Okay. The long-anticipated lemon chapter has arrived. For obvious reasons, if you're offended by descriptions of a sexual nature, turn back now. I'm warning you! By reading this far, you have absolved me of any legal responsibility I may incur as a result of you reading this and getting a heart attack from the shock of it. This is my first attempt, so comments and constructive criticism are welcome. Compliments are always good, but I need to know what to do better for next time. (Hint, hint.) ON TO THE LEMON STORY!

[EDIT]: Two people have complained about that bit, it's gonna change. Also I added a few things I forgot to in the original version. Moral of this story is, never write at 6:00 in the morning.[/EDIT]

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Chapter 39: I Can't Believe I'm Writing This

"I love you." And with those words, Inuyasha swept down and pulled Kagome into a bruising kiss. His tongue ravaged her mouth, leaving her gasping from the feeling. Not to be outdone, she slipped her tongue into his mouth, running it lightly over the fangs. Oh, gods, how his fangs turn me on. She moaned into his mouth, and he gave a satisfied growl in response.

As he deepened the kiss even more, Inuyasha's brain turned over what Kagome had said. She said she didn't want to mate...she wanted to make love...I have an idea. It brought a tinge of red to even his cheeks at the thought of it. He had fantasized about it a lot during his travels with Kagome, before they had become mates. He pulled away slowly from the kiss, and stared into Kagome's eyes.

His already hard erection became even harder at the expression on Kagome's face. Her face was flushed, her hair was flying all over, her lips were swollen slightly from the intense kiss, her eyelids were droopy. Her whole body begged for more, and more he certainly could give.

He began kissing a path down her jaw and neck, delighting in the shivers that ran down her body as he did so. Inuyasha took a deep breath and groaned. Her scent was delicious, and already the tangy aroma of her arousal was permeating the air. But wait...there was something different, something intoxicating emanating from her. Inuyasha's eyes widened as he realized. Kagome must have gone into heat. She had probably done it while they were asleep...he didn't know how much time had passed, but evidently it had been a month since the powerful spell had taken place.

"Kagome?" he said quietly. She looked at him. "You're in heat..." Kagome blushed and cringed a little, afraid of what might happen. (A/N: Understandably so, considering what happened the last time this occurred.) "No!" Inuyasha backed up a little, making sure not to scare her, but held his hands out wide. "It's not like that, Kagome. There's no spell anymore; it's not nearly strong enough to make me go crazy like I did before. It's just..." He shivered a little. "It's very arousing."

Kagome, who had been slightly apprehensive, broke into a seductive smile. "Arousing, huh?" she said softly. She began closing in on him. "Good." She resumed their kiss. After a few breathless seconds, Inuyasha resumed kissing his way down her neck and shoulder. He smiled against her neck. If she was aroused...then the effect would have already taken place. Experimentally, he grazed her mating mark on her shoulder with a fang. She shuddered and moaned his name, confused as to the intense feelings rushing through her at the simple caress.

"When an inu-demon or his mate is aroused, the area where the neck and shoulder join – where the mark is made – becomes extremely sensitive, like another pleasure point," explained Inuyasha breathlessly. He kissed her briefly again there, and burned a path down her body with his hot mouth.

Kagome, dizzied from the sensations his lips and tongue were evoking in her, found a delightful opportunity. His head was lowered, and his ears were within perfect reach of her mouth. She leaned her head forward, kissing the tip of one ear before running her tongue lightly along its edge.

Inuyasha all but melted at the feel of her mouth on his ears like that. He couldn't stop himself from letting out a low growl. Kagome, alarmed, released his ear and looked into his face. "Was-was that okay?" she said.

"Kagome...that was incredible. Do it again." He laid his head against her breasts to allow her better access to his ears. She began again, licking and kissing his ear, while her hand toyed with the other one. Inuyasha began growling again, but the growl changed into a low purr. He couldn't believe that someone touching his ears could feel this good.

He reluctantly pulled away, with a dazed grin on his face. This is for Kagome, he sternly reminded himself. Her pleasure is what matters. Kagome was about to ask why he stopped her when he dipped his head and began kissing between her breasts.

