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wonderfully talented (and rich) author J.K Rowling**
You were free, free to make your own choices, free to be yourself, free to love whom ever you choose. I was not. I envied you for your freedom. I wanted more than life it's self to be free of the path my mother had set for me since before I was born.
I watched you silently throughout our first year in Hogwarts, so young, so innocent, so beautiful. I waited for my chance to confront you, it was not easy I dare say. You from Gryffendor and I a Slytherin, but our meeting did take place. I wanted so desperately to let down my mask and show you the real me and become your friend but I could not, for fear my mother would find out.
You didn't care. You became my friend anyway, no matter how many harsh words I said to you, you wouldn't give up. I loved you even more for that.
As we were nearing our sixth year, news had come of my eldest sister Andromeda had run of and gotten married. Mother was furious. I silently cheered for Andromeda when she ran off with that Muggle-Born whom captured her heart. She hated me for not sticking up to mother, for she knew that someone, not Lucius, had captured my heart. I wanted so much to share with my sister my love for the one I could not have. But out of fear I did as my mother ordered and cut off contact with my beloved sister.
I gained a small bit of courage with my sisters triumph over our mother, and began to open up to you a bit more giving you glimpses of the real me. You were overjoyed, your eyes would sparkle and dance as we talked. It was Christmas Eve, I shall never forget, when your soft silky lips first touched mine.
The majority of the school had returned home for the holidays, the castle was practically empty. I stayed at school with the excuse of homework but the reality was it wouldn't be truly Christmas at home if Andromeda wasn't there. You had stayed at Hogwarts too. You say because your elder sister Petunia taunts you for being a witch. I have a sudden eurge protect you and to smack some sense into your sister.
You giggled softly as you wrapped your arms around my neck and touched your lips to mine. I was shocked but kissed back softly. When you broke the kiss, I smiled at you and you smiled back. "I wanted to tell you Cissia, I wanted to tell you my feelings since I first laid eyes on you but you seemed so distant..." I was speechless at your confession of feelings for me. I just held you staring in to those shimmering pools of emerald green. Until finally I found my voice once again.
"I love you Lily Evans." I whispered as I leaned down and kissed you this time more passionately. My hands slid down to your hips and up under the muggle sweater you wore. As my hand crept closer to your luscious breasts, you broke the kiss stopping me in my tracks. "What is it Lil?" I asked fearfully.
"Nothing Cissia, I just don't think the library is the place to do this..." you replied. I nodded my agreement. "Lets go up to the astronomy tower tonight after dark so we won't be disturbed." you suggested. I thought about this. "Why don't you come with me to my prefect dorm. It's much warmer than the tower and no one but me has the password to my room." Your eyes answered for you as their emerald depths clouded over with a mix of lust and love. I took you by the hand and led you to my room.
**A/N: What do you think so far? Please review!!**
You were free, free to make your own choices, free to be yourself, free to love whom ever you choose. I was not. I envied you for your freedom. I wanted more than life it's self to be free of the path my mother had set for me since before I was born.
I watched you silently throughout our first year in Hogwarts, so young, so innocent, so beautiful. I waited for my chance to confront you, it was not easy I dare say. You from Gryffendor and I a Slytherin, but our meeting did take place. I wanted so desperately to let down my mask and show you the real me and become your friend but I could not, for fear my mother would find out.
You didn't care. You became my friend anyway, no matter how many harsh words I said to you, you wouldn't give up. I loved you even more for that.
As we were nearing our sixth year, news had come of my eldest sister Andromeda had run of and gotten married. Mother was furious. I silently cheered for Andromeda when she ran off with that Muggle-Born whom captured her heart. She hated me for not sticking up to mother, for she knew that someone, not Lucius, had captured my heart. I wanted so much to share with my sister my love for the one I could not have. But out of fear I did as my mother ordered and cut off contact with my beloved sister.
I gained a small bit of courage with my sisters triumph over our mother, and began to open up to you a bit more giving you glimpses of the real me. You were overjoyed, your eyes would sparkle and dance as we talked. It was Christmas Eve, I shall never forget, when your soft silky lips first touched mine.
The majority of the school had returned home for the holidays, the castle was practically empty. I stayed at school with the excuse of homework but the reality was it wouldn't be truly Christmas at home if Andromeda wasn't there. You had stayed at Hogwarts too. You say because your elder sister Petunia taunts you for being a witch. I have a sudden eurge protect you and to smack some sense into your sister.
You giggled softly as you wrapped your arms around my neck and touched your lips to mine. I was shocked but kissed back softly. When you broke the kiss, I smiled at you and you smiled back. "I wanted to tell you Cissia, I wanted to tell you my feelings since I first laid eyes on you but you seemed so distant..." I was speechless at your confession of feelings for me. I just held you staring in to those shimmering pools of emerald green. Until finally I found my voice once again.
"I love you Lily Evans." I whispered as I leaned down and kissed you this time more passionately. My hands slid down to your hips and up under the muggle sweater you wore. As my hand crept closer to your luscious breasts, you broke the kiss stopping me in my tracks. "What is it Lil?" I asked fearfully.
"Nothing Cissia, I just don't think the library is the place to do this..." you replied. I nodded my agreement. "Lets go up to the astronomy tower tonight after dark so we won't be disturbed." you suggested. I thought about this. "Why don't you come with me to my prefect dorm. It's much warmer than the tower and no one but me has the password to my room." Your eyes answered for you as their emerald depths clouded over with a mix of lust and love. I took you by the hand and led you to my room.
**A/N: What do you think so far? Please review!!**
