Fallen
Chapter 9: The loneliness of the two sailor senshi..Chibi-Moon and Mars
Chibi-Usa saw Luna and Artimus kiss and felt herself cry. It's been a week since the two were reunited. She missed her own love. "Helios-kun." Chibi-Usa whimpered and was embraced from behind from someone. She looked up to see Rei there with a look of worry etched on her face. "What's wrong my dear hime?" Rei asked hugging Chibi-Usa like a mother would a daughter. Chibi-Usa cried into her arms. Heero heard Rei leave her room and saw her hugging the now crying future moon princess in her arms. "Rei I miss mommy, I miss everyone. Why. Why can't they come back to life?" Chibi-Usa asked crying harder. "Does this have to do with Lord Helios of Elysion?" Rei asked wiping the tears from the child's eyes. "Hai, Watashi ai Helios-kun." Chibi-Usa said. "Chibi-Usa, gomen ne demo. with the life and duty we have. we'll never have anyone to love us even if we were able to marry and have our own children we'd just see everyone and everything die again." Rei said with a broken voice and tears falling down her face.
Anata o omoidasu
Kono uta o kiku tabi Kaeri no kurma no naka Itsumo naga reteta
Kanashii koi nane nai to Anata wa otsuri to itta Ai seta koto sore dake de
Shita wa senanda to
I think of you, Whenever I listen to this song, It always used to be on, When you drove me home.
There isn't a sad love, You said so, If you love someone, There's nothing else you need.
Rei had her eyes closed allowing her tears to fall while trying to soothe Chibi-Usa with a song she finished writing. Chibi-Usa silently sobbed into Rei's nightshirt.
Song for me forever Suki datta Nakitai hodo totemo
I miss you always Shoujikini tada Erand dake Sayonara de Futari ga omoi deri natte mo
Song for me forever, I loved you, It made me want to cry.
I miss you always, I just honestly made my choice, Even if, by saying goodbye, The two of us become a memory.
Chibi-Usa looked at Rei to see her so sad that it pained her more to look at her and just clung to Rei thinking she'd disappear and leave her alone with a mother who doesn't have her memories. "Rei-mama, onegai, stop crying. It hurts me to think what would happen if you'd disappear and leave me alone." Chibi-Usa cried.
Tanjoubi no iaw atta ne, Shiri sana resutoran de Ima dewa namae wa kawaatta Toori sugi te yuku dake Anata ra shiku ikiteite Sayonara o koete
We celebrated your birthday together, At a small restaurant, The name has changed, I only pass it by, Live true to yourself, Parting completely.
Heero looked at the moon child to see a moon insignia glowing faintly under her bangs. "Hush chibi-hime." Rei whispered in a calm voice. "Demo." Chibi-Usa said.
Song for me forever Mayottai Kujike sou nato kini wa I miss you always Anata no kotoba Suru yaiteru Me o tojite Setsunai kagayaki na kikoeru
Song for me forever, When I'm about to lose my way or be disheartened, I miss you always, I mutter your words to myself, I close my eyes, And I hear the painful splendor.
Chibi-Usa had stopped her crying and was slowly falling asleep. Heero looked at Rei's shaking shoulders and felt the urge to hold her and Chibi- Usa to him and calm them of their worries. No one deserved to be shunned from love: Duty or no duty, mortal or immortal, man woman or child, no one is suited for being alone.
Song for me forever Suki datta Makitai hodo totemo I miss you always Shoujikini tada Eranda dake Sayonara de Futai ga omoi deri natte mo
Song for me forever, I loved you, It made me want to cry, I miss you always, I just honestly made my choice, Even if, by saying goodbye, The two of us become a memory.
Rei was now fine. She was no longer crying and was feeling better for letting her feelings out in one song. All her emotion was explained in that song. The hurt now was just small but the scars left behind were still there. She looked at Chibi-Usa to see the child had fallen asleep. Rei got up from where she knelt and headed to Chibi-Usa's room. She hummed the way there as she laid the child onto the soft mattress and covered her with blankets. "Oyasumi nasai chibi-hime."[1] Rei said kissing the child on the forehead. Heero watched Rei carefully lay the child to sleep and hid when Rei was walking out of the room. He followed her to her room and was able to get in before she closed the door behind her. "Ooka-sama, I don't think I can do this anymore." Rei whispered resting a hand on her chest. "I don't think I can play in this game of destiny anymore. I want to be happy." Rei said as a crystal floated in front of her hands.
