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Nick and anyone else that ain't from BtVS
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"Not again." Buffy moaned as she jumped out of bed and ran into her bathroom.
She flushed the toilet and brought her head up to the mirror, looking at her reflection that stared back at her. She splashed a handful of cold water on her face. She looked at herself, disgusted, before going back to bed.
~*~
"Hey Buff, what's happening?" Xander asked as Buffy walked towards the few friends.
"Nothing."
"Weekends over." Skye said.
"So I see." Buffy said. "I need to use the bathroom, I guess I'll see you guys in class."
"Yeah. Bye." Skye said as she walked off. "Have you guys noticed how Buffy's been acting lately?"
"You mean since Angel came back? I never knew what happened between those two. But their break up was a nasty one." Oz said.
"No, it was even before Angel came back. Like around the time me and Spike started dating, a bit before maybe." Skye said.
"You mean you think she's jealous?" Willow asked.
"No, no not . . . No. I just mean it all started around that time."
"Well I don't know. Maybe she's just depressed lately. Wait, that's not a good thing. Somebody should talk to her." Willow said.
"I'll get right on that." Skye said and ran off.
~*~
"Buffy? Buffy you in here?" Skye asked as she walked into the girls' bathroom. "Buffy?" She asked, knocking on a stall. "Is that you?"
"Yeah. One sec." Buffy said and flushed the toilet.
She came out and walked over to the sink. She washed her hands and made her way over to get some paper towel to dry them.
"What's up with you lately?" Skye asked.
"What do you mean?"
"Your all depressy like." She said. "And what's with the bathroom?"
"I'm not depressy like! And I had to pee. I didn't know it was a crime!" Buffy snapped.
"Sorry, I'm just worried Buffy. "Everyone is."
"I don't need your worry. I'm fine, really. See, happy." She said, smiling.
"Whatever you say Buff."
"I should get to class."
"But the bell hasn't even rung yet." Skye said.
"I want to be early." Buffy said and left.
"Bye."
~*~
The last bell of the day rung and Buffy walked silently out of class with Willow, Anya, Oz and Skye. They headed down to their lockers. Buffy grabbed her bag, threw in what she needed and waited for the others to finish. When they had gotten all their stuff, they headed down to the front of the school to wait for the rest of the guys.
"So, what are we doing tonight?" Willow asked.
"I don't know. Want to hit the Bronze?" Skye asked.
"Yeah, my bands playing there tonight." Oz said.
"Great, Buffy, you coming?" Willow asked.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, sure." She said.
"Okay. Hey, there's Xander and Spike." Anya said and waited for them to reach.
"Where's Riley?" Willow asked.
"Oh, right, he had to go straight home." Spike said.
"Oh, we're going to the Bronze tonight. You guys coming?" Skye asked.
"Sure." Xander said.
"Uh, I think I'm going to head home." Buffy said. "My dad wanted to tell me something."
"Alright, I'll call you later?" Skye asked.
"Yeah."
"I'll walk with you luv." Spike said.
"You don't have to . . . Skye . . ."
"Its okay. I'll see you tonight Spike?" Skye asked.
"You will." He said.
She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before he walked off with Buffy. The two walked along the streets in silence. When they got to the house, Buffy was on her way up the stairs when Spike's voice stopped her.
"Thought your dad wanted to tell you something pet."
"Um, he's not home now." She said. "Must want to tell me later."
"Oh, cause I thought you were making it up." He said.
"Why would I do that?" She asked, turning.
"I don't know. I was thinking maybe you could tell me."
"Whatever." She said and began her walk up the stairs.
"I'm sorry." He yelled.
"For?"
"For kissing Skye." He said.
"She's your girlfriend Spike. That's nothing to be sorry about." She said with her back to him.
"It is when I love you."
"Spike, don't." She said.
"I love you Buffy. And I know you feel the same. Why wont you just admit it?"
"Its not that easy." She said.
"I think it is."
"Well I don't. Now, I don't feel so well. I'm going to lay down."
"What's wrong?"
"I just don't feel good." She said and disappeared into her room.
~*~
Buffy's bedroom door opened and Spike walked in, carrying a mug full of hot tea. He walked over to Buffy's bed, careful not to wake her. He placed the tea on the table and watched her. 'She's even more bloody beautiful when she's asleep.' He thought. She looked so peaceful with a smile across her face. All of a sudden, the smile disappeared. She cried out in her sleep, screaming.
