I stared out the window at the rain everything through the water covered window was blurry. It didn't look real to me. But then again nothing was real to me now that I was leaveing again to go back to the very place I had left from.
The social services lady was sitting next to me dressed in a respectable skirt and blouse. The first time I saw her was back in new york.
I was fooling around with the gang. We were all laughing when there was a knock on the door daggers went to get it seeing as it was his house but when he opened the door there she was she looked around him and found me she walked in and up to me
"Veeta Jones?"
"yea why whose asken?"
She smiled showing rows of perfect teeth and suddenly I was cold and I hated everything about her her perfect black shoes her long blue skirt her perfect not stained white blouse her short cropped hair
" you fucking slut"
I muttered under my breath as the train stopped she acted as though she didnt hear it.
"come veeta cant keep your parents waiting"
"oh no " I said my voice dripping in sarcasm "we would never want to do that!"
she glanced at me as I hefted up my duffel bag.
I stood and got off the train there were my parents i was going back to them again I hated it so much
"VEETA!!!!" My mother wrapped me up in a hug her voice full of fake enthusiasm.
The social worker was gone and I was walking to the car totally soaked I didn't care I walked in back of my parents. they put my duffel in the car I got in the back. The ride over to my house again was quiet like the train ride my parents didn't have to fake that they loved me any more now they could kill me all they wanted.
And all I wanted was my new york gang back even if dally had come back here I wasn't meant to and I was leavening as quick as I could. No soc was getting ahold of me and neither was my old man we pulled up the driveway in silence and I grabbed my duffel and shot into the house I all ready knew which room was going to be mine again…
I locked the door and sat on my bed looking through my duffel where the fuck was it??
Finally I pulled it out my switchblade I stuffed it in the back of my baggy black pants and climbed my usual way out the window again…
I shoved my fists in my pockets and walked down the street. I hadn't gone far and hoods kept stopping me and sayen hey where've I been and I kept flipping them off sayen I didn't care right now I need to get to a phone eventually I wandered into a bookstore and asked to use their phone
I dialed daggers number
It rang twice before he picked up I could hear noise in the background and it sounded like the guys were pissed
"lo?"
"dagger? S' me Veeta"
"VEETA!!! are you ok? I swear if that fecking bastard has laid a friggin finger on you I'll"
I cut him off "I know I know you'll kill him but I got out as soon as I got in so don't worry listen how quick can you guys get here?"
"give us a day Veet and we'll be there I swear"
"cool ok thanks look until them tell cass and the rest of the guys I love 'em and Ill see 'em ok?"
"ok Veet try not to get jailed or let the socs get you oh ya and beat the shit outta dally when you see him "
"I will luv ya'll see ya!" then I hug up and left the bookstore I continued to walk around the town when I heard some kid screaming.
I looked and there were a couple a socy guys pummeling the snot outta some kid it mad me fecking mad.
I tackled the first soc I saw and cracked a few ribs the kid could at least fight back now that the one on top of him was gone.
Just then a bunch a' guys came running and the socs ran.
I stood and looked at the guys that came while another few guys came lopeing back one of them was dally
"what the fuck are you doing here!"
I guess he saw me..
"I should ask you the same fucking thing how the fuck could you do that to cass leavening and coming to this fucking hell hole?!"
I was up in his face now
"FUCK YOU!!!!!!" he shouted
"fuck you too!!!!"
I shouted back I drew back my fist and belted him so hard he stumbled back wards.
Next thing I knew dally and me were fighting just for a second though cause some one pulled me off him I kicked whoever it was but I didn't get back on dally he had been through enough.
"Cassandra is fucking coming tomorrow to take me back where I fucking belong cause so unlike you dally I don't desert my family now do I??!"
The rest of the guys were staring at me and dally having a staring contest I wasn't letting up and I was pissed. How could he have left me? dally and daggers had been my best friends my brothers they helped me out of everything and dally had deserted me I was gonna kill him he tore me up and now I was gonna tear him up.
He looked away from me and I smirked
"what do you expect the mighty Dallas Winston looking away like he's in pain to bad he doesn't know all the pain he caused his sister and his friggin family" I looked at the guys still staring at us and quiet realization hit me and I was even more mad
"or maybe Dallas just found a new family"
***
The social services lady was sitting next to me dressed in a respectable skirt and blouse. The first time I saw her was back in new york.
