* Hello my lovely readers! Enjoying the story so far. Well, incase you
forgot, James just said the 3 most important words in the world: I love
you. I wonder what Lily thinks. Will she think it romantic, or not? *
Thanks for all your reviews, and don't forget to add more! I love to know what you think about the story!
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James face was very close to Lily's. Suddenly, his lips were on hers, and she was experiencing something she never ever thought she'd feel before. It was like floating on clouds, walking on rainbows, and dancing in the rain. It was the most wonderful thing she'd ever experienced...WAIT! WHAT WAS SHE THINKING!!! THIS WAS JAMES POTTER! Instantly she pulled away. James face was so happy, until he saw hers. Before he realizes what had happened, she slapped him with all the strength she could muster.
"How dare you!" she screams so loud you can hear her from the moon.
"What?" asks James, looking very dazed, and adorable thought Lily. Ok, now she was scaring herself.
"First you tell me the biggest lie of your life, and then you kiss me! What the Hell is your problem James Potter?" obviously, her anger was still mounting. " I can't stand you, and I defiantly don't love you, and you know what, I never will. You can't possibly love me either; because I know the number of girls you've spent the night with is very very high. I think you're a pathetic bastard who needs to grow up and find a new way to live his life, cause frankly he isn't doing a very good job. You think every girl is a toy to have fun with, and just because I won't sleep with you, or worship the ground you walk on, you think I'm some angel who is perfect for you! I can't stand the way you look at me, and it's one of my very true wishes that you would stop. Face the Facts James, I don't love you, and I never will, so just move on, and get off my case! I never want to see your ugly face again, so just leave my alone, or I swear you'll regret it."
Where did that come from? She asked herself. Then she looked at James. He was actually on the verge of tears. He looked like his heart had truly been broken, and then some. Not only did he look so upset, but also it was the idea that she had done this to him that made her feel really bad. She turned and fled up to the girl's dormitory to think about this.
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"Prongs, what's up?" Sirius asked as soon as James walked into their dormitory.
"She hates me. I told I her I love her, and I kissed her, but she still hates me," he whispered so quietly that no one heard him. He crawled into be, and closed his curtains, so he could have a good cry.
"Moony, something's defiantly wrong with Prongs," said Padfoot.
"Yeah, I know Padfoot, but what can we do, I mean if he doesn't want to talk about it, how can we force him?" asked Moony.
"Wormtail, why don't you crawl onto the bed to see if you can hear what Prongs is mumbling? Then report back to us." Padfoot Suggested.
"Ok, here it goes." Suddenly there was a rat where Wormtail had been.
The rat crawled up onto the bed where James had locked himself, and to its horror, it found one of its best friends crying his eyes out. James was not bawling, screaming, or throwing a temper tantrum. That wouldn't have scared the Marauders as much as what he was doing. He was just lying on the bed, silently crying, staring up at a picture of lily, which he had taped on the ceiling above his bed, so he could look at her when he fell asleep. He always covered it up when he wasn't in the room though.
Wormtail was absolutely horrified. He had never seen James so upset. He looked like he was going to kill himself or something. Suddenly, he reached up, grabbed the picture, and ripped it to shreds while saying "How could she do this? I love her so much, but she didn't care. Calling me a liar for saying the 3 words I mean most in the whole world, and all this after the best kiss of my life. I can't believe this. I know longer have a reason to live now that she's told me the truth."
Wormtail scurried out from the bed before James caught him, thinking about what he had just heard. He then went and told Padfoot, and Moony this, so they wouldn't go crazy wondering what was wrong.
"Poor guy," replied Padfoot, once Wormtail finished. "He really needs us right now. We should try to be a supporting as possible." He looked at the clock and said "Unfortunately, that will have to wait, because we're going to be late for Herbology if we don't hurry up." The boys didn't bother interrupting James; things were bad enough as it was.
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Lily got back to her dorm, and instantly swore very very loudly. Everyone looked at her. I'm a bit of a grouch today guys, beware of me for a change. Everyone took that to mean she was PSMing, so they respected her space. Lily got into bed, put her pillow to her mouth, and screamed for a full 5 minutes before coming to her senses, and realizing screaming into her pillow wasn't going to help anyone, especially not her. Suddenly she remembered the look on James's face when she spoke randomly about the feelings she had been dying to tell him since first year, but they weren't what she felt anymore, and she hated herself for saying them aloud, to him. She needed to talk to him, but she didn't dare face him. Then she remembered her dream from the night before, and was at a loss for words.