"Come play, you liked it before." He said, taking her waist.
"No . . . I didn't." She said.
"I promise you'll love it this time."
Angel pushed Buffy on the bed then he climbed on top of her.
"SHH I promise it won't hurt like last time." He whispered kissing her lips, then her neck.
Buffy could smell the beer on him and it made her sick. Then it hit her. He was going to rape her.
"Please Angel don't do this." She cried hitting his chest with her fist but no matter how hard, he was too strong to push off.
She screamed and screamed but no matter what the music was too loud for anyone to hear her helpless screams.
"I love you Buffy. I love you." He said ripping open her shirt and revealing her blue bra. Then he ripped off her bra and his hands caressed he breasts. "You're so beautiful." He said.
Buffy's eye makeup had smudged and she had tears streaming down her face. She held her eyes so tightly shut.
"Please stop please." She cried over and over again as she started hitting Angel's head as hard with more force.
"Dammit stop. You always hurt the ones you love." He snapped holding her wrist over her head while one hand roamed around her body.
Buffy heard Angel unzipping her pants, she tried to kick him but Angel had thrown his legs over Buffy to hold her in place. She felt Angel pull them off her along with his pants and soon he was in the middle between her legs, she felt him and she new what he was going to do. Then he pushed him self inside her. When she felt him she screamed, she felt more tears streaming down her face. He kept moving inside her while she was still screaming
"I'll never love you. You had to hold me down to have me." She cried
"No, you love it when I'm inside you just admit it." He said, once again slamming into her, his hands running through her hair. "See Buffy you love me, I know you do." He kept repeating over and over to himself making himself believe what he was doing to her was love. He kept slamming into her over and over again releasing his pleasure.
"Spike." she whispered.
She let go, she couldn't scream any longer, it was like her voice was trapped inside and couldn't come out. Angel already won and she just gave in.
After what seemed like hours, Angel finally pulled out and passed out next to her. It was then that she had her chance to escape. Quickly, she put on what was left of her clothes and ran out.
Her eyes flew open and she took a quick breath. 'Damn you Angel.' She thought. 'Damn you to hell.'
"Buffy, Buffy?" He whispered.
"Spike . . . What are you doing in my room?"
"I brought you some tea luv. Nightmare?" He asked, as he picked the tea up off the table and handed it to her.
"Thank you. Uh, yeah. But it was nothing, just you know, monsters, grr, arg." She said.
"Better?" He asked.
"Yeah." She took a sip of her tea. "Spike, can I ask you something?"
"Sure pet."
"How do you really know Angel?"
"From school, hearing his name." Spike said.
"No, you know him. From somewhere else." She said. "Tell me the truth."
"I don't . . ."
"Tell me."
He sighed. "England."
Buffy looked confused, she didn't remember Angel ever going to England unless that was where he had moved.
"England?" She asked. "Is that where he moved to?"
"Yeah, it is. To make a long story short, he stole my lady. The one I loved."
"I'm sorry." Buffy said.
"'S okay, wasn't real love. Nothing like the way I feel for you." He said.
"Don't . . . Don't bring that up. Please, just don't." She said.
"Are you and Angel . . .?"
"No! God no! You think I could love him! After . . . No." Buffy said.
"After what?"
"Nothing. Can I ask you another thing?" Buffy said.
"What's that?" He asked.
"If you love me. Why are you with Skye?"
"You told me not to . . . Not to hurt her, to stay with her." Spike said.
"But you said . . ."
"You changed my mind luv." He said.
"Oh."
"Do you want me to end it? I will if you . . ."
"Do what you feel is right." Buffy said.
He nodded. She placed the mug onto the table next to her bed and moved so she was next to him. She went to get up when she felt his hand on her arm.
"Buffy." He said.
"Yeah?"
"Did Angel hurt you?"
"No. Why?" Buffy asked, her voice shaky.
"Just . . . Never mind." He said and freed her arm.
"Okay." Buffy said and headed into her bathroom.
~*~
*Ring*Ring*
Buffy ran out of her bathroom in a towel and grabbed the phone just in time.
"Hello."
'Hey Buffy. You ready for tonight?'
"Hi Skye. Yeah, I am."