"The only comfort I feel is from that human Heero Yuy, demo doske?" Rei asked herself as tears started to fall down her face again. Heero came behind her and snaked his arms around her waist. "Don't cry." Heero said into her ear. Rei looked behind her and saw Heero there and then did the unbelievable (Well she is supposed to be a 'perfect soldieress' type person). She turned in his arms and put her face in his chest, her arms around his neck and cried openly. Heero felt is shirt get wet from her tears but remained there. "Don't cry Rei. You are too strong to cry. Am I right?" Heero asked tilting her chin up to look at her eyes. Rei stared at Heero in the eye. "I'm only strong because Chibi-Usa shouldn't see unhappiness demo she has seen so much I have failed both her and her mother." Rei said in a whisper.
"If you failed then why does Chibi-Usa cling to you like if you were her mother?" Heero asked into her ear and picked her up in his arms and sat on her bed with her in his lap. His emotions were now out and more clearly than any of the other times. "I don't know." Rei said. Heero kissed her tears away from her cheeks. Rei started to blush from this closeness. Rei rested her hand on his where her waist was and leaned into his muscular build practically touching noses with him. Heero smirked to see the light pink hue in her cheeks. "Heero, why do you make me want to do things I can't?" Rei asked. "You're not the only who asks that question." Heero said and kissed her on the lips lightly. Rei put her arms around Heero's neck again and with him fell back on her bed. Rei was straddled over Heero's waist as she sat up. She felt something and blushed the darkest of red. Heero sat up and brought her back down onto his chest. He held her close to him when the desires rushed through his mind faster than you could say Quiddich. The rush of desire had also came on Rei.
The desire was much worse than the last time. Rei wanted to be touched and held by Heero while Heero wanted to touch and hold Rei. At that moment as they stared at each other they knew that they couldn't stop themselves from falling deeper in love. 'My princess.' Heero thought before kissing her again but deeper than ever. This soul shattering kiss stirring the inside of Rei's being making her respond hungrily knowing that she would most likely never again find anyone to love.
**Author's Notes: If you want me to make a lemon version of what really happens just review me ok. I will have a warning so I won't get booted off ff.net so just tell me if you want me to do a lemon, cause I like a challenge**
Heero has stripped Rei of her night cloths and himself of his clothes and the light of passion was lit all over again.
The next morning the now turned lovers awoke to look into each other's eyes with love so great that no evil could ever be able to destroy it. Heero was on top of Rei looking down at her. She looked wild but calm after their night of passion. Her hair was fanned all around her showing the true beauty of the goddess within. "Ai shiteru Rei." Heero said and kissed her. "Ai shiteru Heero." Rei said after their kiss was broken. A knock from the door startled the two. Heero went into Rei's bathroom to shower and dress into the clothes that were thrown on the floor the night before. "Who's there?" Rei asked through the door. "It's Relena I was wondering if you've seen Heero." Relena's voice said through the door. "No I haven't seen him since last night." Rei said trying to hurriedly dress into her jeans and tank top. "Many I come in?" Relena asked. "No I'm dressing." Rei said. The princess though didn't respond to this and opened the door. Rei was trying to button her tight jeans when Relena opened the door. "Why are you rushing Rei your watch duty doesn't start for another hour but do you think you know where Heero is?" Relena asked. "I think he's checking on the gundams again." Rei said. "That's probably true. Well I'm going to look for him. I'll see you later." Relena said and left the room closing the door behind her.
