Sandra: Well, here's the tear jerker angst whatever ending! Enjoy!

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Optional ending I

*Rei's P.O.V.*

I groan, my head hurts, rubbing it, I open my eyes and look into a pair of bloodshot blue eyes…

"Tala?"

"Hai, koneko, I'm here…are you alright?" He asked me, helping me up into a sitting position.

"I don't know what I feel anymore Tala…" I answer him honestly, all that time I was asleep, I can see Kai, just Kai, and it hurt, cause I would see him die in front of me, in my arms…

I felt a soft hand wipe at my face and I realised that I started to cry again.

"Rei, if it really helps, I don't know how much it will hurt you, but I know you still want to see Kai…"

"Kai? Where is he?" I ask leaping at the red haired in front of me.

"He's…next door…" That's all I needed to know, and with that, I leapt up and ran out of the room, apparently, I'm in a hospital, but that doesn't matter to me, what matters is Kai!

"Kai!" I burst through the door and I see Max, Tyson and Kenny in there.

I looked at Max, he was crying…

Tyson's hands were clenched into a fist, his body shaking.

And Kenny, he's scanning through the papers and taking in deep breaths.

And Kai…he's lying there, tubes hanging off his body, so many different things attached to him, his skin colour is paler than usual…his lips are a purplish colour…his eyes are closed…his chest isn't moving…

"Kai…" I ran over to the body and hugged him, but no response, I couldn't feel his arms around me, I couldn't feel his breath against my skin, I couldn't feel a heart beat…

"Rei…" I looked at Kenny.

"Chief…please tell me that Kai's just playing, that he's pulling a prank on me…"

"I'm sorry Rei…the doctors tried their best…but…he lost too much blood…"

"Blood…" I saw it again, Kai being stabbed, Kai in my arms, Kai dead in my arms…

I screamed.

There was only one thing in my mind now. Boris.

*Tala's P.O.V.*

I hope Rei's alright, I don't want to see his reaction to Kai…

I guess going back to bring Kai here wasn't a good idea, but I have to go check on Rei…

Walking out of the room, I walked towards the designated door when it flung open and I saw a black haired blur push past me…Rei.

"Rei!" I yelled as I chased after him.

Why is Rei in such a rush? "REI! Slow down!" I yelled, but he didn't show any signs of acknowledgement to me.

I watched Rei run into a building and I stopped and looked at where we were…

"oh no…REI COME BACK!" I cried out, but too late now, why is he so damn stupid! Is he insane! He can't do anything in his condition! But then again, he can also kill absolutely anyone and anything in his current state of mind…

Forget it, just go in!

Making my way through the building, I hear an alarm go off…damn! They already installed proper security…

Hiding around the corner, I watched the number of guards run past me, leaping out and pulling one in, I hit him and he fainted, stripping him, and putting on the uniform, I had a hard time tucking my hair under the cap, but managed.

Pulling out a pair of sunglasses from nowhere, I put it on and picked up the gun, and ran with the other guards.

Pulling into a skidding halt, I watched as the big bunch of guards on the top of the stairs started barging at the door…if these are guards, I must be God!

Sighing I barged my way through and rammed at the door and it swung open, but also landed on the floor, and all the other guards started to stampede over me…

Ugh…my back! Getting up with all the strength I could muster, I tried to look over the guards to see what's going on, but apparently, everyone seems taller than me…

Growling, I jumped up and looked over the number of heads.

Ok, lets see…

JUMP! I caught a glimpse of a furry collared jacket.

JUMP! I caught a glimpse of blonde hair.

JUMP HIGHER! I caught a glimpse of a VERY big nose…must be Bryan, Ian and Spencer.

Alright, one more jump, and lets try and leap over this bunch of sissies!

I walked back to the door and ran and jumped, somersaulting in the air and landing at the front.

I looked past the shortness of Ian and my mouth gaped, Boris was at the edge of the building with a scalpel at his throat, and Rei is the one holding the scalpel…

"Rei!" I cried out to him, but he can't hear me.

Trying to run towards my koneko, I was being held at my legs, looking down, I see this VERY stupid mask hanging on top of a very nig nose…Ian.

"Sorry Tala, but we have orders to not let anyone get close." Ian said rubbing his head against my leg…argh! Kicking my leg back and forth trying to shake him off.

*Rei's P.O.V.*

I can only see red, and only one thing planted in my mind. Kill Boris. Seeing Kai die in my arms was bad enough, but seeing him useless in the hospital bed, that's it…

"You've taken away my hope Boris…You took it away, you took HIM AWAY FROM ME!"

"Now now neko boy, how can you blame me when he was the one who jumped in front of the knife?"

"Shut up! If you weren't using that bloody knife, Kai wouldn't have died you stupid fool!"

"And what are you planning to do? Use that little scalpel to slice me and push me off this building and then throw the scalpel down, hoping that it will hit me square in the chest?"

"Well actually, I'm going to slice your neck, shove this scalpel down your throat, push you off the edge and then jump after you."

"You're insane! Jumping after me will kill you too!"

"I am insane, and it's because you just ripped a part of me away! I'm going to jump after you, and make sure I land on you so that I can brake your bones! It may take my life away from me, but you need to feel so much more times the pain that Kai felt before he died!" I said to him, smiling manically.

"You wouldn't do that!" Boris said smirking at me.

"Look at you, quivering in your boots already! I bet your practically in tears behind that ugly mask of yours!" I said glaring at him.