I was fooling around with the gang. We were all laughing when there was a knock on the door daggers went to get it seeing as it was his house but when he opened the door there she was she looked around him and found me she walked in and up to me
"Veeta Jones?"
"yea why whose asken?"
She smiled showing rows of perfect teeth and suddenly I was cold and I hated everything about her her perfect black shoes her long blue skirt her perfect not stained white blouse her short cropped hair
" you fucking slut"
I muttered under my breath as the train stopped she acted as though she didnt hear it.
"come veeta cant keep your parents waiting"
"oh no " I said my voice dripping in sarcasm "we would never want to do that!"
she glanced at me as I hefted up my duffel bag.
I stood and got off the train there were my parents i was going back to them again I hated it so much
"VEETA!!!!" My mother wrapped me up in a hug her voice full of fake enthusiasm.
The social worker was gone and I was walking to the car totally soaked I didn't care I walked in back of my parents. they put my duffel in the car I got in the back. The ride over to my house again was quiet like the train ride my parents didn't have to fake that they loved me any more now they could kill me all they wanted.
And all I wanted was my new york gang back even if dally had come back here I wasn't meant to and I was leavening as quick as I could. No soc was getting ahold of me and neither was my old man we pulled up the driveway in silence and I grabbed my duffel and shot into the house I all ready knew which room was going to be mine again…
I locked the door and sat on my bed looking through my duffel where the fuck was it??
Finally I pulled it out my switchblade I stuffed it in the back of my baggy black pants and climbed my usual way out the window again…
I shoved my fists in my pockets and walked down the street. I hadn't gone far and hoods kept stopping me and sayen hey where've I been and I kept flipping them off sayen I didn't care right now I need to get to a phone eventually I wandered into a bookstore and asked to use their phone
I dialed daggers number
It rang twice before he picked up I could hear noise in the background and it sounded like the guys were pissed
"lo?"
"dagger? S' me Veeta"
"VEETA!!! are you ok? I swear if that fecking bastard has laid a friggin finger on you I'll"
I cut him off "I know I know you'll kill him but I got out as soon as I got in so don't worry listen how quick can you guys get here?"
"give us a day Veet and we'll be there I swear"
"cool ok thanks look until them tell cass and the rest of the guys I love 'em and Ill see 'em ok?"
"ok Veet try not to get jailed or let the socs get you oh ya and beat the shit outta dally when you see him "
"I will luv ya'll see ya!" then I hug up and left the bookstore I continued to walk around the town when I heard some kid screaming.
I looked and there were a couple a socy guys pummeling the snot outta some kid it mad me fecking mad.
I tackled the first soc I saw and cracked a few ribs the kid could at least fight back now that the one on top of him was gone.
Just then a bunch a' guys came running and the socs ran.
I stood and looked at the guys that came while another few guys came lopeing back one of them was dally
"what the fuck are you doing here!"
I guess he saw me..
"I should ask you the same fucking thing how the fuck could you do that to cass leavening and coming to this fucking hell hole?!"
I was up in his face now
"FUCK YOU!!!!!!" he shouted
"fuck you too!!!!"
I shouted back I drew back my fist and belted him so hard he stumbled back wards.
Next thing I knew dally and me were fighting just for a second though cause some one pulled me off him I kicked whoever it was but I didn't get back on dally he had been through enough.
"Cassandra is fucking coming tomorrow to take me back where I fucking belong cause so unlike you dally I don't desert my family now do I??!"
The rest of the guys were staring at me and dally having a staring contest I wasn't letting up and I was pissed. How could he have left me? dally and daggers had been my best friends my brothers they helped me out of everything and dally had deserted me I was gonna kill him he tore me up and now I was gonna tear him up.
He looked away from me and I smirked
"what do you expect the mighty Dallas Winston looking away like he's in pain to bad he doesn't know all the pain he caused his sister and his friggin family" I looked at the guys still staring at us and quiet realization hit me and I was even more mad
"or maybe Dallas just found a new family"
***
