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Chapter 6 Serious (No pun intended!) Matters

Harry sat in his room. His own room not Dudley's second bedroom. His own room in his own house with his father and sister. He sighed. How suddenly he wished he had not asked to join the Order. No he didn't regret that. He regretted yelling at his father. He saw something resembling a bowl in a box in the corner of his room. When he got a closer look he realized it was a pensive. Unfortunately he got a little to close and was jerked into the pensive. When he landed he found himself in a pale blue baby nursery. A calendar on the wall told him when he was. October 31, 1981. Very suddenly Harry felt ready to vomit. Tonight was the night his bastard of a Grandfather killed his mother. Baby Harry was standing in his crib. Leaning over the side of the crib was a three-year-old Kaitlyn Black. This greatly confused Harry. If Kaitlyn had been there how come Voldemort hadn't killed her too? He decided to listen to the conversation between Kaitlyn and himself.

"Daddy might be comin over tonight, Harry. I've missed him, haven't you?" Kaitlyn asked.

"Pady! Me want Pady!" Baby Harry shrieked with laughter.

Suddenly a loud 'BOOM' issued throughout the house.

"Lily, it's him take Harry and run!" a frantic James Potter screamed.

His mother ran hurriedly into the nursery. "Kaitlyn, Grandpa's here, but not to play get in the closet and don't come out until Daddy opens the closet and tells you to come out. Remember I love you, and I always will. Get in quickly and don't make a sound!" Lily hissed as his sister ran into the closet silent tears streaming down her face. Harry (present day) realized he too had silent tears streaming down his face. The door burst open and in walked Voldemort. His mother stood protectively in front of him.

"Give me the boy, Lily!" Voldemort hissed.

"No! I will never hand over my son!" his mother screamed.

"Now, now. That's no way to treat your father. CRUCIO!" Voldemort roared. His mother's screams filled the air. Harry was horrified. He was glad the Dementors didn't make him hear this.

"Four minutes, Baby. Hand me the boy or face ten," Voldemort laughed.

"You will kill me before you touch my son!" Lily yelled bravely.

"Ten minutes it is then. CRUCIO!" Voldemort roared.

Harry kept his eyes on his watch, not being able to watch his mother suffer. His Grandfather took the curse off after 10 minutes. However instead of commenting his eyes began to loose their evil look. After that his skin came back to a normal tone. Now he greatly resembled the boy Harry had seen in the Chamber of Secrets.

"Daddy!" his mother whispered.

"I can't help it, Lily. My damned father's curse is too strong. I love you, Lily. Grindlewald's curse doesn't. I love you, baby," he whispered going back to the way he was when he had entered the room.

"Stand aside you silly girl!" Voldemort hissed.

"Never!" Lily screamed.

"Death was your choice. Remember that, Lily. Aveda Kedavra!" Voldemort hissed.

Harry watched as his mother fell to the ground lifeless.

"Now for the boy," Voldemort said. "Aveda Kedavra!"

The flash of green light rebounded off of Harry and onto a very fearful Lord Voldemort. With a scream of terror the body of Voldemort disintegrated, and his spirit flew away with the looming black of night and past through the full moon.

"Oh crap!" Harry thought.

Baby Harry started to cry. No. He started to scream. Over all the noise, Harry was able to make out a whisper coming form the closet.

"I wish I could help you, Harry. Please hurry Daddy, I can't bear much more of this," Kaitlyn whispered.

As if on queue the door opened. For Kaitlyn's sake Harry hoped it was Sirius. But it wasn't. It was Hagrid. He took Harry outside. When present day Harry wasn't forced to follow he realized he was in Kaitlyn's pensive. About 3 minutes later Sirius burst into the room and over to the closet. A scared and shaking Kaitlyn Black came out of it.

"Was it really that bad?" Sirius wondered aloud.

"Daddy, he hurt Mommy. 14 minutes of cr . . . somethin," Kaitlyn whispered.

Sirius horrified face was the last thing he saw before the room disappeared replaced by a little shack. It was the same night because Harry saw another calendar. His sister stood in the middle of the shack clutching a blanket and teddy bear. Suddenly someone or something started pounding on the door. It continued for 5 minutes before the door flew off its hinges. Standing in the doorway was a fully-grown werewolf that was clearly recognizable to both Harry and Kaitlyn. "Mo . . . Moon . . . Moony please don't hurt me! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Kaitlyn screamed as the werewolf leaped on top of her its jaw claming shut on her shoulder. Slowly and painfully the werewolf turned back into human form. Remus Lupin. Never had Harry felt a stronger hatred for the man in front of him then right now. "What in bloody hell have you done to my daughter, you bastard?" Sirius roared from behind Remus.

