Chibi Okami ~ Hey, I decided since peoples seemed to like this I would not
stop with one chapter, so here's chapter two of Blinding Pain because
people were nice enough to leave six reviews!
Disclaimer ~ I own nothing. I have no family, no friends, the only clothes I have are the ones on my back. I go for days without eating and I live in a small corner in the back of an alley way, surviving with my laptop as my only companion and a wireless internet connection plug I stole. Okay, not really, but hey, I still don't own Inu-Yasha's characters!
Blinding Pain
Chapter Two ~ Alone
"I am leaving, mom." Kagome called to the back of the house as she walked through the front door, She really didn't care if her mother heard her or not, her mother would be happy she was gone.
"Don't bother to come home, today!" Her mother cried from the upper window, tears once again wetting her cheeks. Her hair was flung wildly from side to side and she was still in her pajamas. Kagome refused to turn around and look at the mess her mother was in, it had always sickened her that her mother acted and looked all because she, Kagome, was a miko and her father had died because of one.
Was it really her fault that he died? No. Then why the hell did her mother keep blaming her? It was the miko blood that ran through her veins, if only it would go away, disappear maybe her mother would love her. Kagome shook the thought out of her head, her mother would always hate her, miko blood or not. The miko blood was just an excuse for her mother.
"Filthy witch! Don't expect to have dinner tonight!" Her mother called down.
"Don't worry, I didn't." She muttered as she walked off the porch and headed down the empty street.
"What did you say? You witch? Were you talking back to me? I should have never kept you! I regret ever having you as my child!" Her mother called after the girl walking away from the house.
Kagome continued to ignore the shouts from the window of her house as she walked down the road. Her hands were stuffed into her coat pockets and she looked straight ahead, her face expressionless. "She wished the words would bounce off of her, it was nothing she hadn't heard from her mother before, but those words hurt. Every word hurt her deep down, even though she refused to believe that they did so. Every time words about her escaped her mother's mouth they scarred her deep down and they stayed etched in her memory, dwindling the little confidence and elf esteem she had left.
She walked past the alley that used to comfort her so much so long ago. She remembered it as Inu-Yasha's alley, that's what she had always called it, and she didn't know why. He had stayed there, but he had never owned it or been there long enough to say he ever lived there.
She looked down the empty alley and cursed under her breath. 'Stay with her forever'? Bull. Inu-Yasha had been left a week after he had said that. One morning she had walked into his alley to find it deserted. She had stayed there for three days and nights all by herself waiting for him to return and when she realized he wasn't coming back she cried ad went home, the place she most wanted to stay away from, she didn't have any other place to go, though. Her mother was actually upset she came home at all.
He said he'd be there for her, he said he'd protect her, watch over her. Bull. All just a load of Bull Shit. He never really cared for her, when he was sick of watching over some snot-nosed four year old like himself he just got up and left. He hadn't even said good bye.
She spit in the alley as she walked past, a sign of hers to show how much she hated him for leaving her. She had needed him and he wasn't there. How she lived through those nine years she survived without him were all painful and there wasn't one happy moment she could remember.
She heard the bell ring as she walked into the school, but she didn't bother to hurry up for class. Instead she walked even slower. The halls were deserted and classes were starting. As she walked down the hall she was stopped by a teacher.
"Miss Higarashi!" The teacher had exclaimed. "You are late!"
"Yeah, so?" She muttered, she didn't even stop to look at the teacher.
"Miss Higarashi, do not use that tone with me! Hurry to your next class!"
"Why?" She was just asking for trouble and she knew it, but she didn't care.
"Miss Higarashi! If you do not listen to me I shall send you to the pricipal's office and have him call your mother. This is the third time this week you have been tardy and today's Thursday!"
Kagome snorted and a sad smile was on her lips. "Sure, call my mother. She won't care, she never has before. The only thing she would care about is if I get suspended or worse, expelled. I would then be home with her all day. Having to deal with her own daughter every day, what a tragedy." She walked down the hall, ignoring the teacher, who was surprised at what she said.
The teacher froze for a moment but then pointed Kagome in the opposite way. "To the principal's office."
"Oh, joy." Kagome said sarcastically.