She gasped and moaned at the feeling of his mouth on her in that way. A searing heat was igniting all over her body; she had never felt this way before. Her eyes nearly rolled back into her head when he moved his attentions to her breast and took her soft nipple into his mouth.

This is...so good. I never imagined pleasuring someone else could feel like this. Her nipple quickly hardened under his hot mouth. He grazed her peak with his fang, bathing it apologetically with his tongue. Moaning, Kagome sifted her hands into his hair and pulled him closer to her. With his hand, he caressed her other breast, tracing small circles lightly with his clawed fingers. Why did we never do this before?? he thought. He switched to her other breast, enjoying listening to her moans of pleasure and the feel of her heated skin on his own.

After he felt she had been pleasured enough, he moved back up to her mouth and claimed her in a long, desperate kiss. Desire and instinct was clouding his mind, and it was getting progressively harder to think. But Inuyasha forced himself to maintain his focus; he wanted to take it slow.

While he was occupying Kagome's attention, his hand crept down to the junction of her thighs, to where her heat was centered. Being exceedingly careful not to cut her with his claws, he slowly pushed one finger into her.

Kagome would have sat bolt upright, had Inuyasha not been on top of her. A powerful jolt of wet velvet heat went arcing through her body at this new intrusion, and her eyes widened. She let out a long, throaty moan as another finger entered her, pumping her. A knot of molten heat was starting to form deep in her core, and it grew tighter and tighter with every thrust of his fingers, until she thought she would burst from the incredible sensation.

"INUYASHA!!" she shrieked as she felt both a third finger enter her and his other two toy with her pearl. Inuyasha had a grin on his face so wide that it was in danger of filling the small cabin. He could feel the heat radiating from her as he stoked the fire within her. Her teeth bared in a hiss of pleasure; her hips bucking against his hand; her luscious heat scent filling his nostrils; it was almost overwhelming him, but he kept on. The biting cold outside, the howling snow was all but lost on the two snuggled together in the blankets. The combination of the small yet hot fire and the heat that was consuming both of them drove any thoughts of cold from their minds.

Truth was, he was mostly guessing. What little he knew was based on how he'd seen Kagome pleasure herself, on the rare occasions that he'd seen her do it. But, whatever it is she did, it's definitely working, thought Inuyasha as he maneuvered his way down her body. Her walls were vibrating around his fingers, so close to climaxing...one last hard thrust and she shattered.

Inuyasha gave a choked mix between a growl and a groan at the feel of her wetness gushing over his hand. It was no longer enough just to feel her...he had to taste her. As her juices ran over his hand, he slowly moved down her stomach, until he finally reached the place he so wanted to be. Waiting just long enough for Kagome to calm down, just as her breathing slowed; he leaned in and took her with his mouth.

"Oh...oh...oh GODS!" screamed Kagome as she tossed her head from side to side, her face contorted with pleasure. His lips caressed her folds; his fangs grazed her sensitive flesh; his tongue delved deep within her, teasing her walls with its tip. The pleasure of it all was overwhelming her; she was moaning and grinding against him, almost unaware of what she was doing. But Inuyasha didn't seem to mind.

Inuyasha, after a few seconds of exploration, happened upon her clitoris. He latched his lips onto that small nub and began to suck on it, bathing it with his hot tongue. Kagome's flavor was sweeter than anything he'd ever even dreamed about. Her moans and cries of pleasure were music to his ears, and he shivered as he felt her hands close around his ears and caress them. He was nearly insane with desire by now. Kagome's scent was incredibly strong at the center of her heat; and the urge to just say hell with taking it slow and slam into her was driving him crazy. Summoning all of his willpower, Inuyasha pressed on.

Kagome was in heaven. Molten heat was surging from her core and flowing through her body as she clamped her thighs around Inuyasha's head, holding him to her. She rubbed his ears furiously to try and distract herself, but the rising sensations made her concentration falter. Kagome, teetering on the verge of another climax, bucked her hips hard into Inuyasha's face, trying to bring herself closer to his probing tongue. At this, he groaned, and the sound vibrated through her core, catapulting her into her second orgasm.

