Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kodocha! Now or EVER! I just love it write these
stories!
Author's note:
Sorry . it started out really slow last time. I hope this will make up for it! If not, tell me! Constructive criticism is always welcome! I hope you enjoy.
When the time comes Ch. 2
Sana sat in the waiting room; tear after tear dripping down her face. She had been there for over an hour now.a long time to wait. Too long? Everyone had arrived minutes after Akito was omitted into the operating room. They pushed her to tell them what was going on, but she could only shake her head . and let the tears flow down.
*
Everyone was glancing at her nervously. She could hear whispers of "will she be alright?" and "poor Sana.." She clapped her hands over her ears, but she could not drown out the murmurs.
"Just SHUT UP!" she screamed, standing up suddenly. Everyone starred at her in surprise. This was an odd mood swing for the normally happy go luck girl. "Don't pretend I can't hear you because I can! Stop pretending like I'm not even here!"
And then she ran.
She ran down a long corridor into the next, until she found herself in a familiar passageway. Had it really been years? It seemed like it was only yesterday when she had run down the corridor ... Looking for Akito ..
He looked at her with such sad eyes, like one's she had never seen before. Tears shone in them .. Grief .. Pain.
"What will I do, Sana?" He had whispered, "If my father dies, what will I do?"
She embraced him, all of his sadness pouring into her and back again.
"What will I do?"
His words echoed again and again in her ears. She slid down the wall, into the very spot that Akito had sat in so many years ago.
"Oh Akito," She whispered, "What will I do? If you die .. What will I do?"
A sob escaped her. She loved him .. She loved him so much. And she needed him. She could not survive with out him .. She couldn't .. She wouldn't .
"What will I do?"
"Sana?" A voice above her said . asking her if she was really there.
She looked up, embarrassed by her tears. She didn't want anyone to see her like this. As her vision cleared, she was startled to see ...
"Nao?" Her voice came out in barely a whisper.
A half-smile broke onto his face . but it was a crooked smile . a forced smile.
"Hey .. Sana ." He said, uncertainly.
She straightened up, and brushed herself off. "I was just . err . just ." She couldn't think of anything to say. Just what? Grieving over her one true love that may not live? It didn't seem like an appropriate thing to say to Nao, of all people.
"Oh Sana," He whispered, stepping forward, "Sana, I know."
She fell into his arms, not because she loved him . but because she needed him right now, to tell her that everything would be alright.
He embraced her, stroking her soft hair and murmuring over and over, "I know, I know."
The tears came swiftly now, and she sobbed openly onto his T-shirt.
"I can't," she whispered, her words muffled in his shirt, "I can't go on . If he doesn't . Nao . I don't know what I'll do ."
"I know," he whispered again, "I'm so sorry, Sana."
She sobbed onto his neck as he held her, just .. Thinking. She was happy that he was there to hold her but .. Akito. She wanted Akito. His words came back to her:
"If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, please come to me."
I will. She thought to herself. I promise I will.
She pushed away from him. "Thank you, Nao. Thank you . but . I have . someone else to cry on." Then, to herself she whispered, "I hope."
He nodded, and backed away. "You really .. Do love him, don't you, Sana?" He whispered to her.
She nodded. "Oh, Nao, I'm so sorry . but .. I-I really do."
He understood. "I'll always be here, when you need me."
"I know." She said, wiping another tear that fell down her cheek. "But right now .. I need .. Someone else."
"I know." He said once more.
Then, from down the hall, there was a shout of, "SANA! Sana, where are you? The doctor's here!"
She and Nao ran down the hall together. They stopped short, nearly hitting Rei head on. Everyone turned to look, and gasped at the male teen actor.
"Sana," Rei said, "What's he doing here ..?"
"I'll explain later." He said, urgently, and then added, "Um, Sir."
Rei nodded, and they turned to the doctor. Sana took one look at his face, and she knew ...
^hehe what will happen? Don't you LOVE cliffhangers? No? Well, me neither haha. : ) please review! Thanks! Oh, and P.S.if anyone knows what all those Japanese words in the other Fics are, PLEASE TELL ME in a review! I get soo confused! ; )
Author's note:
Sorry . it started out really slow last time. I hope this will make up for it! If not, tell me! Constructive criticism is always welcome! I hope you enjoy.