After Rei locked the door Heero came back into the room with only his jeans on. Water drops were running down his chest making Rei blush slightly. (Authoress: *drools* I think I'm in heaven.) Heero looked at Rei closely and noticed she was wearing her tight jeans and quirked an eyebrow. He circled his arms around her waist and back to kiss her. The two kissed once again passionately but then a knock and yell from Chibi-Usa broke the moment. Rei hurriedly let the child in. "Relena is on a rampage. Duo told her that he saw Heero come in here last night." She panted obviously she was running to warn the two. The two lovers looked at each other and went to their normal routine. Heero left the room with his shirt on and Rei went with Chibi-Usa the other way to where the watch room was. "So. what happened last night? I heard some things from your door." Chibi-Usa asked with cat features on her face. Rei blushed a deep crimson. "You bad girl. And you were telling me not to fall in love and look at you. Not ONLY did you fall in love but now you have a LOVER." Chibi-Usa said. "Shut up. I want to keep it secret." Rei said. "If you have a baby you won't be able to keep it a secret." Chibi-Usa said. "Shit." Rei said. "You should have thought before being laid." Chibi-Usa said. "Watch your slang." Rei said sharply. Relena had turned a corner and saw Rei there with Chibi-Usa with worry in her eyes. "I hope not. I don't need an heir yet." Rei said. "What do you mean by heir Ms. Hino and what was going on between you and MY Heero last night?!" Relena yelled.
"Stupid Duo." Chibi-Usa muttered while glaring at the Sanq princess. Rei's eyes went cold. "Nothing was going on. We were talking about new battle strategies. You have a problem with us planning ahead for another battle?" Rei asked coldly. Chibi-Usa was shocked at the speed Rei took at bringing her cold act up. "Well, you being around MY Heero is something everyone knows cannot be allowed even if you are his friend." Relena said. Rei was boiling inside. If Heero loved Relena he would have been calling the bitch's name instead of hers last night. He wouldn't have loved her last night if he was Relena's. This girl was oblivious of what power Rei had and her yelling made her more pissed by the second. Heero heard Relena barking at Rei as he turned a corner. He saw Rei there with hate and anger glazed in her eyes towards the hime no Sanq. Chibi-Usa was next to Rei glaring at Relena also. It was obvious that Chibi-Usa and Rei were having a serious conversation and Relena started to flail her annoying tongue. "So I bet you are lying you probably seduced my poor He-kun to sleep with you." Relena said. "Am I as desperate like a prostitute to degrade myself like you say I would. You think you know me and Serenity but you don't." Rei said and turned away. Heero smirked at how Rei was talking to Relena. The spoiled bitch needed some reasoning. "If you go anywhere near MY Heero again I'll make sure you die." Relena said. "He's my best friend. You cannot stop me. Even if you tried. The consequences would be the most severe." Rei said. Chibi-Usa was now smiling. Relena saw this and slapped her.
"How dare you laugh at me." Relena said and was ready to strike her again but Rei punched her. "Touch her again and I swear on Neo-Queen Serenity I will kill you." Rei hissed while hugging the shaken Chibi-Usa in her arms. Relena gasped to see one of her 'servants' talk back to her. "I can hit my sister if I want to." Relena said. "Well, not when I'm around. If you touch her again. come on I dare you. I'll slit that throat of yours." Rei said. Chibi-Usa clung onto Rei's chest her eyes closed shut not wanting to see if Rei's power was going to kill her supposed sister. Relena saw an aura of red gather around Rei and ran scared. "It's ok sweety. If she hits you again I'll be sure to hurt her." Rei said hugging Chibi-Usa again. Heero came up to Rei's side. "I'm surprised you didn't kill her on the spot after she hit Chibi-Usa." He said. "Heero-san, do you love Rei?" Chibi-Usa asked. "Yes." Heero said. "Will you love honor and cherish her?" She asked. "Yes." Heero said. "What if she becomes pregnant?" She asked. His face changed a bit but his answer didn't. "I'd stay next to her." He said. "Good, then I approve of him." Chibi-Usa said. "Chibi-Usa!" Rei said. "Well Mom's not around so I had to approve him." Chibi-Usa said jumping from Rei's arms and into Heero's. Heero looked at Chibi-Usa and smiled at her. "Oh, I think he's sick. He's smiling." Chibi-Usa teased while feeling his forehead.
Heero hugged Rei and Chibi-Usa to him. They looked like a family. "I can't wait for Endymion to be defeated so we can live happily. I know this is the last enemy." Chibi-Usa said. "That's good." Rei said. "So you can have a family and finally be happy." Chibi-Usa said. to both of them. They both had small blushes.