The unbelievable sight, taste, and scent of her climax made him gasp, and the combination of all these pleasurable feelings all at once made his control slip. For a moment – just a moment – his instincts jumped to the forefront of his mind and began directing him. Even as she climaxed, he still pushed his mouth against her, sucking on her pearl and pumping her with his tongue. Kagome had only begun to recover from her orgasm when another, even stronger one caught her totally off guard.

Hot lightning exploded through every nerve in her body and she shrieked so loudly Inuyasha's ears flattened against his head as he drank up her orgasm with relish. Licking and sucking until she was dry, Inuyasha moved back up her body to capture her lips in another deep kiss. Still shuddering from the aftereffects of the powerful orgasms, she just lay still and let him do what he would, until the breath came back to her lungs. She could taste herself a little on his lips.

"I've wanted to do that for years," said Inuyasha calmly (amazingly calmly, considering the circumstances) as Kagome gathered herself together. "I love you, Kagome."

"I love you too...Inuyasha," Kagome said. Just then, an idea popped into her head. Oh yeah. This was going to be good.

Unknown to Inuyasha, and in fact, unknown to pretty much everyone; when she was in the modern era, in her spare time she read stories...very erotic stories. She would read them over and over, mentally replacing the characters with herself and Inuyasha as she reveled in the wonderful fantasies. And one of those stories, combined with Inuyasha's recent efforts, had just given her a real whopper of an idea.

"Inuyasha?" He looked at her, unsure of what was to come. "I want you to do something for me." He arched an eyebrow. "I want you to lie on your back." Puzzled, Inuyasha complied. Almost instantly, Kagome sat up and rose over him, pinning him to the ground and lying on top of him. Inuyasha, shocked at this abrupt swap in dominance, started to break her hold and flip over; but some voice inside him told him to wait and see what was to come. So he lay there.

Even after all we've done together, I still can't believe I'm doing this with Inuyasha...but he loves me, and I love him... thought Kagome as she hungrily kissed Inuyasha. Her fingernails stroked down his chest, and she relished the way his muscles jerked slightly under her touch. Remembering what he had done to her, and how good it had felt; Kagome left his mouth to kiss a trail down his neck to his chest. Inuyasha hissed and twitched a little when Kagome drew a light circle around his nipple with her tongue, prior to gently sucking on it.

As Kagome maddeningly teased her way down Inuyasha's torso, she got her first real look at his manhood. She had felt him inside her before, but due to the hurriedness of the situations that had come up; she had never really gotten a good look. He was huge! No wonder he seemed to fill her so completely...it was very erect by now, and twitching slightly. Kagome looked up at Inuyasha and smiled as she wrapped her hand around his length, loving how hot his skin felt against her palm.

Inuyasha moaned and thrust into Kagome's hand. Holding back a giggle at how he responded to her touch; she got a firmer grip, squeezing lightly. The feel of it made all the breath rush out of Inuyasha's lungs in a whoosh, and he bit his lip until it bled to keep quiet when she began a slow rhythm, pumping his shaft slowly. "K...Kagome..." he whimpered. She responded by running her tongue down his sensitive stomach and grasping his erection with both hands, moving a bit faster. His hips were bucking upwards slightly with every pull of her hands on him.

Inuyasha squeezed his eyes shut and his hands fisted as he felt Kagome steadily pumping him. Her touch was causing an indescribable heat to rise up in his manhood...this went far beyond any time he had ever pleasured himself. The question that was repeating itself, over and over, in his head (and in Kagome's head too, though he didn't know it) was Why did we never do this before??? He could feel the pressure rising deep inside him, and he readied himself for his release. He groaned in disappointment, however, when she removed her hands, leaving only her finger to trail around the tip. Inuyasha opened his eyes to give her a reproachful stare, but instead was met by the top of her head. What is she...what is... His thoughts came to a crashing halt when he felt her lips enclose his sensitive head and her tongue tentatively lick his tip.

Holy fuck! What is THIS?! "Kagome...?" Inuyasha moaned. She looked up, part of him still in her mouth.

It was the most erotic sight he had ever seen in his entire life.

His eyes fluttered shut and he leaned back to rest on the floor. Kagome took this as a sign that she should continue. Her tongue darted out of her mouth to swirl around him, tracing a long vein that ran along his shaft. Her fingers brushed his shaft with feather-light caresses up and down his length. Inuyasha groaned in anxiety. This teasing was too much for him. He needed her, now. Hearing his anguished voice, Kagome stopped her teases, slackened her jaw, and took as much of him as she could into her mouth.