'Great. Well I'm going to meet up with Willow, Xander, Anya and Riley and we're going to meet you and Spike, okay?'
"What about Oz?"
'He's already there. The band.'
"Right. Yeah, okay."
'Okay, see you in a few.'
The phone line went flat and Buffy hung it up. Quickly she searched through her closet for something to wear. Finally, she decided on a short denim skirt and a blue halter-top. She made her way down the steps and into the living room. Spike was sitting on the sofa in pair of baggy black jeans and a black t-shirt. He stood up and walked over to her when the doorbell rang. The two went over and opened the door to see Willow, Xander, Anya, Riley and Skye.
"You two ready?" Willow asked.
"Yeah. All set." Buffy said.
~*~
Buffy sat at a table with Willow and Riley. Anya and Xander and Spike and Skye had gone off to dance. If Willow left, Buffy would seek revenge on her because she knew Riley would ask her to dance, and she cant just say no.
"I'm going to go get a drink." Willow said.
"I'll help you." Buffy offered.
"No, no its okay. You and Riley stay and talk or sit in quiet."
"Yeah. Okay. Take your time . . ." Buffy said.
"Buffy, do you want to dance?"
'Oh no, those few words. Boy is Willow going to get it.' Buffy thought.
"Uh, sure Riley."
"Great."
They walked out next to Spike and Skye and lucky her, a slow song came on. Riley wrapped his arms around her waist and she placed hers around his neck. She rested her head on his chest and watched Spike dance with Skye. She wanted so badly to be in Spike's arms instead of Skye.
"Are you okay Buffy? Lately you haven't been you." Riley said.
"Why does everyone think something's wrong? Nothing is wrong! I'm fine, happy old me!" Buffy yelled and pulled out of his arms.
He watched in shock as she ran out. Was what he said that bad?
"What did you do?" Spike asked.
"Nothing, I just asked her what was wrong."
"Spike, let it go. Its probably just PMS." Skye said and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"I need to talk to you." He said.
"I'm listening." Skye said.
"Maybe we should go up on there." Spike said, nodding to the balcony.
"Sure." Skye said and followed him up. "What is it?" She asked as they sat down on the sofa.
"This isn't going to work out luv. I'm sorry but . . ." Spike said.
"What? I don't understand. Why?" She asked.
"Its not you, really, its me. I . . . I'm in love with someone else."
He was expecting her to cry, or walk off, not slap him. He just sat there.
"How? What did? Who?" She asked, getting teary eyed. "You told me you loved me. I gave myself to . . ."
"I'm sorry pet. But I can't lie anymore. I only stayed with you because I didn't want to hurt you."
"Don't talk to me. I don't want to see you ever again." She said and stood up.
"Skye please."
"Stay the hell away from me." She said and walked off.
"Bloody hell." He muttered.
~*~
Buffy heard someone banging on the door downstairs. Quickly she flew from her room and down the stairs. She opened to reveal a teary eyed Skye. She pulled her inside and hugged her.
"Skye, what happened?" Buffy asked.
"He . . . He broke up with me!" She said.
"Spike?"
"Yes! Who else? He said he was in love with someone else and was all "I'm sorry luv" like that would make it better. Buffy him and me . . . I let him . . ."
"SHH. He doesn't deserve you. Lets go upstairs." She said and the two headed up to her room.
Buffy sat on her bed while Skye laid down, burying her head in the pillow. She looked up to see Buffy holding Mr. Gordo.
"What did I do?" Skye asked. "For him not to love me. To love some other girl."
"Skye, you didn't do anything. Spike . . . Was just . . . You can't blame him for not feeling the same. You can't even blame him for being with you during that." Buffy said.
"I don't understand. Your saying this is my fault?"
"No, nothing like that. I'm saying that it's neither of yours fault. I mean, he only stayed with you because he didn't want to hurt you, right?"
"That's what he said. But still . . . It hurts Buffy."
"I know. But its okay, you'll move on. You'll move on to a better guy. One that truly loves you."
"You think?" She asked, looking up at her friend with hope in her eyes.
"I know."
"Thanks Buffy."
"No problem." Buffy said.
~ What you think? Okay, just to say, the whole rape remembering part, that was all EmilyTheStrange1 yep, it was all her. She's helping me a lot with this fic and I just want you all to know that. Yep. So, review ~
~*~
"Not again." Buffy moaned as she jumped out of bed and ran into her bathroom.
