Disclaimer: Nothing is mine except my imagination that made this fic.
Warning: They're the same warning as in chapter one.
Auctor 's notie: Hallo there,
I have some announcement to make.
1) I'm sorry to inform you that you have to wait a little longer for my next chapter because I had accidently delete my chapter 3. That 's mean I have to write it again. I'm so sorry. Clumsy me. 2) The reason why my fic was rated R will come in later chapter. 3) English is my third langue so I'm sorry if there are many faults but I promiss i'll do better. 4) I love you all who has send me encourraging 's reviews.
Chapter2: I'm sorry
Shock Hijiri stared at his friend like he was crazzy or maybe he really is. Gasping he choked out : " Are you crazy? The High Priest is a persone, not an object. You can't just steel him. Beside, he is heavenly garded! Don't you afraid of the punischments of the god?"
"What is there to be afraid of. I, the persone who has nothing except the sadness in my heart. I need those answers or else this sadness will distroy me!" Tsuzuki answer his friend passionately.
"Don't I count as someone for you or at least something? I want to be yours forever. Why don't you let me in? Why do you keep pushing me back. You know I love the first time we meet!"Tears streaming down his youthful face while Hijiri looked at Tsuzuki with pain in his eyes.
The black haired man's expression became very sad and he reach out his right hand to caress the other man face and whiped the tears a way. " Maybe because my heart is black, holow or frozen, I really don't know. But what I do know for sure is that I don't want your white angelwings to be stained by me. You will be happier with someone else. Find a man or a women to make you happy."
Hijiri closed the distance between them and held on to his only love tightly. "It's you I'm in love with. I don't want any other men or women!" Hearing this Tsuzuki hold the smaller man tight for a few seconds then push him of gently:"I'm sorry. I'm verry sorry but I don't love you like the way you love me. No one know better then I what a good persone you are but I just don't feel that way about you. If it will make any easier to you I'll leave so you can start forgetting me".
"No, please don't. I'm okey. Don't you worry about me. I won't be a bother to you. If you don't love me the way I love you then please let me at least be your friend. I'll stop feeling like this but please don't leave!" Although he knew he was lying to Tsuzuki he must do it because he fears otherwise Tsuzuki will leave and he never get to see his face again. Never get to hear his sweat voice, never get to see him sleeping innocent like an angel and never again can Hijiri talk to him if he really leave. It will be torture toward him. He knows he would never survive those pains. Even if it meant lying to his bestfriend he has to tried to stop Tsuzuki from leaving.
"If you are sure you'll be okey in my present then i'll stay", Tsuzuki hesistantly said.
"Ofcourse I'm sure. I'll find someone else to love. Beside, you are not the only one who is handsome you know". Hijiri teased Tsuzuki.
"Ouch, I don't really need to hear that. You just crusched my poor heart", Tsuzuki answered laughing.
"Oh, you'll survive."
After a few minutes joking with each other, Hijiri walked away saying he has something else his must do. When he was out of Tsuzuki's view he begun to run while tears stream down his cheeks. He didn't hear the sounds of the ocean's waves slamping against the ship nor did he heard Tsuzuki's said "I'm sorry Hijiri".
Auctor 's notie: Hallo there,
I have some announcement to make.
1) I'm sorry to inform you that you have to wait a little longer for my next chapter because I had accidently delete my chapter 3. That 's mean I have to write it again. I'm so sorry. Clumsy me. 2) The reason why my fic was rated R will come in later chapter. 3) English is my third langue so I'm sorry if there are many faults but I promiss i'll do better. 4) I love you all who has send me encourraging 's reviews.
Chapter2: I'm sorry
Shock Hijiri stared at his friend like he was crazzy or maybe he really is. Gasping he choked out : " Are you crazy? The High Priest is a persone, not an object. You can't just steel him. Beside, he is heavenly garded! Don't you afraid of the punischments of the god?"
"What is there to be afraid of. I, the persone who has nothing except the sadness in my heart. I need those answers or else this sadness will distroy me!" Tsuzuki answer his friend passionately.
"Don't I count as someone for you or at least something? I want to be yours forever. Why don't you let me in? Why do you keep pushing me back. You know I love the first time we meet!"Tears streaming down his youthful face while Hijiri looked at Tsuzuki with pain in his eyes.
The black haired man's expression became very sad and he reach out his right hand to caress the other man face and whiped the tears a way. " Maybe because my heart is black, holow or frozen, I really don't know. But what I do know for sure is that I don't want your white angelwings to be stained by me. You will be happier with someone else. Find a man or a women to make you happy."
Hijiri closed the distance between them and held on to his only love tightly. "It's you I'm in love with. I don't want any other men or women!" Hearing this Tsuzuki hold the smaller man tight for a few seconds then push him of gently:"I'm sorry. I'm verry sorry but I don't love you like the way you love me. No one know better then I what a good persone you are but I just don't feel that way about you. If it will make any easier to you I'll leave so you can start forgetting me".
"No, please don't. I'm okey. Don't you worry about me. I won't be a bother to you. If you don't love me the way I love you then please let me at least be your friend. I'll stop feeling like this but please don't leave!" Although he knew he was lying to Tsuzuki he must do it because he fears otherwise Tsuzuki will leave and he never get to see his face again. Never get to hear his sweat voice, never get to see him sleeping innocent like an angel and never again can Hijiri talk to him if he really leave. It will be torture toward him. He knows he would never survive those pains. Even if it meant lying to his bestfriend he has to tried to stop Tsuzuki from leaving.
"If you are sure you'll be okey in my present then i'll stay", Tsuzuki hesistantly said.
"Ofcourse I'm sure. I'll find someone else to love. Beside, you are not the only one who is handsome you know". Hijiri teased Tsuzuki.
"Ouch, I don't really need to hear that. You just crusched my poor heart", Tsuzuki answered laughing.
"Oh, you'll survive."
After a few minutes joking with each other, Hijiri walked away saying he has something else his must do. When he was out of Tsuzuki's view he begun to run while tears stream down his cheeks. He didn't hear the sounds of the ocean's waves slamping against the ship nor did he heard Tsuzuki's said "I'm sorry Hijiri".