When the time comes Ch. 2
Sana sat in the waiting room; tear after tear dripping down her face. She had been there for over an hour now.a long time to wait. Too long? Everyone had arrived minutes after Akito was omitted into the operating room. They pushed her to tell them what was going on, but she could only shake her head . and let the tears flow down.
*
Everyone was glancing at her nervously. She could hear whispers of "will she be alright?" and "poor Sana.." She clapped her hands over her ears, but she could not drown out the murmurs.
"Just SHUT UP!" she screamed, standing up suddenly. Everyone starred at her in surprise. This was an odd mood swing for the normally happy go luck girl. "Don't pretend I can't hear you because I can! Stop pretending like I'm not even here!"
And then she ran.
She ran down a long corridor into the next, until she found herself in a familiar passageway. Had it really been years? It seemed like it was only yesterday when she had run down the corridor ... Looking for Akito ..
He looked at her with such sad eyes, like one's she had never seen before. Tears shone in them .. Grief .. Pain.
"What will I do, Sana?" He had whispered, "If my father dies, what will I do?"
She embraced him, all of his sadness pouring into her and back again.
"What will I do?"
His words echoed again and again in her ears. She slid down the wall, into the very spot that Akito had sat in so many years ago.
"Oh Akito," She whispered, "What will I do? If you die .. What will I do?"
A sob escaped her. She loved him .. She loved him so much. And she needed him. She could not survive with out him .. She couldn't .. She wouldn't .
"What will I do?"
"Sana?" A voice above her said . asking her if she was really there.
She looked up, embarrassed by her tears. She didn't want anyone to see her like this. As her vision cleared, she was startled to see ...
"Nao?" Her voice came out in barely a whisper.
A half-smile broke onto his face . but it was a crooked smile . a forced smile.
"Hey .. Sana ." He said, uncertainly.
She straightened up, and brushed herself off. "I was just . err . just ." She couldn't think of anything to say. Just what? Grieving over her one true love that may not live? It didn't seem like an appropriate thing to say to Nao, of all people.
"Oh Sana," He whispered, stepping forward, "Sana, I know."
She fell into his arms, not because she loved him . but because she needed him right now, to tell her that everything would be alright.
He embraced her, stroking her soft hair and murmuring over and over, "I know, I know."
The tears came swiftly now, and she sobbed openly onto his T-shirt.
"I can't," she whispered, her words muffled in his shirt, "I can't go on . If he doesn't . Nao . I don't know what I'll do ."
"I know," he whispered again, "I'm so sorry, Sana."
She sobbed onto his neck as he held her, just .. Thinking. She was happy that he was there to hold her but .. Akito. She wanted Akito. His words came back to her:
"If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, please come to me."
I will. She thought to herself. I promise I will.
She pushed away from him. "Thank you, Nao. Thank you . but . I have . someone else to cry on." Then, to herself she whispered, "I hope."
He nodded, and backed away. "You really .. Do love him, don't you, Sana?" He whispered to her.
She nodded. "Oh, Nao, I'm so sorry . but .. I-I really do."
He understood. "I'll always be here, when you need me."
"I know." She said, wiping another tear that fell down her cheek. "But right now .. I need .. Someone else."
"I know." He said once more.
Then, from down the hall, there was a shout of, "SANA! Sana, where are you? The doctor's here!"
She and Nao ran down the hall together. They stopped short, nearly hitting Rei head on. Everyone turned to look, and gasped at the male teen actor.
"Sana," Rei said, "What's he doing here ..?"
"I'll explain later." He said, urgently, and then added, "Um, Sir."
Rei nodded, and they turned to the doctor. Sana took one look at his face, and she knew ...
^hehe what will happen? Don't you LOVE cliffhangers? No? Well, me neither haha. : ) please review! Thanks! Oh, and P.S.if anyone knows what all those Japanese words in the other Fics are, PLEASE TELL ME in a review! I get soo confused! ; )