"So you did decide to show up. A little late don't you think, Black?" Remus hissed.

"Now I know why James and I suspected you of being the spy," Sirius hissed.

"What are you talking about, Sirius?" asked Remus.

"Yes we thought YOU were the spy. Obviously we were wrong. The rat was the spy," Sirius said pure loathing in his voice.

"YOU were the trader, Sirius. YOU gave Lily and James to Voldemort," Remus hissed.

"Even if I did do what you just accused me of, which I didn't, you thought that it would be okay to threaten and attack my three-year-old defenseless daughter?" Sirius roared.

While their fight continued, Harry slide to the ground, pulled his knees to his face and started crying. Remus, the only person other then his father, who had always helped him when he needed help, had purposely attacked his older sister. Kaitlyn was purposely attacked and bitten just because Remus, Harry thought angrily, had thought his father betrayed his mother to Voldemort. He just sat and sobbed not caring about his surroundings.

*Back in Harry's room*

"Harry?" Sirius called. Looking around the room he saw the pensive. When he got no answer he assumed that's where Harry was. Looking down at the pensive he saw very clearly what memory Harry was in. "Shit!" Sirius hissed as he saw his son crying.

*Back in the pensive*

Harry heard someone land beside him, but didn't bother to see who it was. The scene started to fade, and his father cursed beside him. Looking around he realized he was on a street corner. The sun was up, so Harry assumed it was the next day. Sirius held Kaitlyn and they were walking down the street talking to a woman who greatly resembled Remus. Suddenly a shout from across the street caused Sirius and the woman to turn around.

"Lily and James, Sirius, how could you?" yelled the voice.

"You killed them, Wormtail!" the woman yelled.

"Stay out of this, Jess," Sirius whispered.

"He killed my husband, too, Sirius. James was killed too!"

the woman said.

"How dare you, Peter!" Sirius roared.

"What do you mean? LILY AND JAMES, SIRIUS! HOW COULD YOU?" Wormtail yelled, and suddenly the street got blasted apart.

"Jessica!" Sirius whispered horrified, as the woman next to him fell to the ground dead. Kaitlyn started to silently cry again. "No! Lily and James, Peter, how could you!" About a half-hour later members of the Ministry began to arrive. Fudge was the first to spot Sirius, and stalked over to him.

"Give me the girl, Black!" he hissed.

"Never!" Sirius said getting nervous.

"You will not kill or hurt another person again, Black! Give me the girl!" Fudge demanded.

"I will never give my daughter to the Minis . . ." Sirius began.

"I'll take her Cournelius," Remus said as he walked over to them. "I'm her godfather."

Kaitlyn clutched Sirius' neck even tighter. Some of the other Ministry officials were coming over now.

"Cournelius, why don't you just put him in tight custody and let his daughter stay with him?" Frank Longbottom said, smiling kindly at Kaitlyn.

"No! Crouch said he's to be taken into custody in Azkaban!" Fudge shouted.

"For the love of God Crouch isn't the bloody Minister of Magic is he? No! Thomas Potter is you fool! And the Minister said that his daughter can stay with him, and he didn't say he had to go to Azkaban!" Frank roared.

"Harry, I think you've seen enough," Sirius said. He gently pulled Harry's arm upward and out of the pensive.

When they landed back in his room, Harry collapsed on his bed hysterically crying. Sirius sat next to him and tightly hugging him. They had been like that for about 10 minutes, when there was a knock on the door.

"Come in," Sirius said.

"Molly said to come get you, your dinner's getting cold," Remus said, when he saw Harry crying. "Don't think about changing his punishment just because he said he's sorry."

"Don't talk about what you can't comprehend, WEREWOLF!" said Harry, his last word hissed venomously.

"Harry," Sirius said softly, as he pulled Harry back onto his bed.

"What did you just call me?" Remus hissed.

"A were . . ." Harry started.

"Harry, you have to remember that was almost 15 years ago, Harry," Sirius whispered softly into Harry's ear.

"Sirius your son just. . ." Remus said unable to finish his sentence.

"I want a explanation, Dad," Harry said suddenly.

"Yes, you deserve an explanation, and you will get one just wait a few minutes, okay," Sirius said.

"SIRIUS BLACK, YOUR SON JUST CALLED ME A WEREWOLF AND THEN HE DESERVES AN EXPLANATION?" Remus roared.

"YOU ARE A WEREWOLF!" Harry yelled.

"BOTH OF YOU STOP IT!" Sirius yelled. "Remus, Harry went into Kaitlyn's pensive."

"So what?" Remus hissed.

"Dad, I completely understand why you thought he was the spy. I don't understand how you were able to forgive him so quickly," Harry said.

