Hello all! It's Hagen-Chan. Has anyone wondered about Naruto's mother? I have and for some reason there are almost no fic. about his parents save a few and of coarse the famous story 'Bloodlines' written by The SOC Puppet. So I suppose I do this to encourage more fics bout the parents of our little fox. Anyway, on with the fic!!!!

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Can you miss someone you've never met, or at least don't remember? My mother died just a few days after I was born. She died trying to protect me from that damned Kyuubi that is, ironically enough, sealed within me.

In my dreams I hear a soft voice calling My name. Never has anyone said my name so tenderly as this person in my dreams. I never see their face but from what I do see they are most definitely female with light soft blonde hair.

She kisses the tip of my nose and smoothes my dark and unruly blonde hair. She is smiling at me, something that no one does . Why did she have to die and leave me? I wish I knew my parents.

I'm about to fall asleep right here on the window, but I don't want to fall asleep. I don't want to dream of this smiling person and then wake up to solitude.

When ever you're sad or lonely, there's always someone you think about. Be it a close friend, a parent or a lover. So what do you do if your special person isn't there when you need them? Well, you think about them of coarse, wishing they were there with you to push away all your fears. But..the more you think about them 1 of 2 things is bound to happen; You get even lonelier and fall into depression, or you get angrier because they're not there when you need them most.

Of coarse there's always the choice of sucking it up and moving on, easier said than done, ne? Because sooner or later those hurtful feelings that plague you in your subconscious mind are bound to turn to unnecessary anger and hostility towards the ones you love.

Sliding under my thin comforter I allow myself to succumb to the sleep tugging at my tired senses.

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Owari* or at least for now

Look for the next chapter soon. Since it's x-mas break I should have plenty of time to get another chapter or two otta this. Let me know your thoughts and comments. Hope you liked it. ^_^ it'll get better I promise!!!