Ok, chapter 4 is here. Some already know what will happen, but have fun anyway.



Scott laid there on the floor. He was fumed. "Goddamn asshole!!!" he screamed to himself. He stood up and took a deep breath.

Don't focus on the jackass, focus on Lita," he thought over and over. Before anything else, he and Lita would sort things out, no matter what the outcome. Scott grabbed his bags. No matter how much he hated Brett, he wasn't going to let him ruin this moment.

Scott walked down the corridor, contemplating what he was going to say to Lita.

He stopped at the locker door and dropped his bag. He thought for a moment and decided it was best not to knock and just wait outside until she was finished. He laid his back against the wall and started to hum a song.

Suddenly the door opened and out came Lita. Scott looked at her and almost gasped at the beautiful sight in front of him.

Her hair was still wet, but she had combed it and loosely pinned it in a twisted bun with a hairclip. She wore her dress, a beautiful orange sundress which really brought out her hair.

"Hey," Lita softly spoke. Scott smiled at her. "You look wonderful," Scott spoke. Lita slightly blushed and bit her under lip. "Thank you," she spoke back.

Scott quickly took her bag and threw it over his shoulders. "Lets go," he spoke. Lita nodded her head and they walked side by side to the parking lot.

They got to the parking lot and Lita was the first to speak. "Lets go with my car. Since we are in my hometown we will just go to my house," she stated. She opened the trunk of the car and Scott dropped the bags in. He closed the trunk and laid his fist on top of them. He took in a deep breath.

He looked at Lita who was 10 meters in front of him. She was unlocking the car door.

"Lita," Scott called out. Lita turned around. The loose strands of her hair flipped as she turned, along with her dress spinning with her motion. It was in that moment that Scott knew exactly why he loved her

Scott walked up to her and pulled her towards him. He held her close, looking deep into her eyes. Lita smiled but yet looked confused.

"Scott?" she whispered, but Scott quickly but his finger on her lips to shush her. "Shhh," he shushed, stroking her cheek.

"I love you," he whispered. Lita whimpered at that response. She was waiting to hear that. With that Scott laid a tender, passionate kiss on Lita's lips. Lita swung her arms around Scott's neck and pulled herself closer to him. The kiss lasted what seemed like forever and they both took in every moment of it.

Scott finally broke the kiss and pulled his head back to look at Lita's face. She breathed hard as she looked into his eyes. She smiled as she tried to hide her blushing.

"Lets get out of here," she whispered.

They got in the car. Scott drove. He knew where she lived. He had obviously been there before. The whole 30 minute drive to Lita's house was silent. The radio was on, but they didn't speak.

Suddenly the song from Jessica Simpson, The Sweetest sin began to play.

Lita laid her hand on Scott's thigh at the sound of the sensual lyrics. She sighed softly as she secretly hoped that she could react those lyrics later that night.

They reached her garage and headed towards the house. What a night this was gonna be.

They both walked into the living room, where Scott dropped their bags. He looked around the room, staring at every possible angle.

"Home sweet home," Lita spoke as she stretched her arms. Scott looked at her and smirked.

There was another brief silence, when Lita finally spoke. "Let's go put the bags in my room," she spoke and reached for her bag. She lifted her bag, but Scott quickly took it from her.

"Let me. No girl should ever have to go thru the torture of carrying her own stuff. The guys should do it for them," Scott said, grinning at his own remark. Lita blushed at his words.

What was wrong with her? Why was she blushing so much? Scott always serenaded her with words, so why was she so shy? She really was giving her hair color a run fir its money.

She led the way, and started to walk up the stairs. She stopped halfway up the stairs when Scott spoke.

"Umm, I'll stay in the guest room," he nervously said. Lita jerked her head around and looked at Scott. "Why? I thought you were staying with me?" Lita said, sounding very desperate for him. "I don't think it's a good idée until we get everything settled. I don't want this to be wrong,:" Scott said.

Lita walked back down to where Scott was standing and lifted his chin so that he could see her face. "How could anything with you be wrong?" she whispered. It sounded more like a statement rather than a question. "Lita," he began, but was quickly cut short by the redhead.

"Scott, no matter what you tell me, my feelings for you will never change, never," she whispered into his ear. Scott shivered as the feeling of her lips on his ear felt so warm, so sensual.

