there was one word to describe her it was stubborn.
She was over reacting and she knew it, but couldn't stand the way he had looked at her just then. Like she naive and helpless without him. She knew he was trying to protect her, but from what! There was nothing he needed to be a hero for. It was just a dumb daydream, and made a mental note not to tell anyone else about it. It would only turn out the same way.
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Ok please of please just review! EVEN IF ITS NEGGATIVE! It takes two seconds! LoL ok hopefully I will update soon!
XOXO beth
