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Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO)

Embrace By: Anko_Yoshikawa

Chapter I: Lonely, Lonely

'As I watch him from a distance, I try to think of my self differently. I don't know why, but the more I think about him with me, the more I hurt myself. It was just sick fantasy. I know I can't teach my heart to hate when it loves... But I also know that I can't tell him to love me, when he loves another.'

It was raining hard and I was about to go home when I forgot my books. I had to go back. As I reached the school grounds, I found an eyesore in a faint distance. It was Aiko and Yoshikawa, locked in an embrace. My bestfriend... and the man I love. I stood there not moving. I could feel my body freeze. My mind told me to run away, but my body refused. Oww.. my heart is aching.

I couldn't tell whether I was crying or it's just the rain on my face. I didn't care. I don't care. I looked at them once more, locked in an embrace. It was like a scene in a movie, a story in a fairytale book... except this time, the girl never had the chance. I never had the chance.

They both straightened up, stopped embracing. She smiled at him, he returned the favor when suddenly he turned his gaze and saw me.... Looked at me, stared at me. What was his eyes telling me? Disbelief? Was he surprised to see me? Aiko turned her head the same direction, seeing me. I couldn't think, I couldn't feel. I didn't know what to do when my body started moving, running away from it all. The numbness disappeared, I started crying. Why him? Why love him? 'He's weak and is always tortured by girls. He's not handsome and he's not tall. He's not good in academics and is so uncool...but I love him. I'm too honest am I?'