It had been three days since Jamie begged Landon to leave. It was eating
her alive, she didn't eat, sleep, go to work, she didn't do anything.
~* Jamie's POV ~*
It's been three days but if feels like three years! I can't do it anymore, just sit here and live in fear. Hunter is now in the clear, no one is in his way now. I'm not safe anymore.
That isn't the only reason I like having Landon with me. I feel safe when he's around, I wasn't afraid to smile. Landon doesn't know it but I love meeting him, I can feel butterflies in my stomach when I see him.
I have to face the facts; this is hell, that being an understatement. No matter how much I want to deny it I love him, I really do. And it kills me that I sent him away, but I don't want to lose him.
Jacob has been really worried I can tell, he keeps trying to call Landon, but I won't let him. I can't. I care too much for him. But I can't just sit here, being without him is like . . . I don't know, it's like not being able to breathe.
I have to see him again, even if it's only one more time. . .
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Landon's POV
It's only day three, and I think I'm going to go insane. Jamie is the only thing on my mind; everything I look at reminds me of her. Her face, I can't get it out of my head, her full pouty lips, her dark brown eyes, her angelic smile.
This was too much, I wish she'd just call me. Well I could just as easily call her but she never wants to see me or hear from me, she made that clear.
No one could guess how many times I picked up the phone about ready to dial her number. I don't care what she says, this cant be what she wants, I saw the look in her eyes. It was pain, or could it have been pity? Sympathy maybe?
All I know is this, I'll find out, even if it kills me. Hell, a life without Jamie is worse.
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~* Jacob's POV *~
Jamie has been in her room since Landon stormed out that day. I think she misses him but she says its her 'girl problems' I've known her all my life and I know for a FACT that that 'time of the month' isn't for another week.
She's really scaring me, she hasn't even eaten. All this over some guy, I mean Landon is a great guy, but Jamie could get sick, and that's what scares me the most, Jamie's all I have, and I cant lose her, not over Landon.
When I try to talk to her she pushes me away, I get mad, and when I get mad I go out and do stuff I shouldn't, I guess its like I'm spiting in God's face for making me go through this.
I talk to Juliana about it sometimes but sometimes I just wanna do it the way I want. I sit here and think about Jamie, and I ask myself: 'Well if it was Juliana what would YOU do?'
Jamie has to see Landon again; she loves him, for I can see it in her eyes.
*****Okay quick comment, I know I wrote the POVs in like present tense or whatever you wanna call it. I did that cause I thought it made more sense if it doesn't to you I'm sorry I confused, but I'm not trying to play with your heads, I swear! ~*~JA2008~*~
~* Jamie's POV ~*
It's been three days but if feels like three years! I can't do it anymore, just sit here and live in fear. Hunter is now in the clear, no one is in his way now. I'm not safe anymore.
That isn't the only reason I like having Landon with me. I feel safe when he's around, I wasn't afraid to smile. Landon doesn't know it but I love meeting him, I can feel butterflies in my stomach when I see him.
I have to face the facts; this is hell, that being an understatement. No matter how much I want to deny it I love him, I really do. And it kills me that I sent him away, but I don't want to lose him.
Jacob has been really worried I can tell, he keeps trying to call Landon, but I won't let him. I can't. I care too much for him. But I can't just sit here, being without him is like . . . I don't know, it's like not being able to breathe.
I have to see him again, even if it's only one more time. . .
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Landon's POV
It's only day three, and I think I'm going to go insane. Jamie is the only thing on my mind; everything I look at reminds me of her. Her face, I can't get it out of my head, her full pouty lips, her dark brown eyes, her angelic smile.
This was too much, I wish she'd just call me. Well I could just as easily call her but she never wants to see me or hear from me, she made that clear.
No one could guess how many times I picked up the phone about ready to dial her number. I don't care what she says, this cant be what she wants, I saw the look in her eyes. It was pain, or could it have been pity? Sympathy maybe?
All I know is this, I'll find out, even if it kills me. Hell, a life without Jamie is worse.
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~* Jacob's POV *~
Jamie has been in her room since Landon stormed out that day. I think she misses him but she says its her 'girl problems' I've known her all my life and I know for a FACT that that 'time of the month' isn't for another week.
She's really scaring me, she hasn't even eaten. All this over some guy, I mean Landon is a great guy, but Jamie could get sick, and that's what scares me the most, Jamie's all I have, and I cant lose her, not over Landon.
When I try to talk to her she pushes me away, I get mad, and when I get mad I go out and do stuff I shouldn't, I guess its like I'm spiting in God's face for making me go through this.
I talk to Juliana about it sometimes but sometimes I just wanna do it the way I want. I sit here and think about Jamie, and I ask myself: 'Well if it was Juliana what would YOU do?'
Jamie has to see Landon again; she loves him, for I can see it in her eyes.
*****Okay quick comment, I know I wrote the POVs in like present tense or whatever you wanna call it. I did that cause I thought it made more sense if it doesn't to you I'm sorry I confused, but I'm not trying to play with your heads, I swear! ~*~JA2008~*~
