OMG I'm so sorry!!! I said I would put this up yesterday but something unexpected came up and I had delay this till 2day. This chapter isn't very good because I wrote it in about 3 hours off the top of my head but I might update it later but for now this will have 2 do… again I'm so sorry!!! Anyway I don't own Beyblade. Just thought I'd remind you in case you forgot from the last chapter. Oh and one more thing silvernija22 and my friend also know as pippin (hehehe) gave me some ideas for how this story is going to go and I just want to say thank you and I give them both full credit for their ideas. Oh and btw thanx for the reviews and ppl who tried to make them random. Thanks a bunch guyz.

Love or Hate?

"No something much worse" he whispered. I could feel his breath on my skin as I slowly closed my eyes and he closed the gap between our lips. A rush of heat went through my body as our lips met. In the back of my head I was saying 'Oh my god Tanisha, what the fuck are you doing kissing your worst enemy!!! You hate him remember. Remember all the horrible things that he's done to you over the week you've known him! He's just using you! He's drunk and so are you! He's going out with your cousin for god's sake! Tanisha are you listening 2 me?!' but too bad for me that the prominent voice in my head was saying 'I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts… didididi… there they standing in a row…. Bum bum bum… big bum small bum some as big as your head… hey Kai has a nice bum' I smiled inwardly as I thought of Kai's ass. Our kisses got deeper and the mix of alcohol and lust took over my senses. He pushed me away for a second and relieved himself of his shirt. I smiled as I did the same then pulled him back into a kiss. I felt his hand run up my thigh and that snapped me back to my senses. I pulled apart viciously saying " Oh god what are we doing? What about Ozuma!!!"

"Vat..bout..im..sssweeetty?" said Kai's slurred voice as he tried to grab my arm.

" Arrg! Kai snap out of it you stupid idiot" I yelled and slapped him across the face. "You can't be that drunk!" 

" I'm not drunk you stupid bitch! Now kiss me!" he said dramatically while pulling me toward him. I pushed him onto the bed angrily but laughing hysterically. My reasonable mind was trying to take over control of my body and was quickly winning the battle. Although my other more *cough* unreasonable mind was putting up a battle.

"Hahahahahah… Kai stop it before I …hahahahahah…. kick your ass…hahahahahah… so hard you … hahahahahah… won't be able… hahahahahah… to eat solids for 2 weeks!!!" I yelled between fits of giggles.

He looked at me with a hardened glare and said " Whatever I want I get, you got that?" well I'm assuming that's what he said. He also could have been saying, " Whales with gelato…yum thanks". However I didn't have time to ponder the thought because he pulled me onto the bed. I bounced up as I landed on the blue sheets. ' Hmm pillow fight? Maybe even wrestling' I scowled at my now mixed up head. 'Damn alcohol to hell!' I thought while Kai started to caress my arm. 'Hmm feels so good… no don't think like that. He's a slut that just uses girls… But he's so gentle… no he's not now snap out of it before I have to slap you' I finally made up my mind about what to do. I decided to lure Kai into putting on hand cuffs for a little 'fun' then leave him there till he sobered up. No matter how I felt at this moment I would regret it in the long run. I decided to put this plan into action as Kai started to lace kisses down my neck. I was about to push him off when I heard voices from behind the door. 'Oh shit' I thought as the door opened to reveal a stunned looking Enni, Sasha and Johnny. " Oh my god Tani, what are you doing?" screeched Sasha as she ran over to me.

" Hahahahahah… what does it…. hahahahahah… look like slut?" Kai spoke rather rudely between fits of laughter

"Are … are you drunk?" said Enni uncertainly. I nodded shamefully as Kai collapsed on me.

"Oh Ozuma is not going to be happy" said Johnny while looking at my uncomfortable position.

"What!?… No you can't tell him. I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing. I swear I was just about to push him off. Please don't tell him, things are so well between us." I pleaded with Johnny.

"…Fine" he said reluctantly as Enni walked over and lifted Kai off me.

"Hmmm… he's out cold," said Enni while examining Kai. I rushed over to where I had dropped my shirt and put it on eagerly with a slight blush tinging my face. After I put my shirt back on I thought the next best move would be to leave before I beat the crap out of the now unconscious Kai.

