In this Gundam Wing story; everything is different. There are no Gundams,
no wars, and not so much killing. This story has Yaoi, AU, male pregnancy,
rape, drugs, major OOC, OC's, Romance, Angst, and Drama. Not all of the GW
characters will be in this story.
Summary: Trowa is a troubled young man with an abusive lover; Quatre. Trowa runs away from him; but gets ambushed. On that night Heero, Duo, and Wufei are taking a walk in the city; along there path; they find Trowa being attacked. They bring him to their friend's house; Zechs. Zechs takes care of him with the help of everyone else including Trieze. When Quatre finds out that Trowa had ran away; he swears he will get him back and hurt who ever is helping him. Quatre has a lot of connections and will stop at nothing to get Trowa back.
Parings: Heero/Trowa; Quatre/Trowa; Wufei/Duo; Trieze/Zechs; rest will be said through out the story.
I don't hate Quatre; he's so nice; so I thought I'd give him a major make over in attitude. Hope you like; in later stories he'll be nice; in this one, well. just read to find out.
********** Chapter 1 **********
"You little coward!!! Stand up!!!" A young blond yelled.
The person he was yelling at stood up. He was taller than him; and looked stronger. He had cuts and bruises all over his body. As he stood; his head hung.
"Look at me!!!" The blond yelled.
The brunette looked up into blue angry eyes.
"Trowa, what were you and that man doing?!!!" The blond yelled.
"We were doing nothing, Quatre." Trowa answered quietly.
Quatre gave Trowa a slap up side face leaving a red mark.
"Liar!" Quartre hissed.
"I'm not." Trowa didn't finish; instead there was another slap to the face.
"Don't talk back to me like that!!!" Quatre yelled.
There was a sudden knock at the door.
"When I come back, you better be in this same spot! You hear me!" Quatre hissed as he squeezed hard on Trowa's ear.
Trowa nodded wincing at the pain.
Quatre let him go and stormed down stairs.
When Quatre left; Trowa pressed his back to the wall and slid down to the ground. He started to think of things in his past.
Quatre and Trowa had been together for years. Quatre stood two years older than Trowa. In the beginning of there relationship; Quatre wasn't so abusive; Trowa was happy to be his lover. But then Quatre started to change. Quatre grew stronger; even though he doesn't look strong; once you saw his strength you'd have to think twice before making him mad. Trowa didn't think much of it until Quatre started drinking; some nights Quatre would come home so drunk that he couldn't control himself and he'd beat Trowa. Quatre being too strong for Trowa to handle; Trowa had to take the beatings; he never ran out or anything. Quatre would wake up from his handovers and apologize for what he had done; but all of that would change. Soon Quatre started doing drugs; he would hide them from Trowa. When Trowa found the drugs; he found a note that showed proof the Quatre was in a gang. Trowa confronted Quatre; in doing so, Quatre was outraged, then with the rage, he raped Trowa. Soon after Trowa found out that he was pregnant. He told Quatre, and so that they could raise a family; Quatre quit the gang and gave back the drugs. The beatings stopped; and everything was going well. When the nine months pasted; Trowa gave birth to an albino baby girl; her eyes were gold-colored and were like cat eyes. Seeing this; Quatre had a blood test done to see if the girl was his. When the truth came; Quatre named the baby Lauren. Trowa wanted to name the baby, Serena; but didn't want to argue about it. They had a nice life together; Quatre stopped being abusive and worked; while Trowa was to stay at home and take care of Lauren. But sadly when Lauren was four; she got sick. The doctors didn't know what to do; and said the only thing to do was to let her go. Quatre and Trowa spent all of their time with her; barely ever leaving her side. One day while Quatre was out; Lauren started to speak; she never spoke ever since she left the hospital.
There was a loud yell downstairs that snapped Trowa from his thoughts for a moment.
'Quatre must have punched someone.' Trowa thought.
Trowa started thinking of Lauren again; and then drifted off to sleep.
*Flashback Dream*
"Daddy." A timid little voice said.
"Yes honey, do you need anything?" Trowa asked quietly brushing Lauren's bangs away from her face.
"No, it's just that, I think it's time for me to go." Lauren answered.
Trowa paled and tears fell from his eyes.
