OMG, YOU GUYS X.X IM SORRY! I ACCIDENTLY PUT CHPT. 8 IN THE "LOVE OF MY LIFE" THE….Prequel X.X omg, IM SORRY! I WASN'T THINKING! X.x!!!! im just retarded ;_______; IM SORRY X.X!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Walks down the darkened hallway with head drooped down.-

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~The Love Of My Life Only The Beginning~

Chapter 8~ "Will You"

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Goku shot up from his bed, sweat rolling down his face.

" Mr. Son! Are you alright!? You had a nightmare!" The doctor spoke to him.

" A nightmare… I'm so glad… Where's my baby!"

" Resting. I see you have finally awoken from the surgery."

"Hai."

" You can see your son in a little while, alright? Try getting a bit more rest."

"Yes sir." Goku said before the doctor left the room.

The lights were off, Goku looked around a bit uneasy. After a while he finally had fallen to sleep….

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" Why!" The child screamed.

Goku looked at the small girl with dark purple shoulder length hair, looking to be around 8 or 9. She hadn't any clothes on and was screaming with tears running down her face.

" Ninna…" Goku reached out but grabbed nothing.



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" Father! You can't die! You can't leave me!" she cried burying her face in his chest. He moved his fingers up weakly to stroke her hair.

Goku turned sharply looking at the scene before him. 'The day Trunks died….'

" Ninna… I love you…" He grabbed her chin; their eyes met one another. "Remember that… Sorry… I can't be there for you…" Were his last words before his hand dropped, eyes closing, his head moving to the side. She stood there with dilated eyes, tears running down her cheeks quietly.

Goku's eyes began to fill with tears.

The small child was back, head stooped down low, shoulder's shaking. " I just wanted to be loved." She whispered quietly to herself. " Everyone always left me… They all hated me…" her shoulders began to shake more violently. " They never bothered to get to know me… they just hated me for what I was. A freak. I couldn't be trusted…"

~~~~~See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom

She brakes down - brakes down

Crying over something and starin' into nothin'

Afraid now - hate now

Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me

Faking what has happened to live the life like that man

I'll brake down - It's fake now~~~~~

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" Slut" the now older girl with knee length dark purple hair growled at a brunette. Making Hei get a bit mad and the brunette throw a tantrum. " You're going to let her get away with that Hei!" she barked at Hei.

" What's your problem Ninna? Don't be a bitch!" He said to her with angry eyes. He had never used such language towards Ninna nor really anyone in his family.

" A bitch!? She is the one sleeping around with the whole school!" Ninna stormed off.

Hei walked angrily after her not noticing his girlfriend getting the man's phone number as Hei yelled at Ninna.

" Asshole!" he screamed to her as she flew off just after she had been calling him fowl names as he did her.

"I never lied!" The small girl screamed.

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" Daddy, how come you always work and never have fun?" The child cocked her head to the side.

" Work is more important. We all can't have fun."

" You hafta have some fun papa!"

" No, Ninna, work comes first."

" Just come out and play or watch TV with me papa."

" No Ninna, work."

The small girl stared at the lavender haired man as he typed away at his computer. She slowly made her way out of the room. " Work even before me…" She said in a whisper, the man hadn't heard what she had said…



~~~~~Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?

So Will You, Will you stay with me today?~~~~~

" I just wanted to be loved." The last word echoed through the white room.

" You were loved Ninna! We all loved you!" Goku shouted.

" I never lied!"

" Why don't you love me!"

" I'm just a freak."

" I can't be trusted!"

" Help me!"

" Please!"

" Someone save me!"

" Daddy!!!"



Goku looked around, the voices rang everywhere.

" Ninna!!" He screamed out as he heard a yell, she wasn't small anymore; around the age she was when Trunks died. He hair flew around her sides; she clutched her head in agony screaming.

" Ninna!" Goku screamed again trying to get to the girl.

" I'm a monster!" She screamed. " That's what they saw me as! And then I became it!" She screamed tears burning in her eyes. " The humans!" She growled in pain. "They only saw me as a beast! And then that night… I became one." She stood suddenly thinking back.

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" You want them to continue to hurt you… Or do you want your revenge?"

" I- I want… Revenge…" She whispered with the same emotionless stare.

" Then…come to me… I wont hurt you… I am the only friend you have that would never turn against you. You trust me don't you?"

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A pitch-black room surrounded her. She stood with nothing shown on her face, no emotion burning in her once dark navy blue eyes.

" Now, revenge you seek, revenge I seek. You help me and I help you. Trust me don't you?" The man spoke as he stood in the shadows.

" Yes…" She said above a whisper with no meaning in her voice.

"Come…" he said to her and she complied. She stood there. He rolled up the side of her sleeve.

" I will inject you with this… this will make you become stronger! And then that will lead you to your sweet revenge!" He declared.

He slowly pushed the needle into her arm; standing back when he was finished a dark burst of black energy surrounded her. She clutched her head in pain with black bolts of lightning surrounding the room. Her screams echoing down the halls.

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" I became the monster I am that night." She said holding her head still in pain, dropping to her knees.

Goku knelt down beside her; he slowly grabbed her shoulder to make her look at him.

" Ninna… you don't have to be this monster anymore." He said to her.

" Sorry…" she whispered. " I can't change back… But Hei… he can… and I… will make sure he does… It will be the last thing I do. As well as destroying Koreru… He will not go on with his plans against the world. I swear to you." She said. She clutched her head tighter.

