Author Notes: So not what I expected... where has my mind been latley? ah well, I shall post it anyhow.

-- Mixed Emotions --

I know that i like her
but more than a friend?
I have Iris now
I dont want that to end

So many emotions
build inside my mind
to like and be liked
to be left behind

love is so heavy
for a four letter word
and even when felt
it is not always heard

I guess I should tell Iris
its not fair to live a lie
I need Jane in my life
without her I would die

why I talk so strongly
of something so unknown
must be the explaination
of the feelings never shown

I cant hide behind my art
or fake another high
Jane inspires difference
with her I could fly

I know now what this is
a love so pure and true
Jane you wont believe me
but I have to be with you.