"Kitten, what do you mean.?"
"It's time for me to die; I can't hold on anymore." Lauren said as tears welled up in her eyes.
"No, baby, hang on, for me, please." Trowa sobbed.
"I promise, I'll come back to you; when you are truly happy, daddy." Lauren said as she closed her eyes. "I love you."
"Lauren please, come back, don't leave me! Please!!!" Trowa sobbed.
Just then, Trowa felt as if all the air in his body left him.
~Flashback Dream Ends~
Trowa's eyes snapped opened and he gasped for air.
Quatre was standing above his with a weed roll in his mouth.
"Dreaming about our 'mistake' again, huh?" He said as he took another puff of weed.
When Quatre said 'mistake', he was referring to Lauren.
Trowa said nothing as he sat up.
Quatre kicked him again.
"Stand up you worthless piece of trash!!!" Quatre yelled.
Trowa quickly stood up.
"Now, I'm going to go out for awhile. When I come back the house better be cleaned up; and you in bed. Do you got that?!!!" Quatre yelled.
"Yes, I got it." Trowa said quietly.
Quatre gave Trowa a lip bruising kiss before leaving.
**********
As soon as Trowa heard the sound of Quatre's car driving off; he stood up and went over to the closet and grabbed a suitcase.
Tonight he planned to run away; get away from all of his pain.
Trowa grabbed some clothes; only the ones necessary to have for cold and hot weather; nothing nice or fancy. He took his pictures of him and Laurie; he hid those pictures away from Quatre; after Laurie's death; Quatre burned all of the pictures of her his eyes landed on; Trowa left the pictures of Quatre behind; he wanted no reminders of him. Then he dressed himself in a t-shirt; sweater; jacket; and jeans; along with sneakers.
Trowa ran down stairs and grabbed some food from the cabinets; and some drinks from the icebox. He then looked under a table for an envelope that he had hid. When he saw it he reached for it. He opened it to see if his money was in there. That was his secret stash for the run away; he had it for a year; twelve thousand dollars.
He looked up at the clock and saw that it was only 10pm; Quatre wouldn't be home till 2am.
Trowa put the envelope in the suitcase and walked over to the fridge.
He found left over chicken and heated it up; and got some ice cream for dessert.
**********
After eating Trowa grabbed the suitcase and headed out. He took one last look around the house; feeling that this was the last time he was ever going to see it. He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a folded up sheet of paper; a letter saying good bye to Quatre. He put it on the coffee table and headed for the door.
Along the way; something caught his eye; the mirror.
He looked at it for a minute; then sighed.
'Look at me; I look awful.' He thought.
When he looked in a mirror before; he saw a strong looking young man; now he saw a weak no body. He let Quatre rule his life for him for so long. If Laurie was still alive; he wouldn't feel that way.
The longer he looked in the mirror; the more worthless he felt.
He looked away and opened the door; he looked up at the sky, and saw the moon.
He wasn't too happy about it; it was a full moon; he swore to himself that he wasn't going to sleep in the streets that night.
He looked back and said a quiet good bye; then he dashed out of the house down the street; he wouldn't stop until his legs felt as if they were going to fall off; he wasn't going to look back for anything.
**********
At the park was a small group of friends out for a late night walk. Their names are Heero Yuy, Wufei Chang, and Duo Maxwell. They decided to take walk because home was getting boring; they lived with their other friends Trieze and Zechs Peacecraft. (In my story; Trieze's last name is Peacecraft.) Trieze and Zechs have been married for two years already; and they were enjoying every moment.
Duo was holding both Wufei's and Heero's hands; even though Wufei was the only lover for Duo; he enjoyed holding Heero's hand also. Duo also hugged and kissed Heero on his cheek.
"Wu-chan, Hee-chan, why don't we go to the movies?" Dou asked.
"I don't feel like going to the movies, Duo-chan." Heero said.
"Me neither, besides, what's wrong with just walking." Wufei said.
"It will get boring!" Duo whined.
"Well, our time out is almost up; we told Zechs that we will be out for only and hour; we've been out for a little over half an hour." Heero said.
Duo huffed.
"We can't worry Zechs too much; since he's pregnant and all." Wufei said.
"I know." Duo said.
