Disclaimer: Me: If I could grant me one wish, I wish I owned Harry Potter. But I don't. J.K. Rowling does. J.K. Rowling: Yes I do! Me: Aw, what I wouldn't do for it.

Chapter Three
Through the Window

"Harry, let's go to the Three Broomsticks." Hermione pleaded through chattering teeth.

It was the Hogsmead trip Ginny had her date with Neville at the Three Broomsticks.

It was freezing cold and snowing, and Ron and Hermione wanted to go have a Butter Beer at the Three Broomsticks.

"No. Harry said, "I don't want to be near Ginny or Neville right now."

"Well, I don't want to freeze." Ron said, "And that's exactly what I'll do out here!"

"No" Harry said again.

"Oh come on Harry, What happened to 'shut up Ron! I'm over her'?" Ron asked in an almost perfect imitation of Harry.

Indeed Harry had been saying he was over Ginny even though he wasn't.

He was still crushing on her.

He was still seeing her when he stared on blank walls if he stared at them for to long, and he was still going up to the Girls Dormitory only to be stopped by Ron and Hermione every night.

So he was not over her in the least.

In fact He liked her more every day and he would never be over her.

"Harry, I'm freezing!" Hermione said, "Please don't kill us because you like Ginny."

"Hermione, you don't get it." Harry said.

"No, I don't." Hermione said.

"You and Ron just fell in love and told each other one night. But Ginny already thinks I don't return her feelings and if I told her now that I was in love with her, she would think I was just toying with her emotions. And would hate me forever!" Harry said annoyed.

"Well, sorry mate, Ron said, "but I'm bloody freezing!"

"It was a touching story Harry, but I don't see what it has to do with going to The Three Broomsticks." Hermione said.

Harry rolled his eyes,

"Hermione!" Harry began, "If I go to The Three Broomsticks I will see Ginny and start staring at her and then Neville will come over and ask me why I'm staring t his date {Because he can't seem to figure out that I have a huge crush on her.} And if I don't answer him then one of you two will tell him that I'm in love with her and then and then I'll punch who ever said that while Neville is walking back to his table, and when he gets back over there Ginny will want to know why I punched one of my best friends and then he'll tell her, and then shell storm over and start yelling at me about toying with her emotions and hen she'll hate me forever!"

Ron and Hermione just stood there in shock for several minutes for several reasons, One: that he thought they would just ruin his life like that, Two: That he could say all that in one breath, and Three: that he thought Ginny would hate him forever because of something like that.

On the contrary they thought that Ginny would be thrilled too know that Harry still liked her.

Hermione was the first to find her voice again.

"Harry?" she began, but Ron interrupted.

"Bloody Hell Harry! You sure have thought this out for the worst haven't you?"

"You really don't have much faith in us do you Harry?" Hermione asked.

"I Just don't want to lose Ginny forever." Harry replied in a quiet voice very much unlike his own.

"Well, don't worry mate!" Ron said, we won't say any thing stupid!"

"Or let you say anything stupid." Hermione added, "Now may we please go to The Three Broomsticks."

"Well," Harry said thinking hard, "if we seat ourselves as far away from Ginny and Neville as possible." Harry finally decided.

"Yes!" Ron and Hermione shouted in unison.

****Meanwhile****

In The Three Broomsticks Ginny just sat there hoping that she would see Harry later.

Bored bored bored. Ginny thought.

Neville had been droning on for they're whole date, and it was BORING!

"Neville," Ginny said sweetly, "As interesting as this all is, I really need to use the restroom."

Ginny knew that there was a small window in the bathroom and she was so bored she was going to escape.

"All right!" Neville said happily, "No one ever listens to me when I talk about the first time I got on a broomstick."

So that's what he was talking about. Ginny thought.

She felt slightly guilty but she was to bored to change her mind.

So she just smiled sweetly as she got up and left.

The window looked a lot smaller then it had in her third year two years ago.

I've always been small for my age so maybe I'll still fit. She thought.

She took off her shoes and realized that she would have to throw them out the window so if it didn't work she was going to have no shoes.

She heard voices coming closer and thought that if she was going to do this she had better do this before someone came in.

She was just getting ready to toss her shoes through when she heard a voice that mad her heart stop.

She loved and hated that voice right now.