"Okay guys I'm going to leave now before I make this situation worse" no one objected as I made my way toward the door but Enni did say

" I'll see you tomorrow and then we can talk" I nodded then left the building.

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" Hey Isha, are you all right?" asked Rachel. I snapped out of my daze and turned to look at her. She had come to my house in the morning to check if I was all right after the surfing incident.

"Um yeah fine Rach" 'if you count snogging your boyfriend fine' I thought bitterly to myself. She gave me a look that clearly said she didn't believe a word I had said. 

" You know you can tell me anything, right?" she said rubbing my shoulders in a circular motion.

" Yah I know" I said less then convincingly.

She frowned. " Do you still hurt from the fall?"

"Umm… ya that's pretty much it," I felt horrible lying to her but I would feel even worse if I told her the truth. She gave me a small smile then hugged me for a few moments until we heard a knock on the door. I got up off my bed and made my way down the steps to the front door. The knocking persisted until I open the door to see a smiling Enni. "Hi Enni" I greeted him while opening my arms. He smiled and took me into his embrace. 

"How are you feeling?" he asked as we made our way up the stairs.

"Hmmm… fine I just wished last night never happened that's all. I swear I will never forgive him for what he did!" I steamed while I opened my bedroom door.

"You'll never forgive who?" asked a curious Rachel. 'Damn forgot she was here' I thought to myself.

Enni however tried to cover it up with " Umm… Tala said Tani was umm… fat! Yeah that's it. He said she was fat and she'll never forgive him." I could practically see him mentally patting his back. Rachel however didn't believe a word of it.

"Hmm, that's weird because last time I talked to Tala he said that Isha had a nice body" said Rach eyeing Enni for his come back. He didn't get a chance to make one as I yelled,

" He said WHAT!?" I blushed a deep red.

"Oops" was her lame reply. I sighed deeply trying to make the redness of my cheeks disappear. Enni just watched with amusement that he was trying to hide. Badly I might add.

"Anyway I'm going to get going now Isha. If you ever want to talk I'm here for you" I nodded as Rach left the room. As soon as she left I turned to Enni and asked my long awaited question.

" Oh what am I going to do, Enni?"

He sighed then moved to sit next to me on the bed. " I don't know Tani. You'll have to figure that out yourself. Just know I'll always be there for you no matter what happens. So are you going to tell me what happened?"

I sighed then explained all of last night occurrences to the minute detail. After I finished explaining he nodded in understanding and saw my face fall as the tears that threatened to spill over finally did. He moved closer to me and brought my head to his chest. I sobbed quietly while he made soothing noises and stroked my hair. " It's all his fault," I said quietly as Enni comforted me. " How will I ever face Ozuma knowing what I did? I'll never forgive myself for what happened" I then added coldly " I hate Kai. I'll never forgive him."

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After talking to Enni a further 10minutes we finally left for school. When we arrived I was surprised to se Rachel there. " OMG what are you doing here?" I questioned.

She looked at me for a bit then answered, "Well I need an education and since his is the only school around I thought it was the obvious choice" I gave a small laugh then asked why she hadn't told me before. She said she wanted to make it a big surprise. ' Huh big surprise' I said sarcastically 2 myself. 'Great, now how am I supposed to avoid with Kai. Oh man I'm screwed' Just as I finished that thought Kai came up behind her grabbing her around the waist and kissed her. The whole time he was doing that he was looking at me. I glared at him and made a low warning growl in the back of my throat. I really, really didn't want to be anywhere near him right now, or ever again for that matter. I turned around to leave when I slammed into someone. I looked up to see Tala with a low scowl on his face. 'He knows' I thought while I looked up at him. " Um hi Tala" I said in a quiet voice.

He gave me a grunt and a small "Hey" then walked over to Kai. I felt really bad but my lightened a bit at what Tala did next. He pulled Kai away from Rachel and punched him hard in the face.

" That was for Ozuma" he said then left with the whole hall looking surprised. Kai didn't seem to be that affected by the punch. The only sign to say that he was punched was he wasn't in his normal cocky pose but had one foot back and his face was lowered so his bangs covered his face.

