Dear Rei:
'I wonder what it would be like to be one of the accepted folk, I wonder what if I would be allowed to laugh at a joke, I wonder if I could lead a normal life, And drop this habit of bloodying a knife.
As I ponder these simple words, I think I cut too deep, I am surely going to die, And slip into an eternal sleep.
I wonder if I lead a life, Of laughter and smiles and glee, That if I did I was a normal kid, I'd go all those miles to see.
I just want to be normal, Like many others are, I'm not like them in any way, And that leaves a nasty scar.
Scarred my body, mind and soul, Pain finds its way into my spirit and flesh, I feel hurt and tired, I'm falling through the mesh.
I think I'm finally going to die, But I have only one regret; I never said goodbye to you, So I'm in your debt.
I never felt anything but pain, In my short and tortured life. Pain mentally, physically and emotionally, It stabbed at me like a cruel knife.
When I die I might go to hell, For all the sins and hate. But if I don't I'll wait for you, As an angel by heaven's gate.
I'll be your angel, Your guardian from above. I'll send down good fortune and respect, As well as all my love.
These will be my gifts to you, From my fluffy cloud. I will try my best to make you happy, So your laughter will be loud.
I may be gone from this world, But never shall I leave, I will stay by your side, In the wonderful world you weave.'
-Kai Hiwatari
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'I wonder what it would be like to be one of the accepted folk, I wonder what if I would be allowed to laugh at a joke, I wonder if I could lead a normal life, And drop this habit of bloodying a knife.
As I ponder these simple words, I think I cut too deep, I am surely going to die, And slip into an eternal sleep.
I wonder if I lead a life, Of laughter and smiles and glee, That if I did I was a normal kid, I'd go all those miles to see.
I just want to be normal, Like many others are, I'm not like them in any way, And that leaves a nasty scar.
Scarred my body, mind and soul, Pain finds its way into my spirit and flesh, I feel hurt and tired, I'm falling through the mesh.
I think I'm finally going to die, But I have only one regret; I never said goodbye to you, So I'm in your debt.
I never felt anything but pain, In my short and tortured life. Pain mentally, physically and emotionally, It stabbed at me like a cruel knife.
When I die I might go to hell, For all the sins and hate. But if I don't I'll wait for you, As an angel by heaven's gate.
I'll be your angel, Your guardian from above. I'll send down good fortune and respect, As well as all my love.
These will be my gifts to you, From my fluffy cloud. I will try my best to make you happy, So your laughter will be loud.
I may be gone from this world, But never shall I leave, I will stay by your side, In the wonderful world you weave.'
-Kai Hiwatari
bffimagine: I like this poem...
