Disclaimer: I don't own ER or any of the characters from ER

Note: this story is kind of based on what I have been feeling lately for someone and when I read it after I was done writing it I decided to make this into a story. And this is my first story so please no flames!

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Everyday I find myself falling even more in love with you. You are my everything. I am so afraid to be in a relationship with you because, heaven forbid it didn't work, I wouldn't be able to live without you. If I ever lost you I don't think I could survive. I date these other guys to keep my mind off you but I just end up seeing you in them. It's so hard to go a day without you because that one feels like a lifetime. I miss you more and more when I'm away from you. I love you so much it hurts. I can see us together forever but I don't know if that will happen. I want to be able to lay in your arms for the rest of my life. Without you I feel so empty and I find myself wanting you more than life itself. I'm so afraid of losing you that I'm afraid to move forward. If only you knew the way I felt. I love you so much and I wish I could just tell you that but I can't. When I'm with you the whole world just seems to fade away. I don't know if you feel the same way I do but I wish you did. How can I admit the way I feel if I don't know how you feel about me. Every time I tell you I love you I mean it but I don't think you know I mean it. I think when I say I love you, you think it's as a friend and nothing more. I dream of you every night, I always see your face, everything about you always seems to be with me. You are my life, my love, and you are my soul mate. I will love you forever no matter what.

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I know it was short but I hoped y'all like it. If I feel inspired I might add more later on, but I am not sure I will because this was an incredible challenge for me to write. Thank you for reading and please review. ~Melissa~