"OMG what was that for?!" yelled Rach at Tala's retreating figure while running over to Kai.

Tala turned then sneered, "Why don't you ask him where he was last night?"

Rachel turned to Kai with a questioning look but he didn't answer. He looked at Tala with his usual cold eyes then said in a cold voice " You can count our friendship as over" Tala shrugged then walked away. My mind was blank as I processed all that had just happened. Then it hit me 'OMG does Ozuma know?' I looked frantically around but saw no sign of him.

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The first session I had was French. This was not a good thing considering that the only person in the class I knew was Kai. I soon found out that Rachel had it as well. She insisted that I sit next to her. I reluctantly took a seat. Kai looked unusually dull and if possible hid more emotion. Rachel however seemed not to notice. The seats arranged in groups of three so I sat on the end with Rach in the middle and Kai on the other side. Rach chatted away merrily to Kai and myself but I doubted any one of us was listening. Kai took out his disc man and started to play it. Rachel looked at it then to him. She then glared at him as she realised he was ignoring her. She turned to look at me but I just shrugged. A moment later the French teacher entered the class. She stared to continue from the previous lesson at which I had missed. Luckily I had done French back in Perth and was extremely good at it. I breezed through the lesson without a word to Kai and a few to Rachel. Next session was science, which had Enni as well as Kai in it. I snorted to myself as I walked behind Kai. He suddenly stopped then turned to face me. I looked at him stunned. " What!?" I questioned rudely.

" I've been thinking and we need to talk"

" Humph, I'd die before I ever talked to you again" I spat at him as I tried to get past him. He blocked my way with a serious expression plastered on his face.

" No we need to talk now," he said not letting up. His voice was so hollow and cold that is scared me but like hell I was going to let him know that. I reluctantly agreed with a slight nod of my head. He started to walk in the opposite direction of our next class and up the stairs that lead to top of the building. I followed until we reached the top and walked out to the roof. I looked around to see I was on the two-story building with nothing but Kai and an air-conditioning vent to keep me company. Kai sat on the floor and looked out across the town.

" What do you want to talk about?" I asked in the lapse of silence, although I knew perfectly well what he wanted to talk about.

" What do you think, wench? I want to talk about unicorns and fairies" he said sarcasm dripping from his voice. " What happened last night was a horrible mistake. If you tell anyone else what I told you about my family or past I will hunt you down and make your life a living hell"

" What!? Is that all you can think about? Yourself? You know what we did last night betrayed Ozuma's and Rachel's trust. Don't you feel the least bit guilty? I mean Ozuma is one of your best friends and Rachel is your girlfriend."

He snorted then said coldly " Both of them are dispensable. I don't need friends or lovers. I fine by myself"

I looked at him with disbelief. "What did you just say?" I said in a dangerous whisper.

" You heard me Ban. They… are... both… dispensable"

" You bastard! Before we got drunk last night I thought maybe they we're right when they said you were a good guy. But now I realize I was wrong. You are a cold hearted, arrogant, bastard!!! I hate you for what you did and will never EVER forgive you!"

He smirked then replied " Hmm… whatever Ban. I don't need your approval or anyone else's for that matter. I'm fine by myself" he then got up and left for the exit. He turned saying " Nice chatting to you, Ban" with this last comment he left.

A/N: Okay dats it for that chappy… sorry it's soooo short but I had a lot 2 do… anywaz don't get mad cos there is a good reason why Kai is acting like this.. actually I think this Kai is more accurate but nowhere near as funny.. hmm there's starting to be a bit more drama but don't worry the next chappy's will contain more humour… I'm feeling bit weird lately so I expressed it in this chappy with a more drama and more of a cold and heartless kai… hmm manz I think 2 much -_-"… been listening 2 evanescence's album continuously and it's sorta depressing… dat also might be why this chappy is less funny.. aww well I hope I get over this soon… I miss the good old funny chappy's… okay well I have no idea why I'm still riting all my thoughts down but I'm gonna stop now… oh rite I almost forgot … please review… it makes me happy and that means that the next chappy's will probly be more happy… well I'm assuming so anywaz… well I'm gonna go now so see ya next time… luv random =p