A/N: I'm sooo sorry to everyone who kept on asking me to finish this fic!
School has been eating most of my time. And yes, I am a lazy kid. Bleargh~
But I do PROMISE to finish this fic. Thank you for reading this fic! I love
you guys! :D
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"I Just Want You to Know Who I am"
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Chapter Four: You Bleed Just to Know You're Alive
He woke up, eyes blinking and stared at the ceiling for about a long time. He felt a hand wrapping around his waist. He turned to his right and noticed a young girl lying beside him. It was Celeste. They were both naked, and there he realized what happened that night. He shut his eyes in frustration. What did he do now? A girl he doesn't even know well carried him away. Questions kept on running on his mind. After a while he stood up and decided to go out to clear his mind for a while.
Rays of sun hit his face and the warm wind touched his body. It was indeed a wonderful morning. But he felt something weird rushing up in his veins. He wandered around and walked in the golden sand that touches his heels. He kept on walking beside the sea and suddenly he stopped. He just stood there, as if waiting for someone to come. He looked far away; and there, he had found her.
Not far away, the girl that he had loved all these time was standing a few miles away looking straight into him. His eyes widened.
***
Aya suddenly felt a sudden happiness. She knew that person standing a few miles away. She got up to her feet and ran as fast as she can. Tears of joy rolled down to her cheeks. At last! She had found him. Tooya is alive! Her heart skipped a beat. All she can see now is him. And no matter what, she wouldn't let him go once again.
"TOOYA!" she shouted.
***
"TOOYA!"
The voice was familiar, he realized. He was right; he had found her once again...
"Aya," he whispered. A moment later, he managed to smile and rushed to Aya. They both found each other once again. They're together once again. Tooya had found his happiness one more time. And how blissful it is to found the one you love.
They were back in each other's arms once again.
Tooya felt the drops of tears in his chest. Aya was crying. Still, it didn't matter. He hugged him tightly as if there was no tomorrow for the both of them.
A moment later Aya moved back and looked at him straightly into his eye. "Tooya, is that you?"
Tooya didn't answer. Instead, he tucked a strand of hair behind Aya's ears and kissed him in her forehead.
She smiled and touched his cheeks. "It is you," she whispered. "I know you would come back. I've been waiting for you Tooya; I know this day will come for the both of us. And I promise that I'll go with you wherever you will go." Tooya dropped his hand from hers and looked away. "Aya, that wouldn't happen." He said blankly.
"Why?" she asked. Tears fall from her cheeks more. "Don't you-" she paused, "Don't you love me anymore?"
"You've got your own life now Aya," he said softly. "Yuuhi will be the one who will take care of you."
Aya bit her lip and hesitantly slapped Tooya. Tears rolled down to her cheek once more. "How could you say that!" she shouted. "You just showed up and came to me to say you don't love me anymore?"
He cleared his throat and looked straight into her eyes. Tears constantly kept on rolling down to her cheeks. "I came here," he began. "To see you again, I've been wanting you badly Aya. Seeing you crying every night makes me want to be alive once again to hold you when you need me. I feel so guilty when I'm realizing that I'm not with you to take care of you. I promised you that I won't leave you, but I did. But how will I love you again Aya? Now that Yuuhi is the one who takes care of you now, I can't let you put in the middle and decide whether it's Yuuhi or me. I love you so much Aya, but I don't want confusions run inside your mind. I don't want to see you cry because of me."
After a long time Aya heard Tooya's true affection and feelings for her. He made her fall in love with him again. And now, she realized that she loves him more, more than Tooya could ever think of. She hugged him again and kissed him deeply. She loved him. And she knew that he is the only one that could make her happy for the rest of her life. There is no way that they will separate again.
***
Yuuhi realized that Aya had already wakened up. He went upstairs after having a cup of tea to see if Aya was still in his bed. They bed's empty and Aya wasn't in her room. He realized that she went outside.
A sudden fear flushed inside him. What if Aya walked away and will never come back? After what happened last night, he knew that Aya would be furious at him. He kissed her, and there was no regret with what he did last night. Last night was one of the passionate things that he had shared with Aya. He wants Aya more than the kiss that happened between them. He wanted to be with Aya forever. He wants to share his whole life with Aya. He loves Aya with all of his life.
But now, Aya had left him. And he want her back.
He rushed outside to look for Aya. It was hot outside and he didn't even care if he had left his slippers inside the Aogiri house. Aya was still near the place, he was sure of that. And when he finds Aya, he will tell her that he can't leave her. They will be together and no one could make them separate.
And there he had found her. She was standing near the seashore. with Tooya.
"Aya!" he shouted.
***
Tooya looked over where the voice had come from. A few meters away a young man was standing behind Aya. He realized it was Yuuhi.