"Lily, we have to go to Herbology, time to get out of bed." Scarlette called.
Lily jumped out of bed, she had gotten dressed earlier, so she grabbed a brush, pulled it through he long red hair, and left the room with Scarlette, Crissy still fumbling with her hair and make-up when they left.
"So, Lils how was your first night back?" Scarlette asked curiously.
"It would have been better if I hadn't dreamed about."Lily trailed off when she saw the 3 of the Marauders approaching her, hate in their eyes. The only one missing was James.
"Why hello Lily, how's your day been. FYI, James has sucked, and we have you to thank, now if you'll excuse us Scarlette, we have to make Lily's suck just as bad." Sirius said, staring straight into Lily's eyes, finding them full of fear (Good he thought) and to his surprise pain. "So, Lily, if you would be so kind as to come with us." Sirius trailed off, still shocked by what was happening in her green eyes.
"Sure, I'm coming. Bye Lette, I'll talk to you after class. Tell Professor Sprout I'm really sorry, but this is urgent. Bye." And with that, Lily walked off, not knowing what was going to happen to her.
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Now you know I could never end the story like that!
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Lily was lead back to the Gryffindor common room. The boys posited to press her with detailed information of what had happened. They spent hours talking this over and over. Finally they handed her a poition, which put her to sleep for 3 days. She drank it happily. She wanted to escape from this world. Little did she know it wasn't going to give her a dreamless sleep.
~~Lily was back in the place of lilies, only this time she was alone. She walked around lonely for a bit, taking in the beauty of everything she was seeing.
She soon found a platter, with a letter addressed to her on it. It opened to reveal her true thoughts on everything. She scanned down to find the words James Potter. The paper said what she new all along, she loved him. Suddenly, standing there in front of her, she saw James. She ran up to him, and kissed him on the lips, but it was different this time. Instead of her slapping him, he slapped her, and threw the hurtful words she had thrown at him before right back at her, changing them to fit her. She sank to her knees and started crying, but she suddenly woke up, and felt a painful red hand mark on her face.~~
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* Well, what do you think? Poor James, and Lily. Please review, because I love knowing what you think! I wonder what will happen next??? I know, I was going to leave it before, but this works. (Grins evilly) Betcha can't wait for the next chapter. Don't worry it'll come soon! *
forgot, James just said the 3 most important words in the world: I love
you. I wonder what Lily thinks. Will she think it romantic, or not? *
Thanks for all your reviews, and don't forget to add more! I love to know what you think about the story!
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James face was very close to Lily's. Suddenly, his lips were on hers, and she was experiencing something she never ever thought she'd feel before. It was like floating on clouds, walking on rainbows, and dancing in the rain. It was the most wonderful thing she'd ever experienced...WAIT! WHAT WAS SHE THINKING!!! THIS WAS JAMES POTTER! Instantly she pulled away. James face was so happy, until he saw hers. Before he realizes what had happened, she slapped him with all the strength she could muster.
"How dare you!" she screams so loud you can hear her from the moon.
"What?" asks James, looking very dazed, and adorable thought Lily. Ok, now she was scaring herself.
"First you tell me the biggest lie of your life, and then you kiss me! What the Hell is your problem James Potter?" obviously, her anger was still mounting. " I can't stand you, and I defiantly don't love you, and you know what, I never will. You can't possibly love me either; because I know the number of girls you've spent the night with is very very high. I think you're a pathetic bastard who needs to grow up and find a new way to live his life, cause frankly he isn't doing a very good job. You think every girl is a toy to have fun with, and just because I won't sleep with you, or worship the ground you walk on, you think I'm some angel who is perfect for you! I can't stand the way you look at me, and it's one of my very true wishes that you would stop. Face the Facts James, I don't love you, and I never will, so just move on, and get off my case! I never want to see your ugly face again, so just leave my alone, or I swear you'll regret it."
Where did that come from? She asked herself. Then she looked at James. He was actually on the verge of tears. He looked like his heart had truly been broken, and then some. Not only did he look so upset, but also it was the idea that she had done this to him that made her feel really bad. She turned and fled up to the girl's dormitory to think about this.
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"Prongs, what's up?" Sirius asked as soon as James walked into their dormitory.
"She hates me. I told I her I love her, and I kissed her, but she still hates me," he whispered so quietly that no one heard him. He crawled into be, and closed his curtains, so he could have a good cry.
"Moony, something's defiantly wrong with Prongs," said Padfoot.