Inuyasha's groan trailed off into a squeak. Part of him wanted to stop Kagome, wanted to resume pleasuring her as he should have, wanted to concentrate on her. The other part (the much louder part) told the first part to shut the hell up and enjoy this. Her heat was clouding his mind, and he could barely move except towards her.

"Ka...go...me..." he whimpered. "Don't...stop..." She began a steady rhythm, raising and lowering her head in time to Inuyasha's slight thrusts, while pumping the part of him that would not fit in her mouth. Inuyasha lay in bliss, unable to stop himself from occasionally moaning. Kagome's teeth grazed his head, and her tongue burned a hot path up and down his erection. Hoping she knew what she was doing, Kagome opened her throat and plunged her head down to take ALL of him into her.

This new pleasure made the breath catch in Inuyasha's lungs. The soft tissues of her throat were heavenly to the sensitive tip of his manhood; and her hot, wet mouth enclosed all of him, sucking on him almost anxiously, as if waiting for his release. He knew it was coming soon, and he was powerless to stop it. But he didn't know if Kagome would want that.

"Kag..." he choked out. "I'm...gonna..." She glanced up at him, with a twinkle in her eyes. Tightening her lips around him, she pulled her mouth slowly up his long shaft; while drawing her tongue in a slow, firm line up and down. That was it. He burst forth into a roaring climax. His body stiffened and he called out her name as he released deeply into her mouth and throat. Kagome swallowed it, enjoying his taste in her as she gently sucked on him until he finished releasing. After discreetly wiping her mouth, Kagome slid up his body to kiss him again. He was still recovering, so she took control, rubbing her tongue against his playfully as she molded her body to his.

After a minute or so, Inuyasha's heart finally stopped pounding and he relaxed. He took a smell of the air and almost collapsed. Kagome's heat had grown stronger, and that coupled with her extreme arousal made her scent irresistible. Before he knew it, he had flipped them over and pinned her to the ground

"Inuyasha?" whispered Kagome. He had sniffed the air and suddenly pounced on her. His eyes were slightly glazed, and her thoughts flashed back to when he had nearly raped her while under the spell's influence. But then he blinked, and it was gone.

"Kagome? I...I didn't..." Kagome smiled slightly.

"It's all right, Inuyasha. I trust you." She shifted her hips against his, and they both moaned at the feel of her heat pressed against his manhood. Inuyasha purred as he felt her wetness against him. She was so wet she was pooling on the blanket beneath them. This made Inuyasha become even harder than he already was, which he had previously thought impossible.

"Now, Inuyasha," said Kagome, a little breathlessly. She ran her hands up his back and sifted them into his hair. Inuyasha whimpered slightly, closed his eyes, and drove deep inside of her.

Inuyasha's head was swimming. Everything felt warm. Kagome was so tight, and so wet, and so hot...she felt so good. He was in danger of drifting away on that feeling when Kagome caught his attention.

"Inuyasha..." she breathed. "More..." And more he gave her. He slid slowly out of her, almost completely; then slammed back in. Kagome moaned and ground her hips against his. For some reason, though they had mated before, this was by far the best it had ever felt. Perhaps it was their lack of injuries (Inuyasha the first time, Kagome the second) or maybe it was all of their foreplay; but whatever the reason, as Inuyasha drove himself in and out of her, he loved every second of it. Her walls caressed him, pulling him in even deeper to her as he thrust into her again and again. The delicious friction was straining Inuyasha's control to the breaking point; but he held back, knowing that if he lost control he could seriously hurt her.

Kagome's vision was becoming blurry and her eyelids fluttered as she coaxed Inuyasha's member into her even more. She felt his lips close over her mouth and his tongue slide past her teeth, but she was far beyond responding. All she could do was lie there and wait for her climax; which she knew, by the pressure building in her lower regions, was very soon. He pumped in and out of her faster, and faster, and faster, until Kagome shattered. She screamed her pleasure as her body arched against his, her breasts pressed against his chest as the orgasm rocked her body. But something was missing...Inuyasha hadn't released. Still panting and wide-eyed, she gave Inuyasha a questioning look. His teeth were gritted as he continued to move inside her.