A moment later the smaller figure of the girl returned with tears shining in her eyes. " It's all their fault. They made me what I am! "

" No, it's my fault!" The elder one screamed to the little girl.

" I must, fight these thoughts out of my head." She said clicking her head to the side in the direction of the small child. " But most of it…. I can't help but wonder… Most would be true. And most not. My mind is in a haze."

" THEY HATED ME!" The girl screamed. " I WAS ALWAYS SECOND! PUT TO THE SIDE! NO ONE TRUSTED ME!" The girl screamed with tears running down her face.

The older one growled standing up then disappearing.

Goku stood there and watched the little one.



" I once had a dream… A dream where me and my daddy and everyone would live together and be happy… without the humans. Where daddy wouldn't have to work for them, where grandma didn't have to work for them, where my uncles didn't have to go to school and be mad with them. And where…. They didn't hurt me…" She said lowering her head.

~~~~~Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'

She brakes down - brakes down

Going through the motions and holding onto hopes

and her dreams now - somehow

Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.

Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way

If you leave now - I'll drown~~~~~

" They didn't love me!"

" I'm a nuisance!"

" I was just a burden!"

" I should just die!"

" Why cant I die!"

" Why am I never happy!"

" WHY GRANDPA! WHY! WHY DO THEY HURT ME SO MUCH!!!!!" She screamed sobbing. Goku jogged to her quickly and held her against his chest as she pounded her small hands against his chest.

" They hurt me… a lot… They always hated me. I'm a monster. I was unloved and left all alone." She sniffled. " I miss my daddy…" Were her last words before her head fell against his chest. A bright light of energy engulfed the small form than disappeared with her.

~~~~~Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?

So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?

So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Yesterday! Yesterday!

Yesterday! Yesterday!

This time, I'm sorry

This time, I'm sorry

This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time

This time, this time, I'm sorry

This time I'm sorry!

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?

So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?

So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Will you? Will you? Will you?

Will you? Will you? Will you?

So Will You?

Will you? Will you? Will you?

Will you? Will you? Will you? ~~~~~~

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Goku slowly awoke as cool metal was pressed against his burning skin. " Ninna!" Goku screamed as she chuckled, the sword making circles in the air over his face.

" Hiya's Kakkarot. Long time no see huh!?" She chuckled sadistically.

" Ninna, stop! Wait! You can't do this!" He urgently screamed

" Cant I?!" She chuckled even more.

" No, Ninna Please. You… Take me back to Koreru!" He pleaded.

" Koreru huh? You want him to finish you off neh? That could be a possibility!" She said clicking the metal sword against her chin as if she were in deep thought.

Goku took a small glimpse at the swords end. Crimson blood coated it. His eyes widened suddenly.

" Alright lets go. Don't think I didn't know about that kid. He was so cute."

" Was?!" Goku's eyes widened and tears started to flow down his cheeks.

" Please! Tell me he's alright!" He clutched to her shirt as she frowned down at him. She grabbed his chin and kissed him on the lips and then pulled back after a couple of seconds. Then reached up and kissed him on the forehead.

" His blood tasted good." She said before her and Goku disappeared with black energy surrounding them.

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WOW………………………………………………….. O-O!!!!!!!!!!

ALRIGHTY……….. ok that song… is NEW called. "Will You" By P.O.D OMG I heard it on the radio like.. a couple hours ago on the way to Soccer practice and I was all…. " I could use that for my fic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" so I was freakin out cause I had no paper O_o then I found some… Then I get to practice… and I grabbed my left cleat and my sisters left cleat XD!!!!! So I had to play in my moms shoes ;___; LMAO I did that Before too couple weaks.. but I grabbed my sis' right and my left ^_^ O_O

Newayz, enough with my retarded self… \

How Was DAT???????????????????? O.O!!!!!!!!!! GIMME REVIEWS! THEY MAKE ME ALL HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^__^ OMG LIKE…. THIS ONE PERSON… REVIEWED IN ONE OF MY FICS AND SAID " No offence…. But this is cornballish."

I was like… " WHAT THE FUCK DOES CORBALLISH MEAN???????" oO YA! Its not!!!!! ;__; I got hecka good reviews for that fic!!!!! NOT ONE BAD! And then that's the only bad one… I MEAN… COME ON! WHAT KIND OF WORD IS CORNBALLISH!!!!!!!???????????????????? O.o of course the person I think left it from Anonymous… O_O COWARD SAY IT TO MY FAAAAAAAAAAACE –Holds up a fist and shakes It at all the reviewers- OK OK… IM GETTING A BIT….. EXCITED…. AND OVER DRAMATIC?! OO;

-Clings to Trunks and hugs him around the waist.-

" There… There…" sniffles as he pats the authors head.

" Bed?" She stares up at him with hearts in her eyes.

" WHAT O_O;……"

" ;___; fine, ill just go… and think about that awful person."

" I wont do that again" Trunks says sliding away from me.

" Least strip for me. ;__;"

" …… you were talking to these people who probably think u are crazy talking on the computer like this… I mean come on….."

" OH YEAH YOU PEOPLE ARE STILL HERE??????"

Ya so… Just review 5 REVIEWS….. …………… CORNBALLISH… HA!

" Come… on…" The author wines as she grabs a hold of Trunks' foot as he walks away."

'~*~'DestructiveMajinBulma'~*~'

PS// I know that whole lil convo with Trunks was gay but hey ^__^ I love MY Trunks O_O u whores get away from him ;__; HES MINE AND ONLY MINE! XD ( don't be offended ladies )