It was Harry's voice. She had found out last year that Harry didn't care whether he was going into a girls bathroom or a boys bathroom when he had walked into moaning Myrtle's bathroom while she had been writing in her diary.

~~~~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~~~~~

Dear Diary, Harry still doesn't notice me. Heaven knows I notice him. I asked Hermione what she thought and she said I was wasting my time. I can't talk to Ron because he would probably kill Harry so I am on my own. Oh well.

Ginny glanced up at the sinks where she had been putting on make-up and decided to go ahead and clean it up.

As she got up to do that she saw that her green eye shadow had fallen and broken.

She bent down to grab it and as she was straitening up she heard a voice behind her say "You certainly have theme colors going here don't you Ginny?"

Ginny jumped, dropping her eye shadow pressed herself up against a sink.

"Harry what are you doing in here?" Ginny asked once she found her voice again.

"I was looking for you." Harry answered simply.

"Wh.... Wh...wh." Ginny stuttered.

"You certainly have theme colors going here don't you Ginny?" Harry repeated flipping Ginnys eye shadow, which he had picked up when Ginny had dropped it in one hand.

Ginny just stood there blinking and watching Harry, who was now tossing her eye shadow from hand to hand.

"Catch!" he said tossing it over to her.

She caught it easily in one hand and said, "Eh, what can I say? They're my favorite colors."

She put her free hand over her heart to see if her heartbeat had slowed down any which it hadn't.

"Hey, those are my favorite colors to!" Harry said, "Well, those and red." Harry said after a moments thought.

"Arg!" Ginny exclaimed.

Red would look so much better as lipstick then blue. It would even look OK as eyeliner! Ginny thought.

Ginny swept all of her make-up into her bag and began to leave.

"Ginny, you forgot your..." Harry trailed off.

Ginny turned around and saw Harry opening her diary.

Her heart started to pound, Harry couldn't read her diary, on the very first page it said 'You may not read this diary for the simple reason that it mostly contains dreams I've recently had about Harry and I. Thank you for understanding.
Love Ginny Weasly.

Ginny dropped her make-up bag and ran at Harry.

"Give me my Diary!" Ginny yelled snatching it away from Harry.

"Do you have another Dark Lord in there Ginny?" Harry asked teasingly

Ginny's ears turned bright red.

"Er, well' no." Ginny said.

"OK. Well, come out soon OK, Ginny?" Harry said, Kind of worried about why Ginny's ears were so red.

"OK." Ginny said feeling like crying.

As soon as Harry left Ginny burst into tears.

"I wish I would die! I have ruined my life!" Ginny yelled sobbing.

She suddenly stopped crying.

She did have a Swiss army knife and if she killed herself in moaning Myrtle's bathroom maybe they could share it.

Well she didn't want to actually kill he self but she did want to inflict pain upon her self. She decided to cut tiny marks on her fuck fingers and had lifted her knife when she realized that Harry really hadn't read the diary, so he didn't know what it meant to her.

She was just putting it down when Parvati Patil and Lavender Brown burst through the door.

Parvati screamed and Lavender ran at her and stole the knife.

"Ginny!" Lavender shouted.

"Its no wonder Harry is so worried about you!" Parvati exclaimed.

Ginny was about to point out that she wasn't going to kill herself or any thing when the full force of what Parvati had said hit her.

"Did you just say Harry's worried about me?" She asked in a kind of daze.

"Yes and its no wonder. You're trying to kill your self." Lavender answered.

"No I wasn't. I was just... Er going to ... clean under my finger nails." Ginny replied lamely.

"Then lets go." Parvati said grabbing Ginny's make-up bag.

Lavender Closed Ginny's Pocket knife and tossed it to Parvati before Grabbing Ginny's shoulders and steering her out of the Bathroom, Closely followed by Parvati.

~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~~

She took off her Cloak and tossed it out the window.

She quickly Pulled Her hair up and was just about to climb out when she realized that she still hadn't tossed out her shoes so she climbed back and tossed them out and climbed up onto the chair and then pulled her self up to the window again.

Mean while back at their table...

"Oy Neville Where's Gin?" Ron asked as they made a Beeline for his table.

"I'm not sure really." He said as he looked up at them.

"What do you mean?" Hermione asked.

"Well she went into the Bathroom about fifteen minutes ago and still hasn't come back" He replied. "I'll go check on her." Harry offered all to Quickly.

"No!" Hermione Shouted in a frenzied. "I'll do it." She said more calmly. And she started to walk off.

"Hello Miranda!" she said as she passed a third year girl.

She opened the door to the Girls Bathroom and saw a girl with Flaming Red Hair Calmly Climbing into an open Window.

"Ginny, What are you Doing?" Hermione asked exasperatedly.

"Er, Trying to retrieve my shoes." She answered sliltly embarrassed.

"Why aren't your shoes on your feet?" Hermione asked Challengingly.

"Because I tossed them out there." She answered Straightly.

Ginny stepped down from the Chair.

"Er, Hermione? Would you help me retrieve my Cloak and Shoes?" Ginny asked Blushing Bright red.

"Sure." Hermione said Laughing.

She used acio to retrieve them and gave them to Ginny.

"Come on lets go." Hermione said still laughing.

The two of the headed out to the table and the only thing she really cared about was making sure Harry didn't notice how bad she looked.

A.N. Sorry this took so long to post but I've been really busy. {I'll try not to let the next one take so long}

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