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Chapter 9: The loneliness of the two sailor senshi..Chibi-Moon and Mars
Chibi-Usa saw Luna and Artimus kiss and felt herself cry. It's been a week since the two were reunited. She missed her own love. "Helios-kun." Chibi-Usa whimpered and was embraced from behind from someone. She looked up to see Rei there with a look of worry etched on her face. "What's wrong my dear hime?" Rei asked hugging Chibi-Usa like a mother would a daughter. Chibi-Usa cried into her arms. Heero heard Rei leave her room and saw her hugging the now crying future moon princess in her arms. "Rei I miss mommy, I miss everyone. Why. Why can't they come back to life?" Chibi-Usa asked crying harder. "Does this have to do with Lord Helios of Elysion?" Rei asked wiping the tears from the child's eyes. "Hai, Watashi ai Helios-kun." Chibi-Usa said. "Chibi-Usa, gomen ne demo. with the life and duty we have. we'll never have anyone to love us even if we were able to marry and have our own children we'd just see everyone and everything die again." Rei said with a broken voice and tears falling down her face.
Anata o omoidasu
Kono uta o kiku tabi Kaeri no kurma no naka Itsumo naga reteta
Kanashii koi nane nai to Anata wa otsuri to itta Ai seta koto sore dake de
Shita wa senanda to
I think of you, Whenever I listen to this song, It always used to be on, When you drove me home.
There isn't a sad love, You said so, If you love someone, There's nothing else you need.
Rei had her eyes closed allowing her tears to fall while trying to soothe Chibi-Usa with a song she finished writing. Chibi-Usa silently sobbed into Rei's nightshirt.
Song for me forever Suki datta Nakitai hodo totemo
I miss you always Shoujikini tada Erand dake Sayonara de Futari ga omoi deri natte mo
Song for me forever, I loved you, It made me want to cry.
I miss you always, I just honestly made my choice, Even if, by saying goodbye, The two of us become a memory.
Chibi-Usa looked at Rei to see her so sad that it pained her more to look at her and just clung to Rei thinking she'd disappear and leave her alone with a mother who doesn't have her memories. "Rei-mama, onegai, stop crying. It hurts me to think what would happen if you'd disappear and leave me alone." Chibi-Usa cried.
Tanjoubi no iaw atta ne, Shiri sana resutoran de Ima dewa namae wa kawaatta Toori sugi te yuku dake Anata ra shiku ikiteite Sayonara o koete
We celebrated your birthday together, At a small restaurant, The name has changed, I only pass it by, Live true to yourself, Parting completely.
Heero looked at the moon child to see a moon insignia glowing faintly under her bangs. "Hush chibi-hime." Rei whispered in a calm voice. "Demo." Chibi-Usa said.
Song for me forever Mayottai Kujike sou nato kini wa I miss you always Anata no kotoba Suru yaiteru Me o tojite Setsunai kagayaki na kikoeru
Song for me forever, When I'm about to lose my way or be disheartened, I miss you always, I mutter your words to myself, I close my eyes, And I hear the painful splendor.
Chibi-Usa had stopped her crying and was slowly falling asleep. Heero looked at Rei's shaking shoulders and felt the urge to hold her and Chibi- Usa to him and calm them of their worries. No one deserved to be shunned from love: Duty or no duty, mortal or immortal, man woman or child, no one is suited for being alone.
Song for me forever Suki datta Makitai hodo totemo I miss you always Shoujikini tada Eranda dake Sayonara de Futai ga omoi deri natte mo
Song for me forever, I loved you, It made me want to cry, I miss you always, I just honestly made my choice, Even if, by saying goodbye, The two of us become a memory.
Rei was now fine. She was no longer crying and was feeling better for letting her feelings out in one song. All her emotion was explained in that song. The hurt now was just small but the scars left behind were still there. She looked at Chibi-Usa to see the child had fallen asleep. Rei got up from where she knelt and headed to Chibi-Usa's room. She hummed the way there as she laid the child onto the soft mattress and covered her with blankets. "Oyasumi nasai chibi-hime."[1] Rei said kissing the child on the forehead. Heero watched Rei carefully lay the child to sleep and hid when Rei was walking out of the room. He followed her to her room and was able to get in before she closed the door behind her. "Ooka-sama, I don't think I can do this anymore." Rei whispered resting a hand on her chest. "I don't think I can play in this game of destiny anymore. I want to be happy." Rei said as a crystal floated in front of her hands.