"That's enough young man, apologize to Remus right now!" Sirius said, getting annoyed with Harry.

"Sorry," Harry whispered. "Who was that woman Wormtail killed?"

"Tell me what memories he saw before I decide to forgive him for what he said," Remus demanded.

"Oct. 31, 1981 - Nov.1, 1981," Sirius responded. "Lily's murder, Kaitlyn's bite, and the street."

"Oh," Remus said.

"You bite my sister, tried to and I'm assuming did take my sister away from my dad, and all you can say is oh?" Harry roared.

"Those memories," Remus said, turning deathly pale.

"Harry as I told you before, that was almost 15 years ago. Remus has apologized more times then necessary for that. If both Kaitlyn and I have forgiven him, then I expect you to forgive him. Is that understood?" Sirius said, his voice changing from soft and compassionate to stern and slightly angry. The affect that had on Harry was immediate and shocking.

"I'm sorry, Remus. I shouldn't have said what I said. Even if it's true," the last part was said much quieter, but Sirius heard it all the same.

"Harry Orion Black! I told you to apologize. You need to learn to think before you speak! Did I make my self clear?" Sirius hissed after hitting Harry across the face.

Harry brought his hand up to the spot on his face that hurt from Sirius' slap. "Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!" Harry moaned.

"I'm sorry, Harry. I really am. You have questions, and I have the answers. I should have told you all that much sooner. Harry, did you see all of Mom's murder?" Sirius asked.

"From when Voldemort entered?" Harry asked.

"No, you little brat. When your dumbass father decided to change to Peter on. You didn't see when your mother kissed the hem of Voldemorts robes!" Remus hissed.

"SHUT UP YOU BASTERD! YOU ARE A HEARTLESS FUCKED UP WEREWOLF, WHO CARES ONLY FOR HIMSELF! GET AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I'LL REGRET!" Harry roared.

"You all ready did," Remus whispered running out of the room.

(Remus point of view)

I can't believe I said that to Harry! We all swore Sirius would tell Harry about his real mother. Lily Black was his real mother, but she wasn't the person Harry thinks she is. Lily Black is a Death Eater. She took advantage of her daughter's powers. Got herself killed, and had her daughter bring her back. Lily has worked for her father ever since. Sirius of course did not know this until his escape from Azkaban, after being reunited with his daughter.

Remus ran out of 12 Grimauld Place and down the street. He had walked about three blocks when he bumped into a woman.

"I'm so sorry! I didn't see you. Oh man I am so stupid! Sirius is going to kill me!" Remus whispered.

"You know Sirius Black? Where is he, please tell me. I did something stupid, and need to find my husband," she said nervously.

Remus felt his stomach drop. How dare she! How dare she come back! Does she even know how much she had hurt her daughter?

"Yes, I do. Unfortunately I'm your daughter's godfather. Though you may not remember what you did, I definitely do. She was three fucking years old! Still a baby! If your death hadn't ended her childhood, you leaving did. A cute and wonderful three-year-old girl had to deal with the fact that her mother had used her! Onto Sirius, after he escaped Azkaban, Kaitlyn told him all about the brilliant trick you played on her. He hates you! Do you know how hard it is for him to pretend to miss you around Harry? He told James years ago, after you tried to get him to help you. Sirius does not want you interfering with HIS son's life. Don't you dare show your face at 12 Grimauld Place, Lily Black!"

***Okay wow that's long. For those of you that read the plot in my bio, that's for the whole story! As you can see it has started to develop already. It's very strange, isn't it. For all Remus fans, he's back to his old self sometime in the next 6-7 chapters. Lily fans: she may not be what you've always pictured, but she's not as evil as I've made her seem either.

Okay, there is one thing that ticked me off about the reviews for the last chapter. I am in 7th Grade in Catholic School, and have been looking for High Schools for the last month. The work is a major adjustment, and so are the tests. Did I mention the relationships? Friends? Knowing the difference between a friend and a boyfriend? Dance, choir, and cantoring on top of that! I would love to drop dead now! Getting 7 and 8 reviews from one person telling me to and I quote, "please update already!" I have explained in previous chapters that I am in 7th grade and extremely busy. It would really be appreciated if I could only have to read 2-3 reviews per person per chapter. I am really starting to stress about updating this story often to keep you guys happy. That needs to stop. My science average has dropped from an E to a B, and my English average is on the border of a C. My teachers have been telling me that it is harder material, but I know I could get better grades if I put my mind to it. If what happened last chapter happens again with more then one person, I will discontinue this story until Christmas break.
I promise I will update again as soon as I get 65 reviews. If one person does it I will not allow anonymous reviews anymore. You Have Been Warned!