They continued to walk throughout the park; not knowing that up ahead will change their lives forever; especially Heero's.
**********
Trowa stopped at the back entrance of the park.
He panted wildly; he had just ran two miles non-stop with a suitcase at his side.
He walked over to a bench and dropped his body along with the suitcase down.
"Look, god has sent us an angel!" An unknown voice said.
Trowa's head snapped up and his eyes landed on a street gang.
"Hey beautiful, have something for me in that bag?" Someone else said.
Someone grabbed Trowa from behind and bit down on his neck. (This is not a vampire story!)
"Ahhh!!!" Trowa yelled.
"You're ours now!" The man behind him yelled.
"No he's not!!!" Three other voices yelled.
Everyone looked in the direction the yells came from; they all saw three boys.
"What's it to you?! Finders keepers, losers weepers!!!" A drunken member yelled.
The boys charged at the gang; starting a huge fight.
The boy with shoulder-length black hair was using a sword; he only cut the people at their sides, knocking them out.
The boy with hair in a braid that went all the way down his back was using nothing but kicks and his fists; he was really good at using them.
Same for the boy with short brown hair; soon he will be more than that for Trowa.
Trowa was currently struggling to get out of the leaders grasp.
"Let him go!!!" Heero yelled.
"He's mine!!!" The leader yelled.
"Let him go now!!!" He's not a piece of property!!!" Duo yelled.
Wufei by this time had about of this; he and the others were supposed to be home ten minutes ago; he could only imagine how mad Zechs was going to be.
Heero jumped forward and knocked out the leader; shocking everyone; especially Trowa, who was almost punched.
Everyone rushed over to help Trowa up.
"Are you okay?!" Duo asked.
Trowa nodded, still a little shaken up.
"My name is Duo." Duo said. "He is my lover Wufei." He said pointing to Wufei. "And the one who almost punched you is Heero."
Trowa looked at them for a moment before introducing himself.
"My name is." Trowa never finished because he fainted.
Heero jumped forward and caught him.
"We have to get him some help." Heero said as he lifted Trowa. "Damn, he's so light."
Heero, Wufei, and Duo, walked out of the park on their way home with their new friend.
Will everything be okay?
To be continued.
**********
Did you like it?
Was it good?
Please send in reviews to let me know!!!"
Summary: Trowa is a troubled young man with an abusive lover; Quatre. Trowa runs away from him; but gets ambushed. On that night Heero, Duo, and Wufei are taking a walk in the city; along there path; they find Trowa being attacked. They bring him to their friend's house; Zechs. Zechs takes care of him with the help of everyone else including Trieze. When Quatre finds out that Trowa had ran away; he swears he will get him back and hurt who ever is helping him. Quatre has a lot of connections and will stop at nothing to get Trowa back.
Parings: Heero/Trowa; Quatre/Trowa; Wufei/Duo; Trieze/Zechs; rest will be said through out the story.
I don't hate Quatre; he's so nice; so I thought I'd give him a major make over in attitude. Hope you like; in later stories he'll be nice; in this one, well. just read to find out.
********** Chapter 1 **********
"You little coward!!! Stand up!!!" A young blond yelled.
The person he was yelling at stood up. He was taller than him; and looked stronger. He had cuts and bruises all over his body. As he stood; his head hung.
"Look at me!!!" The blond yelled.
The brunette looked up into blue angry eyes.
"Trowa, what were you and that man doing?!!!" The blond yelled.
"We were doing nothing, Quatre." Trowa answered quietly.
Quatre gave Trowa a slap up side face leaving a red mark.
"Liar!" Quartre hissed.
"I'm not." Trowa didn't finish; instead there was another slap to the face.
"Don't talk back to me like that!!!" Quatre yelled.
There was a sudden knock at the door.
"When I come back, you better be in this same spot! You hear me!" Quatre hissed as he squeezed hard on Trowa's ear.
Trowa nodded wincing at the pain.
Quatre let him go and stormed down stairs.
When Quatre left; Trowa pressed his back to the wall and slid down to the ground. He started to think of things in his past.
