Hey all!! I'm back and I've fallen deeply in love with holes fanfics!! Ok this story is'nt going to be like all my other fics where it's all wrong one minute then fixed the next, ooooh no!! Zeta's life is a living hell and I'm going to stick to make her charactor that way through most of the fic!! Thou shant change thy personality beforeth the story beginith! Lol. I was feeling unusually depressed today at school and then I realoized that, I hate my life! For no reason either! Lol. Yesterday I was pretty happy, then
BAM, I hate my life. And all in all it's not even that bad! I'm such an idiot sometimes!! 0_o ........ Anyways!!! This is my first 'Holes' fic so I'll try to spell the names right, but there isn't that great of a chance.. lol. Welll......ZIG-ZAG!! Do the disclaimer!! Ziggy- Aud doesn't own Holes, so you can't sue her for totally minceing up the words in every story she writes.....*in distance* "I'm gonna kill you!!!" *Ziggy in a whisper* "She wouldn't really, she's absolutely in love with me....... "Die you pariniod
hottie!!" *Author tackles Ziggy and they start to wrestle* *Panting* Ok people, this is just a default chapter k? it's just a little taste of what
is to come! If you reveiw that is.

Chapter one; Misdeeds

Strange. Stupid.Different. Scary. Thats how people described her. Shadow mourning she was called. Mourn for short. It fit her perfectly. This girl didn't look like a girl at first. In fact everyone had thought she was a guy. She wore a pair of men's baggy tan khakis, a white beanie, and a white hoodie with the phrase, 'Don't underestimate me' on the front of it and on the back it said, 'I don't like people, get over it!' They were handwritten in dark red ink. She did say something back then. No more then three words. Words that no one wanted to hear. A new boy came up and asked 'him', "I've never seen ink like that before, what kind is it?" His answer was not what he expected. "Blood." no one at the camp said anything to 'him' after that. The last time she ever said a word was one day at a tent councling session. This was the day they all found out she was a girl. "Now Cordare', why are
you here?" Mr. Pendanski asked. She looked at him and looked around herself,at the group. "Come on Ma, you know he ain't gonna talk." one of
the boys said. They called him shake. "M..m.." 'He stuttered shakily. Everyone was stunned. "Now boys you know there ain't nothing going on in
that head of his, he's just mimicking the sounds...." "MURDER!!" she screeched. Everyone looked at her, eyes wide. "He's a she?" "What's your
real name?" Mr pendanski asked. She pulled off the beanie and her semi
long hair tumbled over her shoulders. "Conzeta." She walked out of the
tent in a drunken like swagger, muttering to herself.

Three years later

No one knows when she got there, only who she was. She was just...there. She didn't where the orange jumpsuit, only gray. A corse grey dress that fell to her knees. Her hair was a deep chocolatey brown with orangey red tips. It was long and fell limply to her shoulder blades, as if there was no more life to it. Her eyes were a dull, light purple. Her face was heart shaped and her figure was perfect. She looked like an angel that had lost all hope, all love, all life. She never spoke, even Zero would talk, even if it was pretty much only to Stanley. It was rumured that she was there
even before X-Ray. It was true.