Thanks so much to Sammi (Political Princess) for helping me with idea's for this chapter! I wouldn't have written this chapter without you!

Chapter 19 -The Guilt of a Love Token

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Spinelli sat at home looking at her wedding dress in awe -it was so beautiful! This felt just like it was real, but every now and then the truth would come crashing down on her, every time she really got happy she remembered it wasn't real. Her mum had also been picking up on her feelings -how ever hard she tried to hide them.

"Ashley -you've been looking at that dress for twenty minuets now!" said Flo angrily putting the dress away "if I didn't know any better I'd say you think this is real"

"just drop it okay?" said Spinelli firmly

"ASHLEY-" she was cut off from shouting any further by the door knocking.

Spinelli opened it to see TJ, she hugged him and gave him a long kiss.

"Hi" she said Smiling

"hi -I've srota got something for you, you've gotta come with me though" he said

"okay" said Spinelli sounding a little confused

TJ and Spinelli got into TJ's car and he drove to the top oh a hill side where a telescope stood waiting. The only sauce of light was a few lights from the town below.

"TJ -whats going on?" asked Spinelli still sounding confused

"this is my present to you -I named a star after you"

"wow" whispered Spinelli, tears of sadness and guilt filling her eyes. she gave him a tight hug "that's the most amazing thing anyone's ever done for me"

"well you are amazing, before you came along I wasn't truly happy, now your hear I really am -I don't know what I'd do without you"

TJ wrapped his arms around Spinelli and kissed her. 'great -keep on talking -the more you talk the more my heart will break when I play you' thought Spinelli

"do you wanna see your star now?" he whispered

"sure" she said letting him lead her to the telescope she looked through to see a large star "wow"

"you like it? I wanted to get something that was as beautiful as you -this was the only thing that came close"

Spinelli smiled "what did I ever do to deserve you?" 'nothing' screamed a voice in her mind 'you don't deserve him -he doesn't deserve this'

"you came back too me" he whispered "here's the second part of your gift" he handed her a enlarged framed picture of the star, below it said 'Star Ashley Spinelli'

Spinelli looked at the picture she was absolutely speechless.

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awwwwwww so TJ's blindly in love with Spinelli and has bought her the most amazing gift ever! Spinelli's guilt is rising faster and faster by the moment! Will Spinelli crack? Or will she keep her emotions down?

i_luv_meee: that's the same -Thanks!

political princess: your with 3 recess guys! You comment on Spinelli and look at u j/k lol! I hope she makes the right choice to

Desirae (Jeffs 1 girl: aw glad your enjoying it!

Noelle: yep -u got it! it took me so long 2 get that! Yea that's what I meant 8) I agree -Every girl needs a TJ! YEA THE EXPERIMENT EPPIE RULES! Thanks 4 the long review! Glad your enjoying it!

Mistress of Balmoral: yea -it's a shame we cant slap Spinelli and tell her to go 4 TJ!

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