Well my friend requested more gore and pain stuff so expect that in this chapter.

**Oh yeah and this 'words or talk in between' stands for mind talk. **

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"We came because we would like you to come and join our team" Kurama said to Julia.

"Hn what he said" Hiei said a little pissed for being caught off guard.

"Yeah sure I'll do it I'm done with the other group" Julia responded.

~*~Flashback~*~

Julia had spent over a weak looking for the jewel shards and had almost all of

them all that was left was Naraku. She found him easily and lashed out at him

with such immense power that he shrilled out a cry of pain and then

disintegrated. She collected the jewels and gave it to Kaede then left the feudal age thinking. "I have finished what I started"

~*~Normal~*~

"Okay if you will please come with us" Yuske said after the knives disappeared so they could get up.

"Yeah sure what ever" Julia replied

~*~Year Passed~*~ (sorry I'm lazy, all that happened is she joined the team and became good friends with Yuske and Hiei no one else. And she also fought many battles with them)

'Hey Julia if you don't mind me asking why did you change your name? And why are you so cold and dark?' Hiei asked through his mind.

'Well when I was about 16 I was in love with a guy named Inu Yasha ......

~*~Flashback~*~

(This is all going to be in Julia's mind until I put quotes)

Inu Yahsa why didn't you chose me? I can't believe it. Julia thought while

running through the forest. Oh god, please don't let him catch me. Julia was

hurt a lot with wounds all over from Inu Yasha's claws and teeth but also from

arrows and some of them where her own cuts. The cuts that were her own she

had done to her self after she first learned Inu Yasha's choice. She had been

shattered and hated how she looked like Kikyo so she tried to change how she

looked. She used a rock and scratched away at her self until she bleed too much

for one night. That's why when they traveled she would fall unconscious. And

someone would have to give her lots of water quickly. Then there were the cuts

from Kikyo's arrows and Inu Yasha who were both out to kill her for the other half

of HER soul. And so she ran away and after she had gotten home she fell

unconscious again because of so much blood loss that her mother had to

awaken her demon blood in her in order for her to survive.

She was abandoned since she was demon by so many people and she wanted

to leave her life so much she changed her name and became a new person. But

she still held much bitterness in her for the pain she felt that she stayed cold and

heartless.

~*~Present~*~

Julia still had scares from the cuts she had received that day.

'You understand now?' Julia asked Hiei

'Yeah sorry I asked' Hiei replied

"I'm going to go I'll be back later okay?" Julia asked aloud. Hiei nodded and so she left.

Julia reached a lake in a matter of seconds and readied her claw above her arm.

The only thing she didn't tell Hiei about that night is that she never stopped

cutting her self but now she healed with no scare or anything she just liked to feel

the pain and see her blood.

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Well how was it? Please review and tell me.

Ja ne -Ryoko