"Yeah, I know Padfoot, but what can we do, I mean if he doesn't want to talk about it, how can we force him?" asked Moony.
"Wormtail, why don't you crawl onto the bed to see if you can hear what Prongs is mumbling? Then report back to us." Padfoot Suggested.
"Ok, here it goes." Suddenly there was a rat where Wormtail had been.
The rat crawled up onto the bed where James had locked himself, and to its horror, it found one of its best friends crying his eyes out. James was not bawling, screaming, or throwing a temper tantrum. That wouldn't have scared the Marauders as much as what he was doing. He was just lying on the bed, silently crying, staring up at a picture of lily, which he had taped on the ceiling above his bed, so he could look at her when he fell asleep. He always covered it up when he wasn't in the room though.
Wormtail was absolutely horrified. He had never seen James so upset. He looked like he was going to kill himself or something. Suddenly, he reached up, grabbed the picture, and ripped it to shreds while saying "How could she do this? I love her so much, but she didn't care. Calling me a liar for saying the 3 words I mean most in the whole world, and all this after the best kiss of my life. I can't believe this. I know longer have a reason to live now that she's told me the truth."
Wormtail scurried out from the bed before James caught him, thinking about what he had just heard. He then went and told Padfoot, and Moony this, so they wouldn't go crazy wondering what was wrong.
"Poor guy," replied Padfoot, once Wormtail finished. "He really needs us right now. We should try to be a supporting as possible." He looked at the clock and said "Unfortunately, that will have to wait, because we're going to be late for Herbology if we don't hurry up." The boys didn't bother interrupting James; things were bad enough as it was.
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Lily got back to her dorm, and instantly swore very very loudly. Everyone looked at her. I'm a bit of a grouch today guys, beware of me for a change. Everyone took that to mean she was PSMing, so they respected her space. Lily got into bed, put her pillow to her mouth, and screamed for a full 5 minutes before coming to her senses, and realizing screaming into her pillow wasn't going to help anyone, especially not her. Suddenly she remembered the look on James's face when she spoke randomly about the feelings she had been dying to tell him since first year, but they weren't what she felt anymore, and she hated herself for saying them aloud, to him. She needed to talk to him, but she didn't dare face him. Then she remembered her dream from the night before, and was at a loss for words.
"Lily, we have to go to Herbology, time to get out of bed." Scarlette called.
Lily jumped out of bed, she had gotten dressed earlier, so she grabbed a brush, pulled it through he long red hair, and left the room with Scarlette, Crissy still fumbling with her hair and make-up when they left.
"So, Lils how was your first night back?" Scarlette asked curiously.
"It would have been better if I hadn't dreamed about."Lily trailed off when she saw the 3 of the Marauders approaching her, hate in their eyes. The only one missing was James.
"Why hello Lily, how's your day been. FYI, James has sucked, and we have you to thank, now if you'll excuse us Scarlette, we have to make Lily's suck just as bad." Sirius said, staring straight into Lily's eyes, finding them full of fear (Good he thought) and to his surprise pain. "So, Lily, if you would be so kind as to come with us." Sirius trailed off, still shocked by what was happening in her green eyes.
"Sure, I'm coming. Bye Lette, I'll talk to you after class. Tell Professor Sprout I'm really sorry, but this is urgent. Bye." And with that, Lily walked off, not knowing what was going to happen to her.
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Now you know I could never end the story like that!
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Lily was lead back to the Gryffindor common room. The boys posited to press her with detailed information of what had happened. They spent hours talking this over and over. Finally they handed her a poition, which put her to sleep for 3 days. She drank it happily. She wanted to escape from this world. Little did she know it wasn't going to give her a dreamless sleep.
~~Lily was back in the place of lilies, only this time she was alone. She walked around lonely for a bit, taking in the beauty of everything she was seeing.
She soon found a platter, with a letter addressed to her on it. It opened to reveal her true thoughts on everything. She scanned down to find the words James Potter. The paper said what she new all along, she loved him. Suddenly, standing there in front of her, she saw James. She ran up to him, and kissed him on the lips, but it was different this time. Instead of her slapping him, he slapped her, and threw the hurtful words she had thrown at him before right back at her, changing them to fit her. She sank to her knees and started crying, but she suddenly woke up, and felt a painful red hand mark on her face.~~
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* Well, what do you think? Poor James, and Lily. Please review, because I love knowing what you think! I wonder what will happen next??? I know, I was going to leave it before, but this works. (Grins evilly) Betcha can't wait for the next chapter. Don't worry it'll come soon! *