"The only comfort I feel is from that human Heero Yuy, demo doske?" Rei asked herself as tears started to fall down her face again. Heero came behind her and snaked his arms around her waist. "Don't cry." Heero said into her ear. Rei looked behind her and saw Heero there and then did the unbelievable (Well she is supposed to be a 'perfect soldieress' type person). She turned in his arms and put her face in his chest, her arms around his neck and cried openly. Heero felt is shirt get wet from her tears but remained there. "Don't cry Rei. You are too strong to cry. Am I right?" Heero asked tilting her chin up to look at her eyes. Rei stared at Heero in the eye. "I'm only strong because Chibi-Usa shouldn't see unhappiness demo she has seen so much I have failed both her and her mother." Rei said in a whisper.
"If you failed then why does Chibi-Usa cling to you like if you were her mother?" Heero asked into her ear and picked her up in his arms and sat on her bed with her in his lap. His emotions were now out and more clearly than any of the other times. "I don't know." Rei said. Heero kissed her tears away from her cheeks. Rei started to blush from this closeness. Rei rested her hand on his where her waist was and leaned into his muscular build practically touching noses with him. Heero smirked to see the light pink hue in her cheeks. "Heero, why do you make me want to do things I can't?" Rei asked. "You're not the only who asks that question." Heero said and kissed her on the lips lightly. Rei put her arms around Heero's neck again and with him fell back on her bed. Rei was straddled over Heero's waist as she sat up. She felt something and blushed the darkest of red. Heero sat up and brought her back down onto his chest. He held her close to him when the desires rushed through his mind faster than you could say Quiddich. The rush of desire had also came on Rei.
The desire was much worse than the last time. Rei wanted to be touched and held by Heero while Heero wanted to touch and hold Rei. At that moment as they stared at each other they knew that they couldn't stop themselves from falling deeper in love. 'My princess.' Heero thought before kissing her again but deeper than ever. This soul shattering kiss stirring the inside of Rei's being making her respond hungrily knowing that she would most likely never again find anyone to love.
**Author's Notes: If you want me to make a lemon version of what really happens just review me ok. I will have a warning so I won't get booted off ff.net so just tell me if you want me to do a lemon, cause I like a challenge**
Heero has stripped Rei of her night cloths and himself of his clothes and the light of passion was lit all over again.
The next morning the now turned lovers awoke to look into each other's eyes with love so great that no evil could ever be able to destroy it. Heero was on top of Rei looking down at her. She looked wild but calm after their night of passion. Her hair was fanned all around her showing the true beauty of the goddess within. "Ai shiteru Rei." Heero said and kissed her. "Ai shiteru Heero." Rei said after their kiss was broken. A knock from the door startled the two. Heero went into Rei's bathroom to shower and dress into the clothes that were thrown on the floor the night before. "Who's there?" Rei asked through the door. "It's Relena I was wondering if you've seen Heero." Relena's voice said through the door. "No I haven't seen him since last night." Rei said trying to hurriedly dress into her jeans and tank top. "Many I come in?" Relena asked. "No I'm dressing." Rei said. The princess though didn't respond to this and opened the door. Rei was trying to button her tight jeans when Relena opened the door. "Why are you rushing Rei your watch duty doesn't start for another hour but do you think you know where Heero is?" Relena asked. "I think he's checking on the gundams again." Rei said. "That's probably true. Well I'm going to look for him. I'll see you later." Relena said and left the room closing the door behind her.
