READ THIS!!~~

This chapter has descriptions of bad things done to people.

The next few chapters will most likely be the worst.

Kuwabara's may be the worst, and Kurama's is terrible as well.

But You will get some relief from this nasty crap, with Hiei and Yusuke.

There is forced Yaoi in this chapter, but no rape.

Just unwanted kisses and such.

If you are offended skip this chapter, you will be able to understand the next few chapters without this one.

I strongly encourage you read this, for It may be a smidgen difficult to completely get the next few chapters.

But if you can't bring yourself to read this (this chapter freaks me out too....) then just know, during Kuwabara's test he was violated.

PAM and JOY you should defiantly skip this chapter.

~kazima~



"Kuwabara." Kira looked at him.

She didn't need to say anymore. Kuwabara rose to his feet, and the bloody bandages grew wet with fresh blood, once again.

'He's going to lose his legs.' Hiei heard a voice pop in his head. Hiei made a fist, sadly, that voice...was true. After this...Kuwabara may never be able to walk again...

He walked to meet her, leaving red footprints.

She smiled, and a door appeared behind her. "You will not be dragged down by darkness, now you have all earned the right to face your deaths on your own."

Kira's cool face hardened when Kuwabara began sniggering. "Geez...and they say my speeches are corny!" He was trying to lessen the tension in the room but, it just made it worse.

Kira growled, and Kuwabara waved a trembling hand good-bye.

As he stepped into the room he heard a telepathic call enter his head.

"We'll be waiting for you."

In surprise, Kuwabara looked over at the worn out Hiei.

And that was the last thing he saw as Kira shut him in.

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Kuwabara blinked, he was on top of a roof on a very high building.

In nothing but his boxers.

He shuddered from the cold wind, and flushed with embarrassment.

Kira smiled and she spoke with a sly smile, "I'm sure your wondering why your half nude."

Kuwabara flushed, and glared.

"Your friends are hanging down on the side of the building. You have only one way to reach them, and that is by your boxers."

Kuwabara's whole body turned red.

But the little girl wasn't finished.

"In the nude, you most carry them to the other side of the building." Kira snapped her fingers, and a crowd of woman and men, Kuwabara had met in his life time, appeared. "While they watch...and do much more."

Kuwabara shuddered, how could he do this...

"Oh and your friends will be doing some unpleasant things to you as well." Kira flickered away, and for that he felt grateful.

He did not want her to see him.

He turned to look at the images of the familiar faces.

Koenma, Boeton, Keiko, Yukina, Genkai, Shizuru...it just kept going. He knew every one there.

He felt shameful tears prickle in his eyes, but his friends were more important than his pride. He turned from the crowd, and dropped his boxers.

He ripped them and peeked over the building seeing his friend clinging to a window. He lowered the cloth and pulled them all up on by one. As soon as this task was done, Kuwabara hoped he could maybe salvage some of his honor, and pride, so he tried to see if he could wrap the shredded cloth around his exposed private.

But Kira's cruel, heartless laughter twisted with the wind, and Kuwabara's boxers were gone. He couldn't help it, tears spilled down his face, but he swallowed his pride.

In an instant, he lost his honor, and knew he'd break his code, by killing a girl.

He picked Hiei up first and pushed through the crowd. His friends, the people he knew scratched him, and burning cigarettes were pressed to his pale skin. Rocks bashed at his body, and Kuwabara wondered which was worse. The fire, or this.

Then, he felt Hiei bite his neck, drawing blood. He gasped in pain, and met Hiei's eyes. Those red orbs were starring at him, in a way prey stares at meat. He smiled then, and his tongue licked the wound.

It was then, Kuwabara knew, he would lose his sanity in this test.

Hiei's hands roamed and touched Kuwabara in places one does not touch, unless married. And Hiei played with the wound on his neck, sucking out the blood, and for a minute Kuwabara was afraid Hiei would consume all his blood.

But he wouldn't be that fortunate.

Kuwabara sobbed as he felt Hiei whispered, "Don't deny me." Hiei bit again, at his collar bone, and sucked, stealing more blood. And finally Kuwabara placed Hiei on the other side. Once he was set down, the Hiei image disappeared like dust.