She flushed the toilet and brought her head up to the mirror, looking at her reflection that stared back at her. She splashed a handful of cold water on her face. She looked at herself, disgusted, before going back to bed.
~*~
"Hey Buff, what's happening?" Xander asked as Buffy walked towards the few friends.
"Nothing."
"Weekends over." Skye said.
"So I see." Buffy said. "I need to use the bathroom, I guess I'll see you guys in class."
"Yeah. Bye." Skye said as she walked off. "Have you guys noticed how Buffy's been acting lately?"
"You mean since Angel came back? I never knew what happened between those two. But their break up was a nasty one." Oz said.
"No, it was even before Angel came back. Like around the time me and Spike started dating, a bit before maybe." Skye said.
"You mean you think she's jealous?" Willow asked.
"No, no not . . . No. I just mean it all started around that time."
"Well I don't know. Maybe she's just depressed lately. Wait, that's not a good thing. Somebody should talk to her." Willow said.
"I'll get right on that." Skye said and ran off.
~*~
"Buffy? Buffy you in here?" Skye asked as she walked into the girls' bathroom. "Buffy?" She asked, knocking on a stall. "Is that you?"
"Yeah. One sec." Buffy said and flushed the toilet.
She came out and walked over to the sink. She washed her hands and made her way over to get some paper towel to dry them.
"What's up with you lately?" Skye asked.
"What do you mean?"
"Your all depressy like." She said. "And what's with the bathroom?"
"I'm not depressy like! And I had to pee. I didn't know it was a crime!" Buffy snapped.
"Sorry, I'm just worried Buffy. "Everyone is."
"I don't need your worry. I'm fine, really. See, happy." She said, smiling.
"Whatever you say Buff."
"I should get to class."
"But the bell hasn't even rung yet." Skye said.
"I want to be early." Buffy said and left.
"Bye."
~*~
The last bell of the day rung and Buffy walked silently out of class with Willow, Anya, Oz and Skye. They headed down to their lockers. Buffy grabbed her bag, threw in what she needed and waited for the others to finish. When they had gotten all their stuff, they headed down to the front of the school to wait for the rest of the guys.
"So, what are we doing tonight?" Willow asked.
"I don't know. Want to hit the Bronze?" Skye asked.
"Yeah, my bands playing there tonight." Oz said.
"Great, Buffy, you coming?" Willow asked.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, sure." She said.
"Okay. Hey, there's Xander and Spike." Anya said and waited for them to reach.
"Where's Riley?" Willow asked.
"Oh, right, he had to go straight home." Spike said.
"Oh, we're going to the Bronze tonight. You guys coming?" Skye asked.
"Sure." Xander said.
"Uh, I think I'm going to head home." Buffy said. "My dad wanted to tell me something."
"Alright, I'll call you later?" Skye asked.
"Yeah."
"I'll walk with you luv." Spike said.
"You don't have to . . . Skye . . ."
"Its okay. I'll see you tonight Spike?" Skye asked.
"You will." He said.
She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before he walked off with Buffy. The two walked along the streets in silence. When they got to the house, Buffy was on her way up the stairs when Spike's voice stopped her.
"Thought your dad wanted to tell you something pet."
"Um, he's not home now." She said. "Must want to tell me later."
"Oh, cause I thought you were making it up." He said.
"Why would I do that?" She asked, turning.
"I don't know. I was thinking maybe you could tell me."
"Whatever." She said and began her walk up the stairs.
"I'm sorry." He yelled.
"For?"
"For kissing Skye." He said.
"She's your girlfriend Spike. That's nothing to be sorry about." She said with her back to him.
"It is when I love you."
"Spike, don't." She said.
"I love you Buffy. And I know you feel the same. Why wont you just admit it?"
"Its not that easy." She said.
"I think it is."
"Well I don't. Now, I don't feel so well. I'm going to lay down."
"What's wrong?"
"I just don't feel good." She said and disappeared into her room.
~*~
Buffy's bedroom door opened and Spike walked in, carrying a mug full of hot tea. He walked over to Buffy's bed, careful not to wake her. He placed the tea on the table and watched her. 'She's even more bloody beautiful when she's asleep.' He thought. She looked so peaceful with a smile across her face. All of a sudden, the smile disappeared. She cried out in her sleep, screaming.