"You little…" I slashed at the mans throat, only red…bloody red…

I saw him try to scream and I shoved the small weapon down his throat, and pushed him off the edge. I watched him fall, I grinned, oh, his face, so much fear and pain…I jumped down after him, don't worry Kai, I'll be seeing you shortly, wait for me…

But I don't know if I could see you, because you will be going to heaven. But me…I just did a deadly sin, and I'm proud of it, because it was revenge for you, koibito…I sound really selfish, I have Tala, but I still want you…Heh…maybe in our next life we'll meet, cause I think I'll be going to hell, I hope you would watch over Tala for me Kai…sometimes he would switch back to his chibi mode, and really needs someone to take care of him…

"REI!" That's my name and don't ware it out. I closed my eyes, that person who just called me, I hope you find someone better.

"Aishiteru Tala…" I whispered before I closed my eyes, smiling, I could feel my life coming to an end.

I felt the wind knocked out of me as I hit the body below me, but strangely enough, I felt protected…Opening my eyes, I looked to the side and saw a pair of arms wrapped around my body, looking down at the face, I saw panting parted lips, I saw scrunched eyes, and I ran a hand over the face, one eye opened and looked at me with relief.

"Hey…Rei…" Tears brimmed my eyes once again….no way…first Kai…now…

"Tala… WHY?! WHY DID YOU DO IT?! FIRST IT'S KAI AND NOW YOU!"

"I had to…koneko…to protect the one…I love…"

"Baka! If you go too, then who's going to protect me now?!" I yelled at him, my hands clenched into fists at my side.

"I know Rei…but I'm sorry…I didn't want…it to end…this way too."

I cried hard, and looked at the blurry figure underneath me…I pulled at the cap and let his red hair flow out.

"Tala…don't leave me…Kai already left me…my hope…he took half my heart away with me…Tala…you're my life…if you go too…there won't be any heart left inside me…"

"A part of my heart will always be with you, and so will Kai's…" I felt Tala's arms let go of me and a saw two be blades in front of my face soon after…

"Dranzer…Wolborg…"

"I know both Kai…and I, would want you to have it…"

I closed my eyes as more tears threat to come out, then I opened them and look at Tala's face…

Kai? I blinked…I could see half of Kai's face and Half of Tala's face…

"Take good care of them for us." I heard both the voices of the two most beloved people in my life, and the two people I have lost…

Leaning down I gave them a kiss…I felt the response…it's strange, I feel like I'm kissing Kai and Tala both together…

"Aishiteru koibito…" I whispered when we broke the kiss…I saw them smile, before Kai faded away and Tala dropped limp…

Holding Dranzer and Wolborg close to me, I took in a deep breath, my tears were no longer shed able because I haven't got any left to shed…picking up Tala in my arms, I looked disgustedly down at Boris dead body, my eyes slit, I kicked him and them I stamped my foot on his face, before turning away and walking off.

*Normal P.O.V.*

As all the black clothed figures stood around the two tombstones on the ground, some cried, some prayed, but only one wished.

"Kai…he wad the best team captain ever, he always made us work to the limit, but he did it for our own good, I'll really miss him, he was a great captain, great team mate and a great friend, on behalf of the Bladebreakers Kai, I would like to say thank you, for everything, and I hope your watching over us…I don't think we can be the Bladebreakers without ya man." Tyson said, holding back his tears until he finished his speech.

"Tala, well, I didn't get to know him that well, but he's a good sportsman…funny enough, he caused a havoc for me when he stayed at our place, but I can't help but miss him. Tala, despite you was annoying, you was good to have around and I'm glad we got to what I could call friends."

Tyson bowed and walked off the platform.

Rei stepped up on the stage, taking out a piece of paper, he unfolded it and started, but hid his face behind the sheet, none the less, his voice was still loud and clear.

"There are two things in my life…

My hope, which was Kai.

And my meaning to live, Tala.

Both of them were taken away from me.

Is it because I was selfish for wanting them both?

Or was it because I don't deserve that kind of love?

People say that things heal in time.

But they don't.

Some things just can't be fixed, no matter how hard you try.

I feel so lifeless and empty inside, but I know that they're both watching over me.

I know that one day I will see them again.

It might not be tomorrow, it might not be next week, it might not even be next year.

But I know that if I believe and as long as I live, I know Tala's there with me, as long as I believe, I know that Kai's there with me.

Kai's the best captain, friend, lover and soul mate ever.

Tala's the best lover, little child at one point and also soul mate ever.

I'll never forget either one of you.

I'll never forget the times we shared Kai and I'll never forget the times we spent together too Tala.

As long as Dranzer and Wolborg are by my side, I know that you two are up there in heaven watching over me, over us.

Maybe you can put in a good word with the big guy up there and try to sneak me into heaven with you?"

Rei chuckled, he took off his sunglasses and hat which hid once hid his face, and people gasped.

The once golden orbs were bloodshot red, and one eye was closed with a big slash going down it.

"Every time I look somewhere, you both would appear with open arms, I would run over and you would disappear. I was going insane, do you know that?"

Tyson's mouth hung open. 'no wonder he moved out'

Max shed a new set of tears. 'why Rei?'

"I couldn't take it no more, I wanted to die and go, but I said to Tala I would take care of Dranzer and Wolborg, and despite no one is here to take care of me, I don't want them to feel abandoned too…"

Kenny took deep breaths as Dizzy tried to calm him down.

"I did the only other thing left, I tried to blind myself, I managed to cut on eyes, it stung like hell you know, but it didn't stop me, no…the pain edged me to go further…but then…your bit beats stopped me…why they did it? I don't know? But in the end, I am grateful, cause if I was truly blind, I wouldn't be able to see the light you guys are shining down on me now."

Rei smiled and sighed as he folded the paper and tucked it back into his pockets, looking up once again, he kissed his hand and stretched it towards the sky.

"Aishiteru Kai, Tala. My koibitos."

OWARI I

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Sandra: Ok, so violent and well, ok, it's crap, but hey, I'm trying to do this for you guys! I hope you liked it! Review!!!