Quatre and Trowa had been together for years. Quatre stood two years older than Trowa. In the beginning of there relationship; Quatre wasn't so abusive; Trowa was happy to be his lover. But then Quatre started to change. Quatre grew stronger; even though he doesn't look strong; once you saw his strength you'd have to think twice before making him mad. Trowa didn't think much of it until Quatre started drinking; some nights Quatre would come home so drunk that he couldn't control himself and he'd beat Trowa. Quatre being too strong for Trowa to handle; Trowa had to take the beatings; he never ran out or anything. Quatre would wake up from his handovers and apologize for what he had done; but all of that would change. Soon Quatre started doing drugs; he would hide them from Trowa. When Trowa found the drugs; he found a note that showed proof the Quatre was in a gang. Trowa confronted Quatre; in doing so, Quatre was outraged, then with the rage, he raped Trowa. Soon after Trowa found out that he was pregnant. He told Quatre, and so that they could raise a family; Quatre quit the gang and gave back the drugs. The beatings stopped; and everything was going well. When the nine months pasted; Trowa gave birth to an albino baby girl; her eyes were gold-colored and were like cat eyes. Seeing this; Quatre had a blood test done to see if the girl was his. When the truth came; Quatre named the baby Lauren. Trowa wanted to name the baby, Serena; but didn't want to argue about it. They had a nice life together; Quatre stopped being abusive and worked; while Trowa was to stay at home and take care of Lauren. But sadly when Lauren was four; she got sick. The doctors didn't know what to do; and said the only thing to do was to let her go. Quatre and Trowa spent all of their time with her; barely ever leaving her side. One day while Quatre was out; Lauren started to speak; she never spoke ever since she left the hospital.
There was a loud yell downstairs that snapped Trowa from his thoughts for a moment.
'Quatre must have punched someone.' Trowa thought.
Trowa started thinking of Lauren again; and then drifted off to sleep.
*Flashback Dream*
"Daddy." A timid little voice said.
"Yes honey, do you need anything?" Trowa asked quietly brushing Lauren's bangs away from her face.
"No, it's just that, I think it's time for me to go." Lauren answered.
Trowa paled and tears fell from his eyes.
"Kitten, what do you mean.?"
"It's time for me to die; I can't hold on anymore." Lauren said as tears welled up in her eyes.
"No, baby, hang on, for me, please." Trowa sobbed.
"I promise, I'll come back to you; when you are truly happy, daddy." Lauren said as she closed her eyes. "I love you."
"Lauren please, come back, don't leave me! Please!!!" Trowa sobbed.
Just then, Trowa felt as if all the air in his body left him.
~Flashback Dream Ends~
Trowa's eyes snapped opened and he gasped for air.
Quatre was standing above his with a weed roll in his mouth.
"Dreaming about our 'mistake' again, huh?" He said as he took another puff of weed.
When Quatre said 'mistake', he was referring to Lauren.
Trowa said nothing as he sat up.
Quatre kicked him again.
"Stand up you worthless piece of trash!!!" Quatre yelled.
Trowa quickly stood up.
"Now, I'm going to go out for awhile. When I come back the house better be cleaned up; and you in bed. Do you got that?!!!" Quatre yelled.
"Yes, I got it." Trowa said quietly.
Quatre gave Trowa a lip bruising kiss before leaving.
**********
As soon as Trowa heard the sound of Quatre's car driving off; he stood up and went over to the closet and grabbed a suitcase.
Tonight he planned to run away; get away from all of his pain.
Trowa grabbed some clothes; only the ones necessary to have for cold and hot weather; nothing nice or fancy. He took his pictures of him and Laurie; he hid those pictures away from Quatre; after Laurie's death; Quatre burned all of the pictures of her his eyes landed on; Trowa left the pictures of Quatre behind; he wanted no reminders of him. Then he dressed himself in a t-shirt; sweater; jacket; and jeans; along with sneakers.
Trowa ran down stairs and grabbed some food from the cabinets; and some drinks from the icebox. He then looked under a table for an envelope that he had hid. When he saw it he reached for it. He opened it to see if his money was in there. That was his secret stash for the run away; he had it for a year; twelve thousand dollars.
He looked up at the clock and saw that it was only 10pm; Quatre wouldn't be home till 2am.
Trowa put the envelope in the suitcase and walked over to the fridge.
He found left over chicken and heated it up; and got some ice cream for dessert.