As she walked to the principal's office she saw someone was in there already. Instead she sat down on the bench beside the door. She sent a disgusted look at the sign on the door that said 'Remember the principal is you Pal!' What did that retard of a principal think they all were? Brain dead kindergarteners?
She sighed and sunk in the bench. She crossed her arms and legs. She looked at the clock and smiled as she realized that she was missing math, they were doing her such a favor sending to the principal's, she hated math. Kagome got decent grades, and no one knew how. She never listened to the teachers or ever did any of the homework. She some how managed scores on tests that pulled up her grade enough to cover up that she didn't do her homework, though. It was rumoured she cheated, and people widely believed it.
No one knew Kagome well enough to know she would never cheat, no one cared. Most of all Kagome didn't care that she had no friends, she liked it that way. She would never get to close to someone and think to even call them a friend and they get up and leave her. She didn't want to go through that anymore. Also she didn't want to put others in pain because of her problems at home. They say that if you have a burden that your friend will bear half of it. She didn't want someone to have to feel the pain she felt every day. Also she didn't want people to feel sorry for her, if there was one thing she hated it was being felt sorry for.
As she sunk deeper into the bench she heard voices coming from the hallway.
"Ah, so you are a new student."
"Yes."
"Then come right this way, the principal would like to meet you before your first day at out high school."
"Okay."
As they turned the corner she saw the teacher that had yelled at her before walk with a young man with silver hair and piercing amber eyes. His eyes opened wide as he spotted her on the bench and hers did the same.
"K-Kagome?"
"Inu . . . Yasha?" She whispered in shock.
"Hi, long time no see." He put on a crooked smile and halfway looked ashamed.
"You two know each other? Good!" The teacher said happily.
Just then Kagome's shock washed away, and what replaced shock was anger. She leapt off of the bench and fisted her hands. "You . . . you BASTARD!"
"Kagome!" The teacher cried out in shock. "Watch you mouth."
"Kagome, I can explain!" Inu-Yasha waved his hands in front of himself.
"No! You can't! Just stay the fuck away from me!" And with that she ran out of the school building, not looking back.
The End of Chap Two
Chibi Okami ~ Okay, I know, it wasn't very good, but please review and tell me what you think!
Disclaimer ~ I own nothing. I have no family, no friends, the only clothes I have are the ones on my back. I go for days without eating and I live in a small corner in the back of an alley way, surviving with my laptop as my only companion and a wireless internet connection plug I stole. Okay, not really, but hey, I still don't own Inu-Yasha's characters!
Blinding Pain
Chapter Two ~ Alone
"I am leaving, mom." Kagome called to the back of the house as she walked through the front door, She really didn't care if her mother heard her or not, her mother would be happy she was gone.
"Don't bother to come home, today!" Her mother cried from the upper window, tears once again wetting her cheeks. Her hair was flung wildly from side to side and she was still in her pajamas. Kagome refused to turn around and look at the mess her mother was in, it had always sickened her that her mother acted and looked all because she, Kagome, was a miko and her father had died because of one.
Was it really her fault that he died? No. Then why the hell did her mother keep blaming her? It was the miko blood that ran through her veins, if only it would go away, disappear maybe her mother would love her. Kagome shook the thought out of her head, her mother would always hate her, miko blood or not. The miko blood was just an excuse for her mother.
"Filthy witch! Don't expect to have dinner tonight!" Her mother called down.
"Don't worry, I didn't." She muttered as she walked off the porch and headed down the empty street.
"What did you say? You witch? Were you talking back to me? I should have never kept you! I regret ever having you as my child!" Her mother called after the girl walking away from the house.
Kagome continued to ignore the shouts from the window of her house as she walked down the road. Her hands were stuffed into her coat pockets and she looked straight ahead, her face expressionless. "She wished the words would bounce off of her, it was nothing she hadn't heard from her mother before, but those words hurt. Every word hurt her deep down, even though she refused to believe that they did so. Every time words about her escaped her mother's mouth they scarred her deep down and they stayed etched in her memory, dwindling the little confidence and elf esteem she had left.
She walked past the alley that used to comfort her so much so long ago. She remembered it as Inu-Yasha's alley, that's what she had always called it, and she didn't know why. He had stayed there, but he had never owned it or been there long enough to say he ever lived there.