"Come play, you liked it before." He said, taking her waist.
"No . . . I didn't." She said.
"I promise you'll love it this time."
Angel pushed Buffy on the bed then he climbed on top of her.
"SHH I promise it won't hurt like last time." He whispered kissing her lips, then her neck.
Buffy could smell the beer on him and it made her sick. Then it hit her. He was going to rape her.
"Please Angel don't do this." She cried hitting his chest with her fist but no matter how hard, he was too strong to push off.
She screamed and screamed but no matter what the music was too loud for anyone to hear her helpless screams.
"I love you Buffy. I love you." He said ripping open her shirt and revealing her blue bra. Then he ripped off her bra and his hands caressed he breasts. "You're so beautiful." He said.
Buffy's eye makeup had smudged and she had tears streaming down her face. She held her eyes so tightly shut.
"Please stop please." She cried over and over again as she started hitting Angel's head as hard with more force.
"Dammit stop. You always hurt the ones you love." He snapped holding her wrist over her head while one hand roamed around her body.
Buffy heard Angel unzipping her pants, she tried to kick him but Angel had thrown his legs over Buffy to hold her in place. She felt Angel pull them off her along with his pants and soon he was in the middle between her legs, she felt him and she new what he was going to do. Then he pushed him self inside her. When she felt him she screamed, she felt more tears streaming down her face. He kept moving inside her while she was still screaming
"I'll never love you. You had to hold me down to have me." She cried
"No, you love it when I'm inside you just admit it." He said, once again slamming into her, his hands running through her hair. "See Buffy you love me, I know you do." He kept repeating over and over to himself making himself believe what he was doing to her was love. He kept slamming into her over and over again releasing his pleasure.
"Spike." she whispered.
She let go, she couldn't scream any longer, it was like her voice was trapped inside and couldn't come out. Angel already won and she just gave in.
After what seemed like hours, Angel finally pulled out and passed out next to her. It was then that she had her chance to escape. Quickly, she put on what was left of her clothes and ran out.
Her eyes flew open and she took a quick breath. 'Damn you Angel.' She thought. 'Damn you to hell.'
"Buffy, Buffy?" He whispered.
"Spike . . . What are you doing in my room?"
"I brought you some tea luv. Nightmare?" He asked, as he picked the tea up off the table and handed it to her.
"Thank you. Uh, yeah. But it was nothing, just you know, monsters, grr, arg." She said.
"Better?" He asked.
"Yeah." She took a sip of her tea. "Spike, can I ask you something?"
"Sure pet."
"How do you really know Angel?"
"From school, hearing his name." Spike said.
"No, you know him. From somewhere else." She said. "Tell me the truth."
"I don't . . ."
"Tell me."
He sighed. "England."
Buffy looked confused, she didn't remember Angel ever going to England unless that was where he had moved.
"England?" She asked. "Is that where he moved to?"
"Yeah, it is. To make a long story short, he stole my lady. The one I loved."
"I'm sorry." Buffy said.
"'S okay, wasn't real love. Nothing like the way I feel for you." He said.
"Don't . . . Don't bring that up. Please, just don't." She said.
"Are you and Angel . . .?"
"No! God no! You think I could love him! After . . . No." Buffy said.
"After what?"
"Nothing. Can I ask you another thing?" Buffy said.
"What's that?" He asked.
"If you love me. Why are you with Skye?"
"You told me not to . . . Not to hurt her, to stay with her." Spike said.
"But you said . . ."
"You changed my mind luv." He said.
"Oh."
"Do you want me to end it? I will if you . . ."
"Do what you feel is right." Buffy said.
He nodded. She placed the mug onto the table next to her bed and moved so she was next to him. She went to get up when she felt his hand on her arm.
"Buffy." He said.
"Yeah?"
"Did Angel hurt you?"
"No. Why?" Buffy asked, her voice shaky.
"Just . . . Never mind." He said and freed her arm.
"Okay." Buffy said and headed into her bathroom.
~*~
*Ring*Ring*
Buffy ran out of her bathroom in a towel and grabbed the phone just in time.
"Hello."
'Hey Buffy. You ready for tonight?'
"Hi Skye. Yeah, I am."