Yuuhi came closer to them. He noticed that he was sternly looking at him. Tooya noticed that Yuuhi was half-surprised; Tooya can see his eyes were blinking every second, thinking if he was just seeing a ghost or something. After a few second, he came closer to them and pulled Aya. Tooya wasn't aware of Yuuhi's fist hitting on his face.
"Yuuhi, stop that!" Aya screamed.
"You have the guts to come back after all the troubles you've done?" Yuuhi said, grabbing Tooya with his shirt.
Tooya didn't reply. Yuuhi punched him once more. This time, Yuuhi punched him in his stomach. Tooya moaned for pain.
Aya grabbed Yuuhi's arms and stopped him. "Yuuhi! Stop it! I said stop it!" she cried. Her knees were beginning to be weak as if she'll stumble. Seeing Tooya hurt because of Yuuhi makes her feel the pain that Tooya is feeling inside at that moment. She can't even blame Yuuhi for hurting him. But this time, she has to make a choice.
"Yuuhi, I love Tooya. I can never live without him. Can't you even realize it? All this time there is one person I have loved and I will forever love. I tried to love you Yuuhi, but I just can't!" she said, tears were spontaneously dropping in her face. "I'm sorry."
Yuuhi felt numb after hearing the words Aya had said. He felt as if his soul had flown and his heart was crushed into pieces. Aya didn't learn to love him. No matter how much he tried to let Aya forget Tooya, still the man that Aya had loved before lives inside her heart. And now that Tooya's back, he has no way to let Aya love him. He was hopeless.
He came closer to Tooya and looked down on him. Tooya was aching for pain. He knew that he had hit Tooya with so much force letting him mock in pain. And once again, with all his anger he kicked him. He heard Aya pleading and screaming. He didn't care.
"STOP IT! YUUHI! PLEASE!" the words that Aya kept on saying while Yuuhi was beating Tooya.
Yuuhi turned to Aya and slapped her face. "You cannot run away from me, Aya. Never! You and Tooya cannot be together again! You're mine!" And then he took Aya and pulled her, they were both running away from Tooya.
Tooya heard everything. He tried to stand up and help Aya from Yuuhi. But he was too weak to help her. He felt a blood dripping in his nose and he wiped it with his hands. He just stared with his hands and saw the bleeding that Yuuhi had made. Once again, someone took the girl he had loved.
A/N: I forgot to add this credit. Titles for this fic were from the lyrics of Goo goo doll's Iris. I just really love that song. hehe! ;)
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"I Just Want You to Know Who I am"
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Chapter Four: You Bleed Just to Know You're Alive
He woke up, eyes blinking and stared at the ceiling for about a long time. He felt a hand wrapping around his waist. He turned to his right and noticed a young girl lying beside him. It was Celeste. They were both naked, and there he realized what happened that night. He shut his eyes in frustration. What did he do now? A girl he doesn't even know well carried him away. Questions kept on running on his mind. After a while he stood up and decided to go out to clear his mind for a while.
Rays of sun hit his face and the warm wind touched his body. It was indeed a wonderful morning. But he felt something weird rushing up in his veins. He wandered around and walked in the golden sand that touches his heels. He kept on walking beside the sea and suddenly he stopped. He just stood there, as if waiting for someone to come. He looked far away; and there, he had found her.
Not far away, the girl that he had loved all these time was standing a few miles away looking straight into him. His eyes widened.
***
Aya suddenly felt a sudden happiness. She knew that person standing a few miles away. She got up to her feet and ran as fast as she can. Tears of joy rolled down to her cheeks. At last! She had found him. Tooya is alive! Her heart skipped a beat. All she can see now is him. And no matter what, she wouldn't let him go once again.
"TOOYA!" she shouted.
***
"TOOYA!"
The voice was familiar, he realized. He was right; he had found her once again...
"Aya," he whispered. A moment later, he managed to smile and rushed to Aya. They both found each other once again. They're together once again. Tooya had found his happiness one more time. And how blissful it is to found the one you love.
They were back in each other's arms once again.
Tooya felt the drops of tears in his chest. Aya was crying. Still, it didn't matter. He hugged him tightly as if there was no tomorrow for the both of them.
A moment later Aya moved back and looked at him straightly into his eye. "Tooya, is that you?"
Tooya didn't answer. Instead, he tucked a strand of hair behind Aya's ears and kissed him in her forehead.
She smiled and touched his cheeks. "It is you," she whispered. "I know you would come back. I've been waiting for you Tooya; I know this day will come for the both of us. And I promise that I'll go with you wherever you will go." Tooya dropped his hand from hers and looked away. "Aya, that wouldn't happen." He said blankly.
"Why?" she asked. Tears fall from her cheeks more. "Don't you-" she paused, "Don't you love me anymore?"
