Starting Over: Love never goes our way

By: Bree-2006

Chapter 4

YAY! Thanx for the reviews, here the new and revised chapter 3


Usagi got ready for her first day as a singer. She tried to get ready fast, due to the fact thatSeiya had told her to be there at 6:00, but it was already 5:30.

She had finally gotten out of the shower when a sharp pain hit her. She had had the feeling before.It was the same feeling she got when she was younger and she saw Mamoru with other girls, although she played it off, as just a symptom of her pregnancy a part of her knew Mamoru had found someone.

"I can't think of him, it will ruin my whole day, things have changed, and maybe for the better." She thought to herself. There was no wayshe was going to let this get to her.This was her new life, and she would make the best of it. When she finished combing her hair and getting dressed she grabbed her purse and ran out of her room.

By the time she got there it was 5:50; she became happy when Seiya told her she was early. "Well there's a first time for everything," she thought to herself.

Seiya, Taiki, Yaten, and Usagi gathered at a recording studio, Usagi was informed they were going to see how they sounded together. Usagi was extremely nervous.

"Um you guys do you really think I can do this, I mean, do you think I really would make a good pop star?" she asked slowly, backing away from them. Seiya looked at her incredulously.

"Usagi, you have the best voice we have ever heard.If we didn't think you could do it do you really think we would have asked you to join us?" he replied. Usagi looked at with a small smile on her face; Seiya had a way with words.

"I guess you're right I'm just being paranoid. Thanks Seiya I feel better now," she said.

Suddenly a man with light brown hair and blue eyes walked in, he looked about 24 years old.

"Hi lights and you must be Usagi." He said giving them a gorgeous smile

"I'm Harrison nice to finally meet you"

"Hi!" all four said in unison

"Well why don't we get started" he said clasping his hands together in front of him. Slowly heled them into the studio.


Back in Tokyo at crown arcade

After hanging up with Usagi, Motoki tried to go back to work, but he couldn't get her off his mind.

"Why cant I concentrate, am I really that worried about her, I mean she's a big girl right, she can take care of herself..." He said to himself. Although fairly unconvinced.

"It's not that I'm worried about is it?" he asked into the empty room. All the customers had cleared out and he should have gotten off work minutes ago, if only.

"But it's so gloomy here without her to liven it up." suddenly as if a sign, three really pissed off girls walked in.

"Oh no, trouble..." he muttered.


Back at Rayes

Mamoru sat up, Raye was resting on his bare chest, and he began to watch her sleep. He was fascinated with her, she was so different from Usagi. She was darker, and her kisses were different from Usagi's as well, they were rough, and full of passion while Usagi's were soft, and full of love and desire.

This thought brought him back to reality. Usagi wasn't the one sleeping on his chest it was Raye. Oh how he wished it were his Beloved Usako...he wanted to hold her, mold her to his body, the things he couldn't dowith Raye. She just didn't fit like Usagi did. They were two different feelings, two different women.

Raye felt his body tense and his demeanor drop to his original coldness, she knew what he was thinking about instantly.

"Raye we can't do this anymore it's wrong...I just don't love you like that, you're just a silly infatuation and the total opposite of what I want...I'm sorry." he said pushing Raye off of him, not seeing the look of pain in her eyes.

SLAP!

Mamoru put his left hand on his cheek where the distraught and angered woman had slapped him. It burned like fire for him and yet it made it harder to leave her, it was such a turn on.

"Fine! If that's how you want it Mamoru, but you won't find her; she doesn't want to be found and if you were to find her you won't be able to win her back, not after what we did to her...she'd probably moon dust you just like you deserve!" Raye said getting off the bed and towards her clothes, crying softlyshe quickly dressed.

"You really need to leave Mamoru, and don't bother coming back, Now your Back to where you started, ALONE!" she screamed venomously.


At Crown Arcade

The bell on the door rang grabbing Motoki's attention immediately. "Hi girls..." he said seeing the group come closer to him.

'What should I do? They look so angry.' He thought to himself.

"Can it Motoki!" Minako yelled out "Where's Usagi?"

Motoki stood frozen, he had no clue what to tell them, could he really keep this secret from them, Usagi's best friends?

"I don't know where she is, I haven't seen her in a while" He said scratching his head he knew he was lying through his teeth.

"That's a lie, you and I both know it, if Usagi had a fight or a problem she would go straight to you, and you know you can't keep a lie from us." Minako said "You suck at lying, your voice trembles." Ami said with Matter-of- fact demeanor.

"Please Motoki if you know where she is we're begging you to tell us! We just don't want her to be alone" Makoto said

"Really girls I don't know where she could have gone, but I guarantee you she's not alone, after all she is Usagi." he said, every bit of emotion he was holding in came out and he felt hot tear drips fall down his cheek.

"You're right" Minako said.

"She's never alone, she's so wonderful she could find friends quickly! I just don't want her to leave us." Motoki put a kind hand on her shoulder.

"She'll be back someday girls...I'm sure this is just temporary...just to cool off." he finished with a smile.

All three girls smiled and wiped their tears away. He had a good point; they smiled halfheartedly and walked out of the arcade.


With Usagi

After hours of practicing Usagi felt terrible, she barely slept the night before and was pregnant after all. During the practice Harrison had dreamy eyes, she was Beautiful and talented, he was impressed and a little awed.

"Usagi where did you learn to sing like that?" he asked her, not knowing if hearing her sing was real or not.

"Well the only place I ever sang was at home, and usually no one was there to hear me..." shetrailed looking down like she was shy.

"It's the most beautiful voice I've heard in a long time." he said making her blush. "Thank you." Usagi told him. With a gentle smile Harrison continued.

"Ok, Usagi time to sing again, your breaks over!" Taiki said in an un-amused sort of way.

"Ok what are we singing now?" she asked Harrison. He smiled.

"Well...I think I like your voice in more of a slow song...I know! How about a song called Our Love" he said, everyone smiled.

"Sounds great!"

(AN: I wrote this song myself so don't try to steal it or sue me k)

Usagi: Am I wrong for leaving,

Should I stay and believe in,

Our love.

Everyone: Our love.

Usagi: Have I left us in the dark,

Never to heal our broken hearts,

Our love.

Everyone: Our love.

Usagi: There's someone else out there,

that deserves our shattered soul,

To repair it, and never let it go.

Our Love.

Everyone: Our love.

Usagi: We'll never have what we once had,

To love each other again,

No more tears to ever shed,

Our love lost never to be seen again.

Everyone: Only to be given to someone,

that will mend it

Someone that can put it back together,

With the touch of their hands,

Usagi: Now you've lost more thanmy love,

You've lost my warmth,

My passion, And my heart

At the end of the song, everyone had huge smiles plastered on their faces. Her voice molded perfectly into the song. It was amazing and she knew it.

"Wow...!" Harrison said from the other room "Amazing!"


Rayes apartment

"How dare he, he just expects her to come crawling back to him! He had something great, he had me and he chose her! Destiny sucks!" she yelled to her empty apartment.

"All I ever wanted I finally thought I got and then I get screwed, what the hell's my problem!" she screamed again to her empty apartment.

"You're a lying whore! That's your problem!" Raye turned herself around only to come face to face with.

"Setsuna ...?"


Revised:

6-04-05