Kuwabara walked back the path he came, following his red stains of blood from his burned feet. Sharp pains cut his body, and Kuwabara wondered if this test would kill him.

He laughed bitterly, no this would only cause enough pain so that he felt pain outside, and inside.

He picked up Kurama next, and headed back. Kurama groped at him, and he bit into his shoulder, chewing the meat. Kuwabara crying hard, looked down at him eyes filled with betrayal. Kurama licked the blood off his lips and stroked Kuwabara's chin, and kissed it.

Kuwabara stifled a whimper, and a cry, and continued walking. He screamed as a hot metal was placed on his skin. Branded On his stomach was the word 'Kira', which would not fade for several months.

Kurama licked his shoulder, where he had a chunk of his shoulder missing. Kurama followed the trail of blood with his tongue. Kuwabara sped up a bit, and Kurama's hands moved faster. Finally, Kuwabara set the false Kurama down, and like Hiei, he faded. Kuwabara walked back on his slick bloody path.

His feet had lost all feeling. And so had his body. He felt no outwards pain. How could he win, if it was all focused on the inside?

Kuwabara halted starring at the image of his best friend, allowing the evil crowd to harm him. The image of his sister burned her cigarette under his ear, and Kuwabara stepped forward.

He picked up his best friend, and the fake Yusuke smiled, and Kuwabara let out a most bitter sob.

He walked, feeling without a soul, as Yusuke touched him. Yusuke's eyes starring dead on at Kuwabara's face. Yusuke leaned up and kissed the tears away from Kuwabara's eyes, and Kuwabara whimpered.

"Please no...don't do this to me...Please Urameshi."

Yusuke smiled, and kissed the trails of tears.

When Kuwabara got to the end of the building, Yusuke grabbed his face, and kissed him with a fierce wickedness. His tongue raping Kuwabara's virgin mouth. Kuwabara pried him off him, and sobbed, choking for air. Yusuke faded, and so did the crowd.

Kuwabara sat down, blood from his wounds surrounding him. Only his bruises, and battered body to console him. He sat hugging his knees to his chest, and closed his eyes.

"KUWABARA!"

The exhausted red head looked up into his friend's horrified faces. They came near him, and Kuwabara, forgetting he was nude, crawled away from them, and like a frightened animal pressed himself to the wall.

His eyes were wide and afraid, a mad look on his face. He was paler than normal, from blood loss and fear.

"No...ahh...GET AWAY!" Those were the only words that could be understood. The rest of his speech sounded like something dying, choking for life. Kuwabara's wide dilated eyes seemed nothing but white marbles, and tears ran rivers down his cheeks.

Hiei had regained back his color from his bloody experience in the last test, and now lost it once again, shocked to see Kuwabara react this way.

Yusuke starred at his nude friend. His eyes seeing the branded 'Kira' on his chest. "Kuwabara..."

"DON'T COME NEAR ME!" Kuwabara screamed, his voice inhuman.

"DON'T YOU TOUCH ME ANYMORE! NO MORE! DON'T STROKE ME! STAY AWAY FROM ME!" Kuwabara howled inhumanly. He pressed him self in the corner, his hand pressing so hard into the wall, he split his skin open, and bloody raindrops slid down the white wall.

All three paled at what he said.

"Kuwabara...did we hurt you...in your test..." Kurama asked shaking.

Kuwabara responded with a whimper, "Please...don't hurt me...don't touch me."

Hiei spotted the red swollen hickeys on his neck, and realized what Kuwabara's test must have been. Kurama and Yusuke noticed as well, and tears spilled from their eyes.

Kurama fell sobbing, and choking out apologies.

Hiei let two tears fall from his face, and he punched the glass mirror, shattering it, and cutting his skin.

Yusuke turned away, and wretched behind the desk.

Kira appeared, and placed sweat pants by Kuwabara smiling, and without a word floated out the door, and tossed over her shoulder, "Hiei, it is your turn."

The door appeared again but Hiei did not go to it.