"You want to talk right," Lita spoke again. Scott nodded his head. "Then lets go talk," Lita spoke again.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- They both sat outside on pool chairs across from each other. Lita brought some ice-tea, it was a very hot night. Scott started fidgeting with his fingers again, more nervous than he ever was. Lita looked at him and a sad look came across her face. She didn't like to see him like this. It hurt her to see him like this.

She laid her hand over Scott's fingers, causing him to look up at her. "Scott honey, its me, you don't have to be afraid," she softly said. Scott smiled and nodded his head.

"Lita, I want to be totally honest with you, I want this to start off right, so please don't say anything until I am finished," Scott said. Lita nodded her head and Scott took that as a sign to begin. He let out a deep sigh and began to speak.

"Lita, I know very well what I did to you 7 months ago. I see it every day when I look in the mirror, when I look outside, or at anything for that matter. I may have been drunk, but I still know exactly what I did to you. I hit you, I hurt you. I almost killed you," Scott said, a tear falling at his last remark. Tears started to fall down Lita's face as well.

Scott took another deep breathe, and continued his story. "I was very dedicated to stay sober after I met you. And up till that day, I actually succeeded. I was proud that I could do that. But I did it for you. I was in love with you from the second I saw you, and I knew that I had to stay sober if I ever wanted anything with you. But then the thing with Austin happened. The feeling of all that beer on me, and being surrounded by alcohol took the best of me. And I returned to what made me go to rehab in the first place," Scott sighed. He was choking at his words. But he knew he had to continue.

"In the beginning, I started to drink again just to keep myself calm. If I was pissed about how things went with the matches, I would drink. Then it became more frequent. It came to a point where I depended on it. On that day, I remember Shawn (Michaels) coming up to me and telling me to stop because I would lose control. Then I turned on him. After I beat him, I came to the locker room. And there you were. I remember you just came out of the shower. I just started yelling and you tried to calm me down. The second you touched me I fired back and started to beat you," Scott spoke, his voice breaking with every word. "I know what I did to you Lita, I know more than you think I do. I found out from Kevin (Nash) when he came to visit me in rehab about your injuries. I know that I broke 4 of your ribs. I know that you had to get some stitches on your head after I kicked you so much," Scott spoke, ashamed of his own words.

Scott took another deep breath. This was gonna hurt more. "I also knew that you were pregnant," he whispered. Lita jerked her head up, her eyes already filled with tears. A surprised look came across her face. How did he know? Who told him?

Scott looked at her and nodded his head.

"Kevin told me you were pregnant, But after what I did, I killed my...,," Scott started, but he couldn't bare to finish the sentence. "I killed my own child," he spoke, ashamed of what he did.

More tears fell down Scott's face as he tried to finish his speech. "Lita, what I did was wrong. But I swear to you I will fix it. Even if it means that we cant be together. If us not being together will fix it, then so be it. I love you so much. I would never hurt you. I am so sorry," Scott spoke a little more firmly.

Lita got up and flung her arms around Scott's neck. She cried in to his neck. Scott held her closely. She was shaking so badly. "I love you," she whispered.

Scott held her for another long moment. Lita pulled away and looked into his eyes. She softly kissed his lips, tasting the sweetness that forever lingered on him. After she broke the kiss she looked at him.

"Please stay with me tonight. I need you with me," she whispered ever so softly. Scott looked at her and pressed his lips together and shook his head. "We cant honey," Scott replied. "Why not?" Lita asked.

Scott looked at her and took in her beauty. She was so beautiful. "I don't think I can keep my hands off of you if I stay with you," Scott admitted. He sounded like he was ashamed to say it. "What if I tell you that I want your hands on me," Lita asked, her eyes filled with passion.

"I wont let myself touch you until I know you are comfortable with me," Scott stated. "I am," Lita replied. She didn't understand where this was going. "Honey, I know that you love me, but deep down inside you are still afraid of me, and I don't want to jeopardize our relationship until I regain your thrust," Scott said.

Lita gave up. She knew that there was no point to fight him. But deep down she knew he was right. She was still afraid of him, whether she wanted to admit it or not.

"Lets get some sleep," Lita stated. "Its been a long night," she concluded.

They walked up the stairs and stopped at Lita's bedroom door. "Goodnight," Scott said. He laid a small sweet tender kiss on her lips. "Goodnight," she whispered.

With that they went to sleep. This was gonna so different from what they were used to.



Hehehehe, Ashley, I know the next chapter is your favorite. Hope you like it.