**********
After eating Trowa grabbed the suitcase and headed out. He took one last look around the house; feeling that this was the last time he was ever going to see it. He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a folded up sheet of paper; a letter saying good bye to Quatre. He put it on the coffee table and headed for the door.
Along the way; something caught his eye; the mirror.
He looked at it for a minute; then sighed.
'Look at me; I look awful.' He thought.
When he looked in a mirror before; he saw a strong looking young man; now he saw a weak no body. He let Quatre rule his life for him for so long. If Laurie was still alive; he wouldn't feel that way.
The longer he looked in the mirror; the more worthless he felt.
He looked away and opened the door; he looked up at the sky, and saw the moon.
He wasn't too happy about it; it was a full moon; he swore to himself that he wasn't going to sleep in the streets that night.
He looked back and said a quiet good bye; then he dashed out of the house down the street; he wouldn't stop until his legs felt as if they were going to fall off; he wasn't going to look back for anything.
**********
At the park was a small group of friends out for a late night walk. Their names are Heero Yuy, Wufei Chang, and Duo Maxwell. They decided to take walk because home was getting boring; they lived with their other friends Trieze and Zechs Peacecraft. (In my story; Trieze's last name is Peacecraft.) Trieze and Zechs have been married for two years already; and they were enjoying every moment.
Duo was holding both Wufei's and Heero's hands; even though Wufei was the only lover for Duo; he enjoyed holding Heero's hand also. Duo also hugged and kissed Heero on his cheek.
"Wu-chan, Hee-chan, why don't we go to the movies?" Dou asked.
"I don't feel like going to the movies, Duo-chan." Heero said.
"Me neither, besides, what's wrong with just walking." Wufei said.
"It will get boring!" Duo whined.
"Well, our time out is almost up; we told Zechs that we will be out for only and hour; we've been out for a little over half an hour." Heero said.
Duo huffed.
"We can't worry Zechs too much; since he's pregnant and all." Wufei said.
"I know." Duo said.
They continued to walk throughout the park; not knowing that up ahead will change their lives forever; especially Heero's.
**********
Trowa stopped at the back entrance of the park.
He panted wildly; he had just ran two miles non-stop with a suitcase at his side.
He walked over to a bench and dropped his body along with the suitcase down.
"Look, god has sent us an angel!" An unknown voice said.
Trowa's head snapped up and his eyes landed on a street gang.
"Hey beautiful, have something for me in that bag?" Someone else said.
Someone grabbed Trowa from behind and bit down on his neck. (This is not a vampire story!)
"Ahhh!!!" Trowa yelled.
"You're ours now!" The man behind him yelled.
"No he's not!!!" Three other voices yelled.
Everyone looked in the direction the yells came from; they all saw three boys.
"What's it to you?! Finders keepers, losers weepers!!!" A drunken member yelled.
The boys charged at the gang; starting a huge fight.
The boy with shoulder-length black hair was using a sword; he only cut the people at their sides, knocking them out.
The boy with hair in a braid that went all the way down his back was using nothing but kicks and his fists; he was really good at using them.
Same for the boy with short brown hair; soon he will be more than that for Trowa.
Trowa was currently struggling to get out of the leaders grasp.
"Let him go!!!" Heero yelled.
"He's mine!!!" The leader yelled.
"Let him go now!!!" He's not a piece of property!!!" Duo yelled.
Wufei by this time had about of this; he and the others were supposed to be home ten minutes ago; he could only imagine how mad Zechs was going to be.
Heero jumped forward and knocked out the leader; shocking everyone; especially Trowa, who was almost punched.
Everyone rushed over to help Trowa up.
"Are you okay?!" Duo asked.
Trowa nodded, still a little shaken up.
"My name is Duo." Duo said. "He is my lover Wufei." He said pointing to Wufei. "And the one who almost punched you is Heero."
Trowa looked at them for a moment before introducing himself.
"My name is." Trowa never finished because he fainted.
Heero jumped forward and caught him.
"We have to get him some help." Heero said as he lifted Trowa. "Damn, he's so light."
Heero, Wufei, and Duo, walked out of the park on their way home with their new friend.
Will everything be okay?
To be continued.
**********
Did you like it?
Was it good?
Please send in reviews to let me know!!!"