'Great. Well I'm going to meet up with Willow, Xander, Anya and Riley and we're going to meet you and Spike, okay?'
"What about Oz?"
'He's already there. The band.'
"Right. Yeah, okay."
'Okay, see you in a few.'
The phone line went flat and Buffy hung it up. Quickly she searched through her closet for something to wear. Finally, she decided on a short denim skirt and a blue halter-top. She made her way down the steps and into the living room. Spike was sitting on the sofa in pair of baggy black jeans and a black t-shirt. He stood up and walked over to her when the doorbell rang. The two went over and opened the door to see Willow, Xander, Anya, Riley and Skye.
"You two ready?" Willow asked.
"Yeah. All set." Buffy said.
~*~
Buffy sat at a table with Willow and Riley. Anya and Xander and Spike and Skye had gone off to dance. If Willow left, Buffy would seek revenge on her because she knew Riley would ask her to dance, and she cant just say no.
"I'm going to go get a drink." Willow said.
"I'll help you." Buffy offered.
"No, no its okay. You and Riley stay and talk or sit in quiet."
"Yeah. Okay. Take your time . . ." Buffy said.
"Buffy, do you want to dance?"
'Oh no, those few words. Boy is Willow going to get it.' Buffy thought.
"Uh, sure Riley."
"Great."
They walked out next to Spike and Skye and lucky her, a slow song came on. Riley wrapped his arms around her waist and she placed hers around his neck. She rested her head on his chest and watched Spike dance with Skye. She wanted so badly to be in Spike's arms instead of Skye.
"Are you okay Buffy? Lately you haven't been you." Riley said.
"Why does everyone think something's wrong? Nothing is wrong! I'm fine, happy old me!" Buffy yelled and pulled out of his arms.
He watched in shock as she ran out. Was what he said that bad?
"What did you do?" Spike asked.
"Nothing, I just asked her what was wrong."
"Spike, let it go. Its probably just PMS." Skye said and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"I need to talk to you." He said.
"I'm listening." Skye said.
"Maybe we should go up on there." Spike said, nodding to the balcony.
"Sure." Skye said and followed him up. "What is it?" She asked as they sat down on the sofa.
"This isn't going to work out luv. I'm sorry but . . ." Spike said.
"What? I don't understand. Why?" She asked.
"Its not you, really, its me. I . . . I'm in love with someone else."
He was expecting her to cry, or walk off, not slap him. He just sat there.
"How? What did? Who?" She asked, getting teary eyed. "You told me you loved me. I gave myself to . . ."
"I'm sorry pet. But I can't lie anymore. I only stayed with you because I didn't want to hurt you."
"Don't talk to me. I don't want to see you ever again." She said and stood up.
"Skye please."
"Stay the hell away from me." She said and walked off.
"Bloody hell." He muttered.
~*~
Buffy heard someone banging on the door downstairs. Quickly she flew from her room and down the stairs. She opened to reveal a teary eyed Skye. She pulled her inside and hugged her.
"Skye, what happened?" Buffy asked.
"He . . . He broke up with me!" She said.
"Spike?"
"Yes! Who else? He said he was in love with someone else and was all "I'm sorry luv" like that would make it better. Buffy him and me . . . I let him . . ."
"SHH. He doesn't deserve you. Lets go upstairs." She said and the two headed up to her room.
Buffy sat on her bed while Skye laid down, burying her head in the pillow. She looked up to see Buffy holding Mr. Gordo.
"What did I do?" Skye asked. "For him not to love me. To love some other girl."
"Skye, you didn't do anything. Spike . . . Was just . . . You can't blame him for not feeling the same. You can't even blame him for being with you during that." Buffy said.
"I don't understand. Your saying this is my fault?"
"No, nothing like that. I'm saying that it's neither of yours fault. I mean, he only stayed with you because he didn't want to hurt you, right?"
"That's what he said. But still . . . It hurts Buffy."
"I know. But its okay, you'll move on. You'll move on to a better guy. One that truly loves you."
"You think?" She asked, looking up at her friend with hope in her eyes.
"I know."
"Thanks Buffy."
"No problem." Buffy said.
~ What you think? Okay, just to say, the whole rape remembering part, that was all EmilyTheStrange1 yep, it was all her. She's helping me a lot with this fic and I just want you all to know that. Yep. So, review ~