After Rei locked the door Heero came back into the room with only his jeans on. Water drops were running down his chest making Rei blush slightly. (Authoress: *drools* I think I'm in heaven.) Heero looked at Rei closely and noticed she was wearing her tight jeans and quirked an eyebrow. He circled his arms around her waist and back to kiss her. The two kissed once again passionately but then a knock and yell from Chibi-Usa broke the moment. Rei hurriedly let the child in. "Relena is on a rampage. Duo told her that he saw Heero come in here last night." She panted obviously she was running to warn the two. The two lovers looked at each other and went to their normal routine. Heero left the room with his shirt on and Rei went with Chibi-Usa the other way to where the watch room was. "So. what happened last night? I heard some things from your door." Chibi-Usa asked with cat features on her face. Rei blushed a deep crimson. "You bad girl. And you were telling me not to fall in love and look at you. Not ONLY did you fall in love but now you have a LOVER." Chibi-Usa said. "Shut up. I want to keep it secret." Rei said. "If you have a baby you won't be able to keep it a secret." Chibi-Usa said. "Shit." Rei said. "You should have thought before being laid." Chibi-Usa said. "Watch your slang." Rei said sharply. Relena had turned a corner and saw Rei there with Chibi-Usa with worry in her eyes. "I hope not. I don't need an heir yet." Rei said. "What do you mean by heir Ms. Hino and what was going on between you and MY Heero last night?!" Relena yelled.
"Stupid Duo." Chibi-Usa muttered while glaring at the Sanq princess. Rei's eyes went cold. "Nothing was going on. We were talking about new battle strategies. You have a problem with us planning ahead for another battle?" Rei asked coldly. Chibi-Usa was shocked at the speed Rei took at bringing her cold act up. "Well, you being around MY Heero is something everyone knows cannot be allowed even if you are his friend." Relena said. Rei was boiling inside. If Heero loved Relena he would have been calling the bitch's name instead of hers last night. He wouldn't have loved her last night if he was Relena's. This girl was oblivious of what power Rei had and her yelling made her more pissed by the second. Heero heard Relena barking at Rei as he turned a corner. He saw Rei there with hate and anger glazed in her eyes towards the hime no Sanq. Chibi-Usa was next to Rei glaring at Relena also. It was obvious that Chibi-Usa and Rei were having a serious conversation and Relena started to flail her annoying tongue. "So I bet you are lying you probably seduced my poor He-kun to sleep with you." Relena said. "Am I as desperate like a prostitute to degrade myself like you say I would. You think you know me and Serenity but you don't." Rei said and turned away. Heero smirked at how Rei was talking to Relena. The spoiled bitch needed some reasoning. "If you go anywhere near MY Heero again I'll make sure you die." Relena said. "He's my best friend. You cannot stop me. Even if you tried. The consequences would be the most severe." Rei said. Chibi-Usa was now smiling. Relena saw this and slapped her.
"How dare you laugh at me." Relena said and was ready to strike her again but Rei punched her. "Touch her again and I swear on Neo-Queen Serenity I will kill you." Rei hissed while hugging the shaken Chibi-Usa in her arms. Relena gasped to see one of her 'servants' talk back to her. "I can hit my sister if I want to." Relena said. "Well, not when I'm around. If you touch her again. come on I dare you. I'll slit that throat of yours." Rei said. Chibi-Usa clung onto Rei's chest her eyes closed shut not wanting to see if Rei's power was going to kill her supposed sister. Relena saw an aura of red gather around Rei and ran scared. "It's ok sweety. If she hits you again I'll be sure to hurt her." Rei said hugging Chibi-Usa again. Heero came up to Rei's side. "I'm surprised you didn't kill her on the spot after she hit Chibi-Usa." He said. "Heero-san, do you love Rei?" Chibi-Usa asked. "Yes." Heero said. "Will you love honor and cherish her?" She asked. "Yes." Heero said. "What if she becomes pregnant?" She asked. His face changed a bit but his answer didn't. "I'd stay next to her." He said. "Good, then I approve of him." Chibi-Usa said. "Chibi-Usa!" Rei said. "Well Mom's not around so I had to approve him." Chibi-Usa said jumping from Rei's arms and into Heero's. Heero looked at Chibi-Usa and smiled at her. "Oh, I think he's sick. He's smiling." Chibi-Usa teased while feeling his forehead.
Heero hugged Rei and Chibi-Usa to him. They looked like a family. "I can't wait for Endymion to be defeated so we can live happily. I know this is the last enemy." Chibi-Usa said. "That's good." Rei said. "So you can have a family and finally be happy." Chibi-Usa said. to both of them. They both had small blushes.
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