She looked down the empty alley and cursed under her breath. 'Stay with her forever'? Bull. Inu-Yasha had been left a week after he had said that. One morning she had walked into his alley to find it deserted. She had stayed there for three days and nights all by herself waiting for him to return and when she realized he wasn't coming back she cried ad went home, the place she most wanted to stay away from, she didn't have any other place to go, though. Her mother was actually upset she came home at all.
He said he'd be there for her, he said he'd protect her, watch over her. Bull. All just a load of Bull Shit. He never really cared for her, when he was sick of watching over some snot-nosed four year old like himself he just got up and left. He hadn't even said good bye.
She spit in the alley as she walked past, a sign of hers to show how much she hated him for leaving her. She had needed him and he wasn't there. How she lived through those nine years she survived without him were all painful and there wasn't one happy moment she could remember.
She heard the bell ring as she walked into the school, but she didn't bother to hurry up for class. Instead she walked even slower. The halls were deserted and classes were starting. As she walked down the hall she was stopped by a teacher.
"Miss Higarashi!" The teacher had exclaimed. "You are late!"
"Yeah, so?" She muttered, she didn't even stop to look at the teacher.
"Miss Higarashi, do not use that tone with me! Hurry to your next class!"
"Why?" She was just asking for trouble and she knew it, but she didn't care.
"Miss Higarashi! If you do not listen to me I shall send you to the pricipal's office and have him call your mother. This is the third time this week you have been tardy and today's Thursday!"
Kagome snorted and a sad smile was on her lips. "Sure, call my mother. She won't care, she never has before. The only thing she would care about is if I get suspended or worse, expelled. I would then be home with her all day. Having to deal with her own daughter every day, what a tragedy." She walked down the hall, ignoring the teacher, who was surprised at what she said.
The teacher froze for a moment but then pointed Kagome in the opposite way. "To the principal's office."
"Oh, joy." Kagome said sarcastically.
As she walked to the principal's office she saw someone was in there already. Instead she sat down on the bench beside the door. She sent a disgusted look at the sign on the door that said 'Remember the principal is you Pal!' What did that retard of a principal think they all were? Brain dead kindergarteners?
She sighed and sunk in the bench. She crossed her arms and legs. She looked at the clock and smiled as she realized that she was missing math, they were doing her such a favor sending to the principal's, she hated math. Kagome got decent grades, and no one knew how. She never listened to the teachers or ever did any of the homework. She some how managed scores on tests that pulled up her grade enough to cover up that she didn't do her homework, though. It was rumoured she cheated, and people widely believed it.
No one knew Kagome well enough to know she would never cheat, no one cared. Most of all Kagome didn't care that she had no friends, she liked it that way. She would never get to close to someone and think to even call them a friend and they get up and leave her. She didn't want to go through that anymore. Also she didn't want to put others in pain because of her problems at home. They say that if you have a burden that your friend will bear half of it. She didn't want someone to have to feel the pain she felt every day. Also she didn't want people to feel sorry for her, if there was one thing she hated it was being felt sorry for.
As she sunk deeper into the bench she heard voices coming from the hallway.
"Ah, so you are a new student."
"Yes."
"Then come right this way, the principal would like to meet you before your first day at out high school."
"Okay."
As they turned the corner she saw the teacher that had yelled at her before walk with a young man with silver hair and piercing amber eyes. His eyes opened wide as he spotted her on the bench and hers did the same.
"K-Kagome?"
"Inu . . . Yasha?" She whispered in shock.
"Hi, long time no see." He put on a crooked smile and halfway looked ashamed.
"You two know each other? Good!" The teacher said happily.
Just then Kagome's shock washed away, and what replaced shock was anger. She leapt off of the bench and fisted her hands. "You . . . you BASTARD!"
"Kagome!" The teacher cried out in shock. "Watch you mouth."
"Kagome, I can explain!" Inu-Yasha waved his hands in front of himself.
"No! You can't! Just stay the fuck away from me!" And with that she ran out of the school building, not looking back.
The End of Chap Two
Chibi Okami ~ Okay, I know, it wasn't very good, but please review and tell me what you think!