"This isn't over yet, Kagome," he grunted. "There's a lot more to go..." He thrust in and out of her, heat pooling in his lower belly. It had taken all of his willpower to hold off his climax, but Kagome came first in his mind. (A/N: And in other places, too.) Her pleasure was what was important. But Inuyasha didn't know how much longer he could stop himself from releasing.

His hips slammed into hers and he groaned at the feeling. Her muscles vibrated around his erection, coaxing him into releasing deep into her body. Sweat was beading all over Inuyasha's body, but he held his ground firmly as he pounded into her. His eyes were closed and his lips were drawn back in a continuous hiss of pleasure. He couldn't believe what he had been missing these last months.

Kagome probably couldn't have opened her eyes if her life depended on it, her entire being focused solely on the rising sensations deep within her. She gasped when she felt Inuyasha's hand creep down her body and touch her, just above where he was joined with her. The added pleasure from his caress pushed her into yet another staggering climax.

Inuyasha bit into the blanket to stop himself from chipping a tooth as he ground back his moans, trying desperately to control himself. He just barely managed to delay his release again, and almost instantly resumed pumping inside her. Every time she orgasmed, he could feel her clenching tighter and tighter around him; he knew that the next time would surely be his last. He stopped his frantic motions and withdrew entirely from Kagome, ignoring her groan of protest. Before she could speak, he flipped her over so she lay on her stomach and he on her back.

I should have guessed...dog demon, doggy style. That was Kagome's last coherent thought before Inuyasha rammed back into her womanhood from behind. Her eyes rolled back into her head and she began grinding her hips against Inuyasha's as best she could. Maybe it was the mating mark that linked them, but this just somehow felt more natural, being taken this way.

Her breathing grew frantic and choppy as she urged him on; she could feel her body winding into a tremendous orgasm as he pistoned in and out of her, faster and faster. Each time seemed to be better than the last...she took one of his ears in her hand and rubbed it hard, running over it with her fingernails. Inuyasha groaned and pulled almost completely out of her, she suspended just short of climax. He nuzzled her hair aside.

After an instant that seemed an eternity, he slammed into her one more time. Kagome opened her mouth to scream her climax, when Inuyasha leaned his head in and sunk his fangs into her mating mark. A blast of molten heat lanced from the spot where he bit down, all over her body, zooming to her core. Her orgasm intensified so greatly that her voice utterly failed her, but she gave every impression that if she could speak she would have their ears ringing for days. Remembering one fragment of what Inuyasha had told her; Kagome jerked her neck around in a move that was sure to get her sprained muscles in the morning, and clamped her teeth down on where Inuyasha's neck and shoulder joined.

Inuyasha paused for one agonizing instant, blood thundering in his veins. She probably didn't know, but that was about the most erotic thing she could have done. The feel of her mouth on his neck and shoulder in that way caused his deepest instincts to leap to the forefront for one brief second. He pulled out and rammed into her in one final stroke, that was so powerful it would have shattered her pelvis had she not slammed her hips back to meet him halfway. He could hear nothing but the roar of his blood in his ears as he was catapulted into the most powerful climax he'd ever had.

Kagome could only sigh as she felt him fill her with his seed, and they both collapsed, spent. After recovering for a few minutes, Kagome finally found her voice again.

"Wh...what...was that? That...I..." Inuyasha stirred from his languor.

"I told you," he said blearily. "That part of you is very sensitive...especially when you hit your peak." She slumped against him, completely exhausted from their activities. "But I didn't know it worked for me too..." He smiled. Kagome grinned wearily.

"I'll remember that for next time," she said lazily. They held each other for a while, delighting in each other's closeness and feel while they waited for the dawn. The blizzard still raged outside, but the only storm that mattered to them was the storms of passion they evoked in each other. The two lovers drifted off to sleep. The last words in the room were a whispered chorus of "I love you."

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If I were a Catholic man, I'd have to say about a bajillion Hail Marys right about now. But I'm not, so I'll just have to suffice for beating myself over the head with a brick. Here's the chapter, I hope you like it, and if you don't I'll die. REVIEW!!!