A/N Sorry! I know the first 2 chapters were a bit short but this one should be longer! And thanks for reviewing that's what keeps me writing!

December 8

This is horrible. When Mia startd to go out with Kenny I thought it was a big joke. But now I know Kenny is truly in love with Mia. I was in the Chemistry Lab this morning and I heard something I wish I didn't hear. Between second and third period today Kenny showalter publicly stated she that he loved Mia. Everyone was laughing. I just didn't find it funny. It made me mad that Kenny would do such a thing to embarrass Mia like that. I felt so sorry for Mia being embarrassed in a way like that. In G&T Judith came to work on the Computer Club stuff. I mean Judith is nice and all but I usually spend G&T with Mia. Though we are having a very interesting debate over Mia's emotions.

Judith: Poor kid. I heard what he (Kenny) said to you in the hallway. I was in the Chem. Lab. What was it again? 'I don't care if you don't feel the same way. Mia I willl always love you' or something like that? It's really sweet if you thnk about it. I mean the guy's clearly got it bad for you.

I've got it bad for her. You don't see me screaming that in the third floor hallway.

Lilly: He's obviously very in touch with his emotions Unlike some people.

That craked me. I couldn't take anymore of Lilly's insults at Mia anymore.

Me: Just because Mia doesn't go around shouting about how she feels in the thrid floor hallway doesn't mean she ins't in touch with her feelings.

Mia: Yeah

Lilly: Well, you could have said something back to him. Instead of leaving him hanging there.

Mia: And what should I have said to him?

Lilly: How about you love him back?

I just couldn't bear to keep listening to this conversation. I can't bear the knowing that Mia might like Kenny back. Mia needs to know that there is someone else out there that is madly in love with her too. I need a plan.

Lilly: Name one boy you culd see yourself committing to for all eternity.

OK I knew I would never in a world's chance be that one boy but hey I can dream can't I?

Mia: What do you want- a list?

Lilly: A list would be nice

While Mia is drawing up her list, I'll think of a plan. One thing I'm not doing is shouting out my true feelings in the third floor hallway. Emails? Notes? Gifts? Computer? That's it! I'll make a program that will tell her how much I love her. But how will I show her? Winter's Carnival? Is she even going to be in town for that? There goes the bell I'll think about this later.

December 8 later

I got a really whacked email from Lilly. You'd think since I live with her she would just tell me instead of emailing me.

Attention all students at Albert Einstien High School

Stressed from too many exams, term papers and final projects? Don't just passively accept the oppressive workload handed down to us by the tyrannical administration! A silent walkout has been scheduled for tommorow. At 10am exactly, join your fellow students in showing our teachers how we feel about inflexible exam schedules, repressice censorship, and having only one Reading Day in which to prepare for our Finals. Leave yuor pencilss leave your books and gather on East 75th Street between Madison and Park (use doors by main administration offices, if possible) for rally against Principal Gupta and the trustees. Let your voice be heard.

Won't Mum and Dad be pleased to hear about this.

I just IM'd Mia

CracKing: Did you get that whacked out mass email from my sister?



FtLouie: Yes



CracKing: You're not going along with her stupid walkout are you?

What am I saying? Mia is Lilly's best friend. Of course she is going.

FtLouie: Oh, right. She won't be too mad if I don't or anything.



CracKing: You don't have to do everything she says, you know, Mia. I mean you've stood up to her before. Why not now?



FtLouie: I find that path of least resistance is often the safest one with dealing with your sister.



CracKing: Well, I'm not doing it. Walking out I mean



FtLouie: It's different for you. You're her brother she had to remain on speaking terms with you. You live together.



CracKing: Not for much longer. Thank God.



FtLouie: That's right. You got accepted to Columbia. Early decision, too. I never did congratulate you. So, Congratulations.



CracKing: Thanks



FtLouie: You must be happy that you'll know at least one other person there. Judith Gershner, I mean.

Funny she should mention Judith. Does she think she and I area couple? I seriously hope not. Because if she does then she will never like me. And we will never get together.

CracKing: Yeah I guess so. Listen, you're still going to be in town for the Winter Carnival right? I mean you're not leaving for Genovia before the 18th are you?



FtLouie: I'm leaving for Genovia on the 19th.



CracKing: Oh, good. Because you should really stop by the Computer Club's booth at the Carnival and check out this program I've been working on. I think you will like it.



FtLouie: Can't wait. Well I have to go. Bye.



Welll maybe that wasn't the best approach.

A/N Hope this was mlong enough for you guys. Keep those reviews coming!!!