Odd, I allready got 2 reviews. When I read em, I just blushed ^^. Oh well, happy valentine everybody, I hope everyone has someone to celebrate it with. I actually don't doubt it, you are all such nice people 'snif' oh well, let's get on with the storie.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, exept Kyota. ^^

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chapter 3: A rose on the doorstep

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Kai was happy about this all. If only... Kai was doubting, he still hadn't recovered from what he had been trough. His entire life, he had been avoiding people, scared to be hurt again. Kai knew he loved Kyota but he didn't know for sure she loved him too. Kai acted really tough the entire time but deep inside, he was scared and lonely. He didn't wanna trust anybody anymore, never again. He had said that to himself when he was on the graveyard with his mother and father. He never got an answer and Kai believed for himself he wouldn't trust anybody for real. But he had only fooled himself. He did trust somebody, with all his heart. For some odd reason, he trusted Kyota, even though he had never met her before, she looked reliable and sweet.

Kai looked into Kyota's dark eyes. The lights were shinig brighter then ever, but Kai felt his lights were still out. He just couldn't believe what had happened yesterday and he was still scared and feeling dirty. He knew he couldn't help it but he felt as if he should've done something, as if it was his fault and as if he had done everything to the boy even though he knew he hadn't done a thing. But that was just it, he never did a thing about it and he had always let him do whatever he wanted to do.

Kai clenched his fists and he noticed Kyota looking at him really confused again. He couldn't stand her looking at him that way. Kai just stood up and walked away, leaving Kyota sitting there against the tree. She almost started crying because she thought Kai was leaving her but she held back her tears and ran after Kai.

Kai held a quik pace. He was thinking about his grandfather. He had killed that poor boy, what would he do when he found out Kai had a girlfriend? It could be two things. Or he would rape her and scare her like hell so she would run away and never come back or he would just murder her for making kai happy. Kai trembled. He would never let anything happen to Kyota, even if that means losing her forever.

Suddenly, Kai felt someone pulling his arm. It was Kyota. She had tears in her eyes and her hair was all messed up. She looked up at Kai a little scared but she wouldn't let go of his arm. Her eyes said a lot about her feelings and Kai knew she didn't understand anything from his behavior and he knew she wouldn't ever understand. Kai looked down at her with angry eyes. His eyes forced her to release her but Kyota wouldn't listen. She closed her eyes and held Kai's arm even closer to her.

Kai sighed. How could anyone be this adorable and still love him. He knew she would never let go of him so he did something to force her down. He wouldn't let anything bad happen to her and he would do everything in his power to keep her away from him and his grandfather. Kai suddenly stood still. He saw Kyota had closed her eyes and he sighed again. He closed his eyes himself and raised his hand. Suddenly, he smacked his hand against Kyota's cheek with a horrible sound and he felt her release his arm. H eopened his eyes again and saw her lying on the ground, looking at him with her big, dark eyes. Her fire went out too and Kai turned around. He couldn't stand the hurt in her eyes. Kai walked away from her while lots of others were running over to her. A few guys helped her on her feet and some others just stood there in disbelief.

Kai closed his eyes and walked past the students and the teachers. He felt terrible and it was as if his hand was on fire. But he did the right thing, his grandfather wouldn't hurt her now because she would avoid him now. Kai sighed again and tears were starting to flow with these thoughts. He didn't feel like going to school anymore so he just walked home and no one tried to stop him.

Kai walked home and went straight to his room. His grnadfather wasn't home for some reason and kai expected him to be at the abbey, helping Boris train the children. Kai packed his clothes and his most important stuff into a bag and closed it carefully. Downstairs he packed some food and water and he took his coat and his best shoes. Kai had enough of it. He wouldn't bring anyone into danger for being with his grandfather so he would run away. He knew it was a decision a coward would make but he had no other choice. He wrote a goodbye-note and left.

Before Kai would leave permanantly, he went to his garden first. Beatifull red roses were growing there and Kai always liked those flowers. They helped him forget his worries. Carefull, he cut one rose of and then, he left.

When he was on his wayn he took a different road what brought him to a small house on a corner. He knew this was where Kyota lived. He stepped forward and took his rose. He placed a kiss on the rose and placed it on the doormat. The last thing he did there was leave a note: Kyota, don't remember me, it would just hurt both of us. Please accept this rose. I'll leave now, i'm sorry I punched you but you wouldn't understand the reason. I'll love you forever. Kai...

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So, that was my third chapter, and it's done on valentine as well so I still wish all of you a happy valentine. ^^

Please review and give me ideas cuz I ran out of them.