Rogue
Rogue's Diary:
I thought it would be over.
I just wanted the hurting to stop.
I couldn't take anymore. The lying, being used, having my friends hurt.
It had to stop.
Someone had to stop her before she hurt someone again.
Every time I thought I'd find some peace she'd destroy it, again and again.
She was destroying all of us. She destroyed me.
And Kurt was next.
I couldn't let her do that. I couldn't let her do what she did to me to Kurt or anyone else. It had to be done. She was a menace. A monster.
Then why do I feel so empty?
That look in Kurt's eyes. I'll never forget that look as long as I live. He'll never get over this. Maybe it's better this way. Maybe it's better that he hates me instead of being used by Mystique. I could live with that. At least he's safe.
Okay so half the mansion thinks I'm a killer and the other half wants to give me a medal. I never really cared what other people thought of me before so why should I start now?
Because these people are my family. And they matter to me. Not just Kurt.
They're fighting because of me and I can't stand it.
And now Magneto's dead. Well whoop de doo! I'm not sorry he's gone. Ruined our lives enough. He's more of a donor to me than a parent.
Not like Mystique.
But they're both dead and its all my fault. I'm the one Apocalypse used so he could escape and get what he wants. So I killed both of them.
I've hurt the people I love. The very people I've been trying to protect. And I betrayed them.
I've become what I swore I'd never be.
I'm Mystique…