"You've got your own life now Aya," he said softly. "Yuuhi will be the one who will take care of you."
Aya bit her lip and hesitantly slapped Tooya. Tears rolled down to her cheek once more. "How could you say that!" she shouted. "You just showed up and came to me to say you don't love me anymore?"
He cleared his throat and looked straight into her eyes. Tears constantly kept on rolling down to her cheeks. "I came here," he began. "To see you again, I've been wanting you badly Aya. Seeing you crying every night makes me want to be alive once again to hold you when you need me. I feel so guilty when I'm realizing that I'm not with you to take care of you. I promised you that I won't leave you, but I did. But how will I love you again Aya? Now that Yuuhi is the one who takes care of you now, I can't let you put in the middle and decide whether it's Yuuhi or me. I love you so much Aya, but I don't want confusions run inside your mind. I don't want to see you cry because of me."
After a long time Aya heard Tooya's true affection and feelings for her. He made her fall in love with him again. And now, she realized that she loves him more, more than Tooya could ever think of. She hugged him again and kissed him deeply. She loved him. And she knew that he is the only one that could make her happy for the rest of her life. There is no way that they will separate again.
***
Yuuhi realized that Aya had already wakened up. He went upstairs after having a cup of tea to see if Aya was still in his bed. They bed's empty and Aya wasn't in her room. He realized that she went outside.
A sudden fear flushed inside him. What if Aya walked away and will never come back? After what happened last night, he knew that Aya would be furious at him. He kissed her, and there was no regret with what he did last night. Last night was one of the passionate things that he had shared with Aya. He wants Aya more than the kiss that happened between them. He wanted to be with Aya forever. He wants to share his whole life with Aya. He loves Aya with all of his life.
But now, Aya had left him. And he want her back.
He rushed outside to look for Aya. It was hot outside and he didn't even care if he had left his slippers inside the Aogiri house. Aya was still near the place, he was sure of that. And when he finds Aya, he will tell her that he can't leave her. They will be together and no one could make them separate.
And there he had found her. She was standing near the seashore. with Tooya.
"Aya!" he shouted.
***
Tooya looked over where the voice had come from. A few meters away a young man was standing behind Aya. He realized it was Yuuhi.
Yuuhi came closer to them. He noticed that he was sternly looking at him. Tooya noticed that Yuuhi was half-surprised; Tooya can see his eyes were blinking every second, thinking if he was just seeing a ghost or something. After a few second, he came closer to them and pulled Aya. Tooya wasn't aware of Yuuhi's fist hitting on his face.
"Yuuhi, stop that!" Aya screamed.
"You have the guts to come back after all the troubles you've done?" Yuuhi said, grabbing Tooya with his shirt.
Tooya didn't reply. Yuuhi punched him once more. This time, Yuuhi punched him in his stomach. Tooya moaned for pain.
Aya grabbed Yuuhi's arms and stopped him. "Yuuhi! Stop it! I said stop it!" she cried. Her knees were beginning to be weak as if she'll stumble. Seeing Tooya hurt because of Yuuhi makes her feel the pain that Tooya is feeling inside at that moment. She can't even blame Yuuhi for hurting him. But this time, she has to make a choice.
"Yuuhi, I love Tooya. I can never live without him. Can't you even realize it? All this time there is one person I have loved and I will forever love. I tried to love you Yuuhi, but I just can't!" she said, tears were spontaneously dropping in her face. "I'm sorry."
Yuuhi felt numb after hearing the words Aya had said. He felt as if his soul had flown and his heart was crushed into pieces. Aya didn't learn to love him. No matter how much he tried to let Aya forget Tooya, still the man that Aya had loved before lives inside her heart. And now that Tooya's back, he has no way to let Aya love him. He was hopeless.
He came closer to Tooya and looked down on him. Tooya was aching for pain. He knew that he had hit Tooya with so much force letting him mock in pain. And once again, with all his anger he kicked him. He heard Aya pleading and screaming. He didn't care.
"STOP IT! YUUHI! PLEASE!" the words that Aya kept on saying while Yuuhi was beating Tooya.
Yuuhi turned to Aya and slapped her face. "You cannot run away from me, Aya. Never! You and Tooya cannot be together again! You're mine!" And then he took Aya and pulled her, they were both running away from Tooya.
Tooya heard everything. He tried to stand up and help Aya from Yuuhi. But he was too weak to help her. He felt a blood dripping in his nose and he wiped it with his hands. He just stared with his hands and saw the bleeding that Yuuhi had made. Once again, someone took the girl he had loved.
A/N: I forgot to add this credit. Titles for this fic were from the lyrics of Goo goo doll's Iris. I just really love that song. hehe! ;)