He starred at Kuwabara who'd pressed him self to the corner, crying so hard, you could not make out his eyes.

He jumped when Yusuke stood and grabbed Kuwabara's wrist. Kuwabara screamed with all his might, a howl that you would here in the depths of Hell. In the worst part of it, Satin's inferno.

Kuwabara punched Yusuke, and even sliced open his skin, with frantic power. He was wriggling and crying so hard he choked. He even lashed out biting the hand that held his wrist.

So now the corner was becoming red from both their wounds, and blood slid on the tile, forming a puddle, and trickling towards the two demons. Kurama scurried away, but Hiei stood.

Kuwabara's blood washed his boots, Hiei had wondered what it'd be like to kill him. Have his boots stained with Kuwabara's blood. And now that he knew, He knew, he didn't like it. More tear gems dripped off his face.

'I can't even protect my self in this Hell hole...what makes me think a mere human will be able to stand up to this?'

Yusuke allowed Kuwabara to strike him; his eyes on the blood flying all around him, all from Kuwabara's wounds, and let tears slide down his face, along with the blood slipping down his hands.

"Kuwabara."

Kuwabara continued his withering. The tears more frantic. The grunts, and roars of a wild animal more frantic. Hiei's eyes widened as he heard Kuwabara's frantic heartbeat from where he was standing. Kurama and him locked eyes, both equally pale.

"KAZUMA!"

The air grew tense, and breathing hard, Kuwabara looked up at Yusuke. Yusuke bent down, Kuwabara whimpering and sobbing all the while. Yusuke placed a tanned hand on his pale face. Kuwabara shuddered, and Yusuke gently stroked his cheek, hoping Kuwabara felt the comfort.

He did, and looked at him still shaking.

He had no light in his eyes. No soul.

"I will never harm you in any way. I will *NEVER* touch you, whatever happened in there, it wasn't me. I care far too much, for me to hurt my dearest friend! You are like my brother Kuwabara...Maybe more...Please don't act this way...don't shut me out" Yusuke's words spilled out, he took a shuddering breath and yelled out,"DON'T SHUT ME OUT! LET ME HELP YOU!!" He shook Kuwabara, beseeching him.

Kuwabara was no longer there, he was at home. Yusuke was on his couch, making joke about Keiko being fat, or Shizuru being a man secretly. The two laughed, and Yusuke stretched on the couch. He lay down and draped his arms around Kuwabara's shoulders and placed his head atop his.

"Hey...Kuwabara."

"Eh?"

"When...I die...thousands of years from now...Do you think...You'll be there?"

"Yeah...even if I'm a ghost."

"Who would have guessed...I'd be bestfriends with a punk like you..."

Kuwabara's eyes returned to normal, and he fell into Yusuke's nap sobbing at his name. Not his last name, his real name. "YUSUKE!YUSUKE!YUSUKE!YUSUKE!"

Kurama and Hiei did not dare approach Kuwabara, knowing that though Kuwabara let Yusuke touch him, their friend would not allow them near him, until he calmed. He in fact, may never let anyone near him again.

Yusuke sobbed, rocking Kuwabara, his nose in his friend's hair. Both of their hair gell had faded away, and their hair fell across their faces. Yusuke's long and straite,yet graceful, and Kuwabara's in long curly wisps.

Kuwabara clung tighter to Yusuke and sobbed out what happened too him, the horror of it all flooding the room. Yusuke crushed the warrior too him, trying to fill his entire body up with Kuwabara, so as to comfort him. Finally Kuwabara fainted, but the tears, and pain remained.

Two more tear gems hit the floor, and Hiei walked through the door.

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I really hated writing this chapter...but it was the best way to cause a lot of mental/physical damage. And if anyone ever does something stupid like this, kissing people without permission, think, this chapter reflects how they feel. Like they're betrayed....Hey I had a moral. Okay. NEXT CHAPTER: Hiei's test, short and simple to calm you down from this nightmare chapter. But then, Kurama's chapter comes. Its the bloodiest chapter out of all of these chapters... In my own humble opinion...its friggin messed up and makes me wanna pee me self.