I woke up with a jump. What had that been? I knew I recognized them. I knew
I recognized that room. But how?
"Are you ok?" Phoebe questioned. I nodded and looked out the window. It had felt so real. Then Phoebe added, "We are coming to the South Dakota Border."
"Good, we're almost there." I whispered to myself. I wanted to see what had become of the town. Maybe I would remember more of my life before the event. Maybe there may be some hints of my past at Blackbird.
Phoebe had turned down the music well I had been asleep and was turning it up now. It was a calmer song and it was happier, then the one I fell asleep to. I don't know why I dragged Phoebe into my problems. It seemed rude to take her away from her life.
"What was life like before the your accident?" Phoebe asked me in a wondering tone. I didn't want to say anything, but I knew it would come out of me eventfully. So why not now?
"I don't remember much but I do remember my adoptive parents and my little baby sister. I also remember my best friend Dakota. I never found out what happened to Dakota after she ran for the woods. All I wanted was for her to make it out alive," I told Phoebe. I liked to speak my thoughts, and now I was. Everything that I was wondering would come out soon.
"Your adoptive parents?" Phoebe questioned intensely. I was shocked by her voice but I nodded. I wonder if she thought I was her niece. It all seemed like it could be true.
Yes, why?"
"No reason, I need to stop and get gas."
Her voice seemed almost harsh. She knew or though something. And I was going to find out what it was. I needed to know.
We pulled up of Easy Stop and she got out and went inside. I waited impatiently in the car. I watched Phoebe throw the windows and I saw her talking on her cell. I guessed she was talking to her sisters or Leo.
I wonder I should get out and walk the rest of the way. Why was everything so confusing? Does life even have a point? Does MY life have a reason to live?
The song on the radio was Avril Lavigne- I'm with you. I listened to it carefully and it was the perfect song for me.
Why is everything so confusing?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by my hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
Cause nothings going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
The song said exactly what I feel and what is happening to me. My life is a total mess, I am traveling with someone I barely know, and I don't know anything or anyone outside the hospital. Is anyone trying to find me?
Why was my life so different to other ten year olds? I am supposed to be worried about getting good grades and making friends. I was worried finding my life, finding where I belong. Why was I so different? Why was I always in pain from my heartbreak?
This was not supposed to be the life a child should have. Not the life I should have. I should have a mom and dad that are alive and happy. I should have a happy family in a beautiful house. I should be happy, not depressed. Why did everything turn out this way? Why wasn't life like it was when she was little?
*Flashback*
"Happy Birthday Parker!" Mommy, Daddy, Maggie, Dakota, Gramps, and Grams all shouted. Dad and Mom came and hugged me, while Gramps cut the cake. Grams held Maggie and Dakota was eying all the presents.
"Let's eat!" Gramps shouted and everyone sat down at the table. After everyone was finished. I sat down and opened my presents. My favorite was a pure gold locket necklace. In it had my mommy and daddy's pictures on each side.
We laughed and had a perfect family picture. Life was just perfect. I wish it could stay this way forever.
*End of Flashback*
Everything was perfect then. Now my life is a horrible mess. A horrible, torturers mess. Why did everything change? Why did everyone die and go away?
Phoebe came in and started up the car. I wanted to ask whom she was talking to and what she was talking about. Even if I knew who it was, I needed to hear it. I watched Phoebe and she looked so happy.
"So we're about two miles away, and then we'll be a blackbird!" Phoebe stated. "And then we can go home." She emphasized the word we. It stayed in my head, and I knew what she meant.
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"Are you ok?" Phoebe questioned. I nodded and looked out the window. It had felt so real. Then Phoebe added, "We are coming to the South Dakota Border."
"Good, we're almost there." I whispered to myself. I wanted to see what had become of the town. Maybe I would remember more of my life before the event. Maybe there may be some hints of my past at Blackbird.
Phoebe had turned down the music well I had been asleep and was turning it up now. It was a calmer song and it was happier, then the one I fell asleep to. I don't know why I dragged Phoebe into my problems. It seemed rude to take her away from her life.
"What was life like before the your accident?" Phoebe asked me in a wondering tone. I didn't want to say anything, but I knew it would come out of me eventfully. So why not now?
"I don't remember much but I do remember my adoptive parents and my little baby sister. I also remember my best friend Dakota. I never found out what happened to Dakota after she ran for the woods. All I wanted was for her to make it out alive," I told Phoebe. I liked to speak my thoughts, and now I was. Everything that I was wondering would come out soon.
"Your adoptive parents?" Phoebe questioned intensely. I was shocked by her voice but I nodded. I wonder if she thought I was her niece. It all seemed like it could be true.
Yes, why?"
"No reason, I need to stop and get gas."
Her voice seemed almost harsh. She knew or though something. And I was going to find out what it was. I needed to know.
We pulled up of Easy Stop and she got out and went inside. I waited impatiently in the car. I watched Phoebe throw the windows and I saw her talking on her cell. I guessed she was talking to her sisters or Leo.
I wonder I should get out and walk the rest of the way. Why was everything so confusing? Does life even have a point? Does MY life have a reason to live?
The song on the radio was Avril Lavigne- I'm with you. I listened to it carefully and it was the perfect song for me.
Why is everything so confusing?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by my hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
Cause nothings going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
The song said exactly what I feel and what is happening to me. My life is a total mess, I am traveling with someone I barely know, and I don't know anything or anyone outside the hospital. Is anyone trying to find me?
Why was my life so different to other ten year olds? I am supposed to be worried about getting good grades and making friends. I was worried finding my life, finding where I belong. Why was I so different? Why was I always in pain from my heartbreak?
This was not supposed to be the life a child should have. Not the life I should have. I should have a mom and dad that are alive and happy. I should have a happy family in a beautiful house. I should be happy, not depressed. Why did everything turn out this way? Why wasn't life like it was when she was little?
*Flashback*
"Happy Birthday Parker!" Mommy, Daddy, Maggie, Dakota, Gramps, and Grams all shouted. Dad and Mom came and hugged me, while Gramps cut the cake. Grams held Maggie and Dakota was eying all the presents.
"Let's eat!" Gramps shouted and everyone sat down at the table. After everyone was finished. I sat down and opened my presents. My favorite was a pure gold locket necklace. In it had my mommy and daddy's pictures on each side.
We laughed and had a perfect family picture. Life was just perfect. I wish it could stay this way forever.
*End of Flashback*
Everything was perfect then. Now my life is a horrible mess. A horrible, torturers mess. Why did everything change? Why did everyone die and go away?
Phoebe came in and started up the car. I wanted to ask whom she was talking to and what she was talking about. Even if I knew who it was, I needed to hear it. I watched Phoebe and she looked so happy.
"So we're about two miles away, and then we'll be a blackbird!" Phoebe stated. "And then we can go home." She emphasized the word we. It stayed in my head, and I knew what she meant.
*~*~*~*~*~*
A/N: Please review about what you want to happen in the next chapters coming up. The more who review the longer this story is going to be updated. So please review.
