Starting Over: Love never goes our way

By: Bree-2006

Chapter 3

AN: YAY! Thanx for the reviews here is another revised chappy!


Usagi sat still, staring blankly at the farside wall.That dream, that horrible dream, had scared her more than anything else.

"What am I so frightened about I can handle this...can't I?" she asked herself. SuddenlyUsagi's attention was diverted as someone knocked on the door.

"Usagi are you alright?" Said a familiar voice from the door.

"Seiya?" she replied standing up slowly. Usagiwalked to the door. Seiya's voice once again sounded through the room.

"I heard you all the way from my room, are you alright?" Usagi slowly opened the door.

"I just had a bad dream...I'll be alright, but thank you for asking. I think I just better go back to sleep." She really was exhausted. She sighed again as she made her way back to the bed and flopped down. Seiya looked at her humbly.

"Usagi...I'm here if you want to talk about anything." he said as he made his way to the door shuttingit slowly.

"I don't want to invade you with my problems...at leased not now." She said still a little dazed from the dream she had. She wasn't ready to tell anyone what she had just relived. Nodding understandingly Seiya spoke.

"Alright but I'm here for you Usagi...don't ever forget that." Seiya left the room.There was something wrong with her but he wasn't about to scare her away with questions..

Usagi tried to go back to bed but couldn't get her dream off her mind; she couldn't take it any longer "SEIYA!"


Back in Tokyo

After realizing Usagi was missing Makoto, Minako, and Ami went looking for her, after a whole night of searching they had finally given up. They didn't even have a clue on her whereabouts so they were now becoming desperate. They were now at Usagi's parent's front door hoping that they knew where she was.

"Please let her be here, I'm so worried its killing me"Makoto said her eyes held sadness.

"I can't take it! Where could she have gone, she would never do anything like this without telling us where she was going! She has to be here." Ami said, she too was in total distressed.

"How could this happen, she would never not talk to us! There must be something wrong." Minako said shuffling her feet on the ground.

Ami knocked on the door and a beautiful woman with blue hair answered. The woman looked elegant in her night out of the town dress. When she had opened the door the smile she had been wearing quickly went away replaced with surprise and distraught. They were looking for her.

"Girls...what a surprise, come in please." She said not to be rude, she saw the way the girls looked and she knew they were worried about her daughter.

"No Mrs. Tusukino we were just wondering if we could talk to Usagi for a minute?"none of the girls met Usagi's mom in the eye

"I'm sorry girls Usagi- she-she left to god knows where for god knows what reason, I really miss her." she said slowly. The girls stood around stunned as she shut the door as she fell to the floor sobbing.


Back in Usagi's room

"SEIYA!" Usagi screamed.In a matter of seconds a handsome man with jet-black hair rushed into the room.

"Usa are you alright?" he asked scared to see the pain she had been suffering finally show.

"No Seiya I'm not alright, what have I done to deserve all of this pain? All I wanted was a wonderful life with the man I loved and my best friend screws it up. Is it ever supposed to work?" she asked as tears cascaded down her flushed cheeks. Seiya didn't know what to say. Breathing in slowly Seiya pulled her into a protective hug.

"Usagi...I can't answer that question for you.All I know is thatyou make your future and maybe all that happened could be for the best...I mean you could really go places in the singing industry, not to mention meeting new exciting people.Who knows,things could actually turn out for the better."Through the short conversation she had managed to cling onto his bare chest, her tears began to flow over him.She slowly looked up to see his face and was surprised to see the same look that she had seen her beloved Mamo-chan give her every time she was upset. It was odd but it calmed her down and she felt safe in Seiya's arms slowly falling asleep in his embrace.


Back home at Rayes

Raye sat on her bed, thousands of things wereracking her brain...pain, guilt, and even happiness, after all she did get what she wanted, Mamoru.

"She's not gone for good! She'll come to her senses, she's just a little ticked off right?" she asked herself. After the meeting she had separated from Mamoru and ran straight home to think-if only shehadn't haveslept with mamoru.

"I'm her best friend nothing can destroyour friendship right?" although she new she was kidding herself, she honestly didn't knowwhy it would destroy their friendship, it was only that one time.

"She can't be that mad at me! She knows her and Mamoru are meant to be together...meaning I wouldn't have a chance!" she yelledinto the thick air of her bedroom.Suddenly the doorbell rang.

"Now who could that be?" in her head she was silently praying it was Usagi, although the vibe she was getting was dark and a little frightening the total opposite of Usagi's cheerful happy demeanor.

Raye slowly opened the door Reveiling.

"Mamoru!"


Mamoru's Point of view

I'm worried...after her no show I was sure she was gone, to where I didn't even know. I thought of going to her parents house but a thought struck me, what if they knew about everything.

I knew the girls hadn't heard anything, yet I came to the meeting anyway- bad idea...the looks the girls gave me after Rayes confession, the harsh words that came out of quiet Ami's mouth and the slap Minako gave me made me realize how much I messed up.

Now I have to find her and make my peace, but I need to have a talk with little Raye Hino first.

So that's why I'm here, before I search for my Usako I have to tell Raye that we can't be together it's just love getting in the way.

Now I'm standing face to face with her and I can tell she had been crying a lot, although I couldn't stop staring at her she was still just so beautiful.

"Raye we need to talk" I said still not able to take my eyes off of her. "Yes we do." She said back as she motioned me to come in, I nodded and walked in casually.

We sat down, knowing this wasn't going to be easy, I looked her in the eye, she suddenly began to sob on my shoulder when she calmed down she looked at me and I couldn't resist I touched my lips to hers and we ended up back where we had started in a bed.


Back to Usagi's room

Seiya left Usagi in her room and shut the door behind him.The warmthUsagi had been feeling had disappeared and she found herself thinking about Mamoru, or rather his best friend.

She looked at the clock beside her bed...

4:30

She was still fully awake and decided the best thing to do was to give her friend a call.

She dialed the number and waited for it to pick up..

"Hello Crown arcade Motoki speaking." Usagi smiled as his voice reached her ears.

"Hi Motoki are you Busy?" it was a known fact that the crown arcade was one of the busiest placed in the city, due to the dozons of children that passed through each day. He listened as he sighed.

"Not really who's this?"

"Usagi" she giggled twirling a peice of her hair around her finger. He laughed.

"Sorry 'bout that, I didn't recognize you, you must be learning English really well and losing your accent." She smiled to herself.

"That cant be, I cant speak a word of English...I forgot it all from English class"

Motoki grinned "Yeah, as I recall you didn't even go to your English class half the time, but thats not the reason you called me, what's up?"

Usagi closed her eyes.

"Just had a bad dream and needed to know that I was still sane."

Motoki: chuckled and scrached the back of his head. "Well I'm a doctor and I say you sound fine" he spoke into the phone. He held it between his neck and shoulder as he prepared a milkshake for a customer.

It was Usagi's turn to grin."Ha-ha you are such a charmer!"

"That's what I'm known for"

Standing up from her bed Usagi grabbed a comb off of her vanity."I'm sure you are" she proceded to comb her hair.

Motoki handed the child his drink and leaned against the counter.

"So tell me what you called me about."

After talking or more so Giggling (on Usagi's part) for about an hour, they had to hang up.

"Take care Usa." Motoki smiled as he awaited her reply.

Usagi put down the comb and spoke. "You too and by the way we have our first practice today!"

Motokiwrapped his finger around the phone cord."You do that's great! I hope youdo well! well...I have a customer so I'll see ya"

Usagi laid herself back on her bed."Alright then good bye." hanging up the phone Usagi closed her eyes.


